This is my Church,
This is my Life.


Had Candlelight service just now...
Got the flame from the front person and then i passed on the fire, but at that time, the person made my flame on the candle went out and it got me thinking. (not tt im blaming the person who made my flame died la)

Many a times, people might blow away or make our flame to go off from burning and we will have no more light and live in darkness. & this is the part, we must go back to the main source... To the main giver of light.

So thankful for this season of love.
Let love penetrate this season i pray...
Christmas must be something more.
2012 MUST be something more....

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me

A change a change a change

Internship started, was sharing during cgm there's this weird joy every morning, and i know definitely... it is the joy of the Lord, because all of it turned into strength.

2011 is ending and 2012 is coming.
Not gonna lose out on this chance during 2012, i know things will change and my breakthru marked on 10 dec will come. I believe i believe.... (:

Meanwhile, gonna enjoy internship, and gonna wait for my breakthru tt is coming QUICKLY.

building into eternity

Dejavu so many times today and I really know this PM is for me. Becuz God is always for us and for me.

This year is a major spring cleaning year. Cleaning all the doubts and dirty stuff and all and all that don't belong in "Xinying" body. Everytime I feel its the end, I realise new things popped up.

No wonder God said, 2011 is a "New year of New things".

Been thinking about eternity recently as well, just before PM and then Cynthia cfmed the word in my heart, and during br time, was reading about eternity. I am building Eternity w my Best Friend, I can do it.

An awesome prophesy today.
I trust and believe in it. Thanks Cynthia...

Found out the problem to my "everything"

This time I'm gonna work hard and change everything. & by the grace of God I can do it!

Recently this line had been appearing again and again. "as you walk thru the fire, you will be refined..." I believe in this, and I know if I still feel tt I am being put in the fire, it means I am not "pure" enough to be taken out of it. Yeah.

Went for a steambath at my old childhood place w mum and dad. Enjoyed tt kind of solitude where I get to sit alone, thinking of nothing, just enjoying myself and pampering myself. Life shld be like this. No more stressing and keeping myself from enjoyment. Everyone deserves a break at times! So every forenight, mum's heading there and I'm gonna follow. Hahaha. Gonna enjoy life but it's a different kind of enjoyment.

Being happy at all the changes yet getting refined every moment. I am so thankful and grateful now. This life I have is not my own.

He's the focus of my love ^^

Extrovert to Introvert

They are, in fact, sometimes mistaken for extroverts because they appear so outgoing .... On the contrary, INFJs are true introverts, who can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long-term friends, family, or obvious "soul mates."

http://typelogic.com/infj.html

Just for self reference..
So i realise.. i may be an introvert for the longest time i ever know myself. hahaha.

Today's the 6th day.
Got to be stronger in everything i do.

Just spoken to a dear friend on the phone, some stuff is so hard to comprehend and tough to go thru especially when it's related to something close to your heart. Thank God for friends who are willing to share, people who are willing to tell something that's hindering them and release themselves from their hurts. Always admire such people like these... God bless them!

Maybe today, it's time to cut off these nails and restring my dear guitar and write my song. yay to guitar. Bye long nails. Havent left you so long since idk when.

Something about clouds tt i really love...
Simplicity and peacefulness....

Waitinggg

Let Your mercy and loving-kindness, O Lord, be upon us, in proportion to our waiting and hoping for You. Psalm 33:22(AMP)

Wow... Amazing verse.
Let God's mercy and loving kindness be upon us in proportion to our waiting and hoping for Him.
The longer we wait, the much mercy and loving kindess will be upon us.. God is good, He will never ever let us wait in vain!

Those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength..

Ps 33:12(AMP) says "Blessed (HAPPY, fortunate, to be ENVIED) is the nation whose God is the Lord, the people He has chosen as His heritage."
& blessed and happy whose Lord is God.

I am a HAPPY GIRL!! :D
JIAYOU TO THOSE READING THIS SPACE!
God's mercy and loving kindness is upon YOU! :D

Accidentally in Love

one of my favourite song.
old times....

Remember us

During pledging just now, just felt led to up the amount again.
To be honest.. i wanted to down it in the morning, but i decided to stay that amount. but when we started to sing again, i up-ed it.

Believing and believing.
Many of us sow in tear, but im believing that we will all reap in joy.
Something will change this season, as i start building and giving, He will build me to be a better and cleaner vessel. I trust in You....

Light of the World..

Light of the World

You stepped down into darkness

Opened my eyes, let me see

Beauty that made this heart adore you

Hope of a life spent with you

Here I am to worship

Here I am to bow down

Here I am to say that your my God

Your alltogether Lovely

alltogether worthy

alltogether wonderfull to me

King of all days

oh so highly exalted

Glorious in heaven above

Humbly you came to this earth you created

All for loves sake became poor

Ill never know how much it cost

to see my sin upon that cross

Light of the world who stepped into the darkness, to penetrate the dark.
Darkness is the absence of light, and He came.

In this dark period, His light will shine. I know He will shine so brightly. Idk how, but i trust..

Arise and Build

These 4 months is gonna be tough, or maybe the following 11months cause of BF and SOT.

But i trust God..
The amount might not be very big to other people, but to me, it is a very big amount, esp when my internship pay really is terrible ttm. An amount spoken to me ever since Pst talked about it, an amount that appeared in my dream.. The amount that was repeatedly in my head... I will trust and obey, when's there no other way!

Trusting God, Trusting my promiser instead of my promise.
Arise and Build here i come.

When God wants to build His church, the gates of hell shall not prevail.
My house is a house of worship. As i sacrifice and stretch myself this period, God will show Himself so real to me, i believe. My season. I believe, i believe...

Being secured

I guess i am really very very temperamental.. But guess i will come back here once in a while. :D

Was brought back to a book that i read 2 years back.
About being secured in Christ and knowing my position. Was thinking bout the same story about John the baptise and his disciples few days ago and Jieying shared it w me ytd.

Half a year.
I rebuilding and building it up. but the higher i go, the deeper the foundation. Back to the basics. Back to the ancient landmarks. Back to simplicity...

private

People who wants to find out what you're doing will go the extra mile to ask you "how you're doing". 

More than just tweeting, or facebooking and all... i really think social media is destroying this generation of communications. Yes it's good, but im gonna cut down and not relying on it so much. 

More than just typing it out, im putting all of it in actions. 

Showing love in a different way, and something more real... 

Doing something that i would like rather than something i dont like. 

This blog will once again be abandoned by me. ^^ 

Not that im emoing, but i dont trust social media. hahahaha. bye.

One year wiser.. w wisdom tooth

So true of the saying which goes,
"One year older,
One year wiser."

My wisdom tooth is coming out this year, IN MY BIRTHDAY WEEK.
So...
Wisdom tooth coming out -> Gum swollen -> face swollen -> affects eating -> Very hungry even with the most delicious food infront of me -> lose weight? i pray..

K so maybe i actually asked God that on my week i am gonna lose weight, so nv knew it would be like this.
So so so painful.

Just wanna blog this up. hahaha.
k bye!

Lights will guide you home

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones...

Today while washing clothes, okay my routine for 1 month plus... God spoke and said tell Mum i want to go SOT. and guess what, i was hesitating until mum said "if you keep on wait and wait and wait, you will never do it." Like woah, even God is speaking thru her somehow.

So.... i told her. "Mum i wanna go some course next year and i will pay it myself can?"
mum: what course?
me: some course ;)
mum: k i know what course it is alrdy.

Even though she didnt agree on the spot, she didnt reject me too. she just asked me to talk to my brother. somehow, i know i am so going there next year. God answers prayers. and for SOT, i've been praying since 2 years back. even without telling mum what course it was, she knew what i was asking for. This prayer will be answered!

This birthday present is coming true... I pray and i pray...
5 more days.... and im receiving my best birthday present ever. ^^

Embracing

If i dont embrace myself, 
Who will then embrace me for me? 

Start loving yourself.

New every morning...

Had avery rough day ytd cuz of miscommunications at work and kena got "chastening" at work. but the thing that my boss, Prof could actually smile at me after everything and say you need to work on communicating. Kinda encouraging aft feeling tt way, like she's encouraging me yet I was self-condemning myself. Thank God for grace...

Managed to surprise Jieying cuz is her birthday and yay we succeeded. and it brightens up my bad day. :D 

SOT for my Birthday present is more than enough!!
Working these 3 days, I handled more than enough cash(patient paying the doctor) that are able to pay for my SOT fees and I just realised today. I am gonna have more than enough $ for my sot! At least I have $340+ for this month's pay. Plus my internship and all, all will be good! I pray I have more than enough for SOT.

Still confessing for SOT!!!

Oh and goooood day spent w Angel.making me ready for SOT! Yeahhh.

Donkey

Was feeling so so extremely depressed over something today.
and i went on FB and read the story about the donkey shaking the sand off him and climbing out of the well.

If a donkey can actually be so smart and not depressed over being buried alive and thought of a better way of using those sands tt are supposed to kill it into something that bring makes it survive, xy can do it too.

WO KE YI. TADA.
suprisingly, this year im not even counting down to my bday. haha!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LEADER JIEYING. ;)

Instrument of God

Just like how a guitar is created to make music,
I am created to serve God.

Okay so tt was a sub-point of the whole thing i was gonna say.
Somehow or another, i became a cg guitarist. it's like a thing He spoke when cg multiplied like i could help out.. but nv do i know, when joshie go into army i got to take over praise as well. Like amazing how He moves..  Just practised the guitar for 2 hours to 3 just now thus, so late and im still awake.. But wherever God leads i will go..

2nd pt of the day...

Ezekiel 36:26
I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.

Whenever new trials come, He starts removing the stones in our heart and slowly put back the flesh that the stones had been taking up in the space of our hearts. & with this, our heart gets even more fleshy and even newer that can be closer to the Spirit.. and new visions come becuz of the new Spirit.

But removing of stones is the painful part. But still i will hold on becuz of Gal 6:9.

So tired so tired nowadays, but I'm clinging on to the promise.
Bird-day in another 14 days? and this year the presents i want is not something money-ish wise. 3 wishes.
1) ____________ (Secret)
2) Family salvation
3) Go SOT next year w Mum's permission.

So anyone can bless me w SOT school fees that's good too ;)
$300/$3000 ---> saved 10% alrdy. Not bad for a start though. JIAYOU XY!

Okay.... No more reading & Let's see the very messy hair me.

 Sorry getting quite zilian nowadays. time to sleeeeeeep. NIGHTS :D

tired max but still alive and breathing

This week is housechores + going out + work +running bedok reservoir 3 times a week = deadbeat
i think im becoming more and more aunty. but oh well, i think i dont look like one.

NEED TO SLIM DOWN DESPERATELY.
oh well, slowly but surely if i continue running. Oh gosh then someone tell me why am i gaining weight. okay going on diet! yay

and i dont understand why im still alive here typing at 2.35am when im gonna go run at 8 ltr. gosh.

Just got to say God is so good to keep me alive.
and im so blessed! to keep receiving blessing in terms of financials. PTL! :D
keep it going, SOT im running to you.
Speak to my mountain and it shall be STILL. so you can stop running about and i can go there next year!

Brings life

1 Samuel 2:6-8

God brings death and God brings life,
brings down to the grave and raises up.


God brings poverty and God brings wealth;
he lowers, he also lifts up.

He puts poor people on their feet again;
he rekindles burned-out lives with fresh hope,
Restoring dignity and respect to their lives—
a place in the sun!
For the very structures of earth are God's;
he has laid out his operations on a firm foundation.

Words are set by Him. Structures that are being built by His Word that He had spoken. The Word that lays out His firm foundation and made operation taken place. He speaks, the earth comes forth.

If its the earth that is form by His words is such an wonderful creation, what's more for my life?

Brought down to the grave i may be, but i know i will be made alive with rekindled fire that burns my hope with passion again.

This is my season.
and the key to the breakthru of the next door is in my pocket.
The season of life coming alive!

Please remember

One day.... When you cut off your social network w/o any updates about your life and all it's left is just your phone, those people who really bother to give you calls and shorts messages are really truly the people who care..

PTL! Bro got the job! and it's quite good! With 20 days of annual leave per year, for those who study HR, it is way above the Employment Act. Happy for him.

& my grandpa actually told me this, "If you didnt go to church, i would actually love you alot."
hahaha yay, there is actually improvement after like coldness to me for years.. & i managed to talk to grandma more too. Aft she told me about her philosophy of going to church, i just decided to tell her something and i think it really made her think.

So God answered 2 of my prayers ytd, Bro got his job, and it didnt rained in the morning. :D

& This song had been ringing in my head since last week.
I really love Leann Rimes, old singer but i really think the older singers actually have more substances.



Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together

And at the end of the day, even if all else forgotten about you, He is just singing... "Please remember, please remember. I was there and always there... Please remember the time we are together."

Keep holding on...

So............ my 2nd new maid ran away again.
This time she ran because she thought a sardine fish which has red gavy and in red colour is some bloody bloody animal that we keep and cooked, and she thought the sea cucumber was some snake... o.m.g.

oh yeah, best part! i havent seen her face yet, and i went running in the morning, and she's gone. why the 2 maids run when i go running. i dont mind they go run with me so they wont run away..

okay, so time to update my life so i remember.
HOUSECHORES. + feeding jiejie cilla's cat, smokey and she bit me on the first day i took care of her. :/

Seriously house chores are very tiring... but oh well.
im holding on~ if you want to make a small chat with me, ask me how am i and i will tell you, im doing house chores everyday. BIG CHAT, you can talk to me about house chores and i will talk to you like an aunty. JUST joking. or you dont want to talk to me, it's fine!

Life is fine. Guess everyone's busy with their stuff and moving on.
I think i move on too fast. 18 --------> 45.
Wooots just joking.

At least i run 3 times every week.
I pray, dont let it rain tmr, and bro gets the job he is applying. Thank God he passed the first interview. Oh and woah, my mum actually asked me to pray for korkor to get the job. wooahhh. ^^

Please remember...
Cause I remember...

results

Got back my results just now midnight and am quite happy about it cuz at least the effort and hardwork put in by being better this sem paid off.

I got 1 A, 3 Bs, 1 C. its not the best results to get but it is alrdy for me. even though I know can actually do better cuz kinda slacked during exam period, and actually able to get another few more As, but I'm glad improved! my best results in my poly so far. hhha.

But will not stop only here!
Thank God for teaching me this big lesson in poly ^^

nice guys finish last

So......

I finally cut my hair shorter than usual in 10 years time. & i dye back my natural natural brown colour.
this picture dont look like me i know but ya, see me in real life if i let you see me.

Thank God my new maid is coming tmr. My hands are so so so dry from washing and hanging and ironing and cleaning. but thank God for this whole time experience though. Love spending time w mum even though she gets very naggy but still, lovessss.

Work tmr. kbye!

Rolling in the deep

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

Been doing house chores till i drop dead, like dead.
Appreciate all helpers and mums for doing house chores and all. and it's not really tt good to stay in a big house though. im dead beat...

In need of a good massage if anyone wanna volunteer. hahah just joking!

so...... these were the past week pictures where i am not a maid. 

Running tmr. Bedok reservoir again! yay to bedok reservoir being so close to my house!

Letters to God

"There is more to life than this..."

Watched Letters to God...

"Dear God, i think we did it. You told me not to be afraid, and i wasn't. I just wanted everyone to believe. Love, Tyler"

Dont want to spoil this show by typing out the whole plot but i am just so touched by this show that thru one boy's letter, his hope was spread to many. His life was a letter... A must show show even if you dont believe..

"You show that you are a letter from Christ... written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.- 2 Cor 3:3"

This life we live is not just mere talking and talking, but a life living its message. Even if i type the best things, speaks the best motivating stuff, yet not living them out, i am just an empty shell, an artificial person selling a look like it yet a fake product.

If i wanna be a real product, i got to live the right thing, right way, showing who i am as what i am saying. Never want to be an artificial..

Blessed by Pst Phil's book and this movie..

Rise up....

Just finished my work at Xinmin Primary! really think kids are so adorable except for a few.. but its like so awesome to be a teacher, you get to impact lives slowly slowly but surely.

Okay this weird but having a stomache now and I'm on the train and think I'm gonna explode! ahhhhh just joking. 

"Dreams that die, they come to life again..."

Served ytd in zone meeting. it seems that this time, there's this beakthru, and everything did there was something abit more than before. thank you Holy Spirit! 

Having family dinner later! gnna be so good! :D 

the genuine heart

was just thinking, we can see easily if a heart is genuine to you or not.. & also, if effort is put into a certain thing you are doing..

But what happens if you have actually more than one to be genuine to? or more than one stuff you have to put effort in to? will there be this balance or will you focus on one so much more than the other?

But learning how to balance actually one thing all humans have to learn to do... Learnin to balance is askill...

Anw, had fun w sarah jasmin ting gary gouwei stanley today esp those who remained at the bar aft tt. hearts poured out, sharing stuff. something hvent been ding for a long long time. thannks guys! :D

Awesome friends running in same directions of life. cheers!

cannot believe

Looking thru past pictures and i realise something, i cannot believe that i am really skinny inside those pictures because i was a hardcore photoshop-per, photoshopping all the pictures.

So my motivation now is that i am really prettier than before.
SO i am running w Pauline every three times a week this holiday.
WO KE YI DE! JIAYOU XY! :D

That is how it seems, you cannot believe a picture till you find out whats beneath.
Kinda my life principal. haha.
Bye!

So this is what happened at Edwin and Rae's wedding..
Both leader that inspired my life the most! But ironically, i dont have pic w both of them here YET hahhaa.
PHOTO SPAMMING

All ripped off from facebook but it's here for me to refer back on my life.
I kinda prefer how i blogged last time. more happening then how it is now. This blog is getting boring, why can't i just be myself.
SMILEEEEE :D

Time

Time proves so many things.

Time and time again, the same thing happens and sometimes, it's making me lose trust in this kinda thing and it starts to make myself so protective against such stuff. Things changes, and i know i cannot make any differences if that certain thing wanna change. BUT i am secure in Christ.

God knows it all, and i am blessed enough to know tt.

Things nowadays are so so different.
But i am contented to know if i do not change for the worse.
Well, perspective of worse is different in many people's eyes. But mine, is not to leave this secret place of mine and to move into the vision He have in stored for me.

Search my heart O Lord, 
Make it ever true... 
Search my heart O Lord, 
May i be like You...

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and so i was reading my old posts, and i am thankful for times when i wrote little small revelations on my blog. helps me, and i thank God.
In all times, i will praise. :D

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to think about it...

Sometimes I think, I take my mum and my dad for granted. too much that I expect them to provide r me all the time, them to fetch me when need a transport becuz of my laziness..

And more and more.

Sometimes I feel ppl nowadays think tt parents are suppose to do and do and provide for us and expect a lot from them to agree to our requests when all these things they are doing not becuz an obligation thing, "they have to" but they "want to". a decision to keep me, a decision to make me grow to be an adult.

I am thankful..
Difficult not to be angry w parents cuz its inaviodable in this age, but I must always be thankful.

& all these PO thru the years, I'm learning a lot. Thank you Jesus.

thank you Abba Father for planning this whole life for me.

change

Change may be good, may be bad.

But today the change i see in my dear dear Kit makes me feel so blessed..

I love you Kit!
Till the next time we take a picture, i know there will be so much more changes for the better in you.
I believe in YOU! love ya!

Hands that write the story of my life

Hands that write the story of my life
I trust in You alone
Spirit be my guide

Finally ended my paper today, its truly freedom....
Looking back on the past 3 plus years i have been in SP, wasnt the best, wasn't what anyone would want, but i really thank God, i am able to make good friends to talk to in school despite of what happened in Y1, having the smartest team mates around and all. If i were to just look back to count how much tears i cried because of school, its countless, but i really thank God I'm reaching the end and i was made stronger. (Nah don't believe i have any modules to forward in Jesus name.)

I wandered,  i came back.
I believe this sem i am much better, and i learned so much thru everything i gone thru. Filled w thankfulness right now.

Many things, but i managed to cope. Believe and believe and it made me stronger. Thank God for His Spirit being my guide...

perspective

What is so scary to me is people's perspective towards things especially when one havent finish speaking.

But different people, different perspective.
This goes on and on. No use proving anything, at the end of the day after speaking all the words, actions still prove everything.

Because You gave, I'm taken out of misery...
Because You died, I'm rescued from my sin and shame
Because You loved, I found my heart to love again
You taken me, and set me free....

Never want to..

Never want to come to this place,
where i feel i am too grown up,
that i forgot who was the one who bought me up,
and fed me well, and was there all the time when i needed someone..

I can't deny

I can't deny, A love's so true

Breaks me down till i got nothing to hide

I can't deny, The hope i feel

Forever undivided You and I..

Current feeling, idk whether i am feeling a sunset or a sunrise.
Righto. Trends that comes and then go... Seasons that comes and then change again.
Just so confused, but I cannot deny, no matter what, this love is still so true even if no one is here.

Blessed by what Pst Bill shared about when he was a kid and no one prayed w him at the altar call.. When people were praying w the kids, becuz he was abandoned, he prayed himself...
"God... If nobody wants me, BUT if you want me... Take me as i am."
This just hit me.. BUT if you want me, take me as i am.

No one can ever see what you are going thru, but He knows it all.
A love so true, breaks me down till i got nothing to hide..
This light in the darkness.

Something about the light nowadays.
Be my light wont You...


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& had this vision once... I was hugging this black kid crying.
When i saw Pst Bill showing the black kid having this tumor on His head, my heart just teared, tears flow out. Maybe, just maybe, one day i would be this missionary i see in my vision hugging tt kid who needs love just like how much i know love is so important to me.

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That should be me...

Was just thinking about righteousness.

The true righteousness and just being self righteous.
Actually in my perspective, everyone have moments where they are so self righteous that they stand up for themselves even when they are wrong, just it's just a man-nature. Even when times they know they are wrong, they insist themselves being right. (HEY NO PINPOINTING, just a random one, okay maybe me) Or rare cases, men who dont.

Sometimes too much of this self righteousness moment leads stubbornness and this would be pride...
& maybe its time to do a self check if you have been thinking you're always right in all things.
You are not the one that is right, Jesus is the one who leads you to righteousness.
Be led by Him. & no one loves a prideful man, personally i hate it. So yeah.. i dont wanna be one.

Meanwhile, praying that these self-righteousness moments will turn to more of Jesus centered moments.

What happened recently... Had fun but.... i really need more time like the photo below.

Soul time...

In the dark, Light shines

Sometimes some many things happen together and when it does, i see something similar out of it and it really seems like God is telling me something thru them.

Currently thinking about being in the light. Being in the light so that i am truthful with myself, truthful and know whatever i am doing is right or wrong. Wrong it may be in other's eyes, but i let it be in the light, it will seem less wrong then keeping it in the dark. cuz when it is in the light, greater light will shine on it and all darkness (it may have) will be gone. but if it continues to be in the dark, forever it will be in the dark.
My life principle, not to keep anything in the dark. i want to do 光明正大-ly but at the same time be really really wise.

& may i fulfill it.

& was thinking bout this,
the SPOT-LIGHT, LIGHT and DARKNESS.

2nd official paper ltr at 9am, and if this GHRM is over, i will be so glad. i think i studied for it quite well alrdy. Really pray i pass it and maybe just do well.... Cannot afford to not do well and get a D again. my GPA is crying out for salvation.

Feeling so argh now because idk, maybe i know why.
Sometimes i cant stand it when people entrust you w some stuff and then you go tell the www. not tt it's happening to me, but i get really irritated when i see people do it. May not be tt serious, but not your business, then pls dont tell the www, tell only the people tt shld know.

okay, praying i keep all these down and dont do things i dont like.
Got to really learn all these and do it right.

Let light penetrate thru my words, my everything.
I need a getaway after these papers. I need preparation for everything tts gonna happen aft this whole thing, i need to start not running away and running thru the legs of my giants, but fight them. GIANT WATCH OUT, im gonna conquer you so you will be out of my head.

Weird post. ahhh so not me in this post. Oh well.
Need somewhere to vent anyway, this is the place.

(:

From the days of 3 to 5 people attending service and all, God had had been good. Really good (:

the sky

Something about this picture that describes my feeling so much.

Realise something bout me. Im a person who cant express properly or well enough for people thru words, but it doesn't mean tt a person who cant express themselves thru words are idiots and are dumb.

People can express themselves thru pictures, drawing, music or even just music without lyrics.
Concluded, words are not the only thing that can express people's feeling. & to understand those people who can't express thru words is really a skill.

& everyone got to find something or somewhere to express themselves.