Being secured

I guess i am really very very temperamental.. But guess i will come back here once in a while. :D

Was brought back to a book that i read 2 years back.
About being secured in Christ and knowing my position. Was thinking bout the same story about John the baptise and his disciples few days ago and Jieying shared it w me ytd.

Half a year.
I rebuilding and building it up. but the higher i go, the deeper the foundation. Back to the basics. Back to the ancient landmarks. Back to simplicity...

private

People who wants to find out what you're doing will go the extra mile to ask you "how you're doing". 

More than just tweeting, or facebooking and all... i really think social media is destroying this generation of communications. Yes it's good, but im gonna cut down and not relying on it so much. 

More than just typing it out, im putting all of it in actions. 

Showing love in a different way, and something more real... 

Doing something that i would like rather than something i dont like. 

This blog will once again be abandoned by me. ^^ 

Not that im emoing, but i dont trust social media. hahahaha. bye.

One year wiser.. w wisdom tooth

So true of the saying which goes,
"One year older,
One year wiser."

My wisdom tooth is coming out this year, IN MY BIRTHDAY WEEK.
So...
Wisdom tooth coming out -> Gum swollen -> face swollen -> affects eating -> Very hungry even with the most delicious food infront of me -> lose weight? i pray..

K so maybe i actually asked God that on my week i am gonna lose weight, so nv knew it would be like this.
So so so painful.

Just wanna blog this up. hahaha.
k bye!

Lights will guide you home

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones...

Today while washing clothes, okay my routine for 1 month plus... God spoke and said tell Mum i want to go SOT. and guess what, i was hesitating until mum said "if you keep on wait and wait and wait, you will never do it." Like woah, even God is speaking thru her somehow.

So.... i told her. "Mum i wanna go some course next year and i will pay it myself can?"
mum: what course?
me: some course ;)
mum: k i know what course it is alrdy.

Even though she didnt agree on the spot, she didnt reject me too. she just asked me to talk to my brother. somehow, i know i am so going there next year. God answers prayers. and for SOT, i've been praying since 2 years back. even without telling mum what course it was, she knew what i was asking for. This prayer will be answered!

This birthday present is coming true... I pray and i pray...
5 more days.... and im receiving my best birthday present ever. ^^

Embracing

If i dont embrace myself, 
Who will then embrace me for me? 

Start loving yourself.

New every morning...

Had avery rough day ytd cuz of miscommunications at work and kena got "chastening" at work. but the thing that my boss, Prof could actually smile at me after everything and say you need to work on communicating. Kinda encouraging aft feeling tt way, like she's encouraging me yet I was self-condemning myself. Thank God for grace...

Managed to surprise Jieying cuz is her birthday and yay we succeeded. and it brightens up my bad day. :D 

SOT for my Birthday present is more than enough!!
Working these 3 days, I handled more than enough cash(patient paying the doctor) that are able to pay for my SOT fees and I just realised today. I am gonna have more than enough $ for my sot! At least I have $340+ for this month's pay. Plus my internship and all, all will be good! I pray I have more than enough for SOT.

Still confessing for SOT!!!

Oh and goooood day spent w Angel.making me ready for SOT! Yeahhh.

Donkey

Was feeling so so extremely depressed over something today.
and i went on FB and read the story about the donkey shaking the sand off him and climbing out of the well.

If a donkey can actually be so smart and not depressed over being buried alive and thought of a better way of using those sands tt are supposed to kill it into something that bring makes it survive, xy can do it too.

WO KE YI. TADA.
suprisingly, this year im not even counting down to my bday. haha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LEADER JIEYING. ;)

Instrument of God

Just like how a guitar is created to make music,
I am created to serve God.

Okay so tt was a sub-point of the whole thing i was gonna say.
Somehow or another, i became a cg guitarist. it's like a thing He spoke when cg multiplied like i could help out.. but nv do i know, when joshie go into army i got to take over praise as well. Like amazing how He moves..  Just practised the guitar for 2 hours to 3 just now thus, so late and im still awake.. But wherever God leads i will go..

2nd pt of the day...

Ezekiel 36:26
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.

Whenever new trials come, He starts removing the stones in our heart and slowly put back the flesh that the stones had been taking up in the space of our hearts. & with this, our heart gets even more fleshy and even newer that can be closer to the Spirit.. and new visions come becuz of the new Spirit.

But removing of stones is the painful part. But still i will hold on becuz of Gal 6:9.

So tired so tired nowadays, but I'm clinging on to the promise.
Bird-day in another 14 days? and this year the presents i want is not something money-ish wise. 3 wishes.
1) ____________ (Secret)
2) Family salvation
3) Go SOT next year w Mum's permission.

So anyone can bless me w SOT school fees that's good too ;)
$300/$3000 ---> saved 10% alrdy. Not bad for a start though. JIAYOU XY!

Okay.... No more reading & Let's see the very messy hair me.

 Sorry getting quite zilian nowadays. time to sleeeeeeep. NIGHTS :D