I look to You..

 As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I'm lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I've been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to you
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong


I look to you
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song, I look to you

About to lose my breath
There's no more fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm gonna make it
Nothing to do but lift my head

I look to you
I look to you
And when all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong

I look to you
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song, I look to you

My levee's have broken, my walls have come
Crumbling down on me
The rain is falling, defeat is calling
I need you to set me free

Take me far away from the battle
I need you, shine on me

I look to you
I look to you
After all my strength has gone
In you I can be strong

I look to you
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song, I look to you

I look to you
I look to you




After all my strength is gone, in You i can be strong.. 

ALL IN 1 WEEK

THINGS TO COMPLETE:
Read:
Surprised by the HS
○You the Leader○
They shall Expel Demon○

Do Book Reviews:
Surprised by the HS○You the Leader○
They shall Expel Demon○
Write:10 Sermons ○

Mission Trip
Plannings for all the 5 Meetings:
Praise & Worship
Who's gonna preach
Drama
Visitation

WORK - 25 HOURS

GOD EXPAND MY CAPACITY I PRAY.

Not gonna fall sick, not gonna fall down the stairs again.
Little sleep but lots of grace.
AMEN.

Time to grab all my time now. STOP SLACKING XY.

Cause there's something in You

Very very nice song i heard while working in the Finance Dept.
& now sitting at new dept, having my own space, own personal time. Just so peaceful and nice..

Haven't been alone for a long time, sitting down, just thinking and breathing..
Just to breathe and catch up with my thought... makes me feel happier.

What you may see on the surface, might not be how it is.

Time to really catch up with myself.
& it may sound stupid, but it's true some of us can forget spending time with ourself and we get so caught up in doing things that we forgot what we truly want. & if we're too busy to even catch up with ourself, what makes you think you're catching up with God.

Time to catch up with myself, and catch up with God.. Back to walking with You. Not just standing or sitting, but to continue walking..

tug of war

Tug of war starts, both parties starts pulling.
Worse case scenario: the rope's too vulnerable/thin and suddenly it snaps and both parties fall and injure themselves.

Feels like it's a "tug of war" now.

Okay back to sermons..
PREPARE SERMONS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
10 sermons 10 sermons and im still stuck at 1. O-N-E.
ONE.

Your Love is not superficial..

A Love that is true, not fake, not hypocritical, and one that i wont run away from.
Not being flakey, but Thank You Jesus..

Move on.

Somehow i get it, it's time to move on.

Time to fill my head w stuff, time to continue this journey.
Preaching test, book reviews, 10 sermons.
& 3 more months of SOT, time's passing too quickly, dont really want it to go away so fast. Time please stay...

1 more week,
His grace is sufficient for me.
Time to breakthru...

What Love is this

What love is this, 
That You gave your life for me 
And made a way for me to know You 
And I confess You're always enough for me 
You're all I need 

Finally found the song im looking for!

As i look back, i never ever regretted coming to CHC.
Persecutions came but this is the place where i spent my happiest times, finding who God is in my life, my purpose, my friends and more and changed me from someone i wouldn't want to be to someone i am now. I can't imagine where and what I'm doing if I'm not here. This is my family. Despite what the world chooses to say against us, there's this sense of unity and i am thankful that i am with this group of people and the love they have. The love that truly overwhelm when you step into the House...

& im just so blessed to be in SOT every single day esp this period of the whole saga.
I know He's more than enough for us, & all i wanna say, i will be here till the day i go to Heaven.

People may say we're foolish, stupid, useless, but tt's right!
God uses the foolish things of the world to shame the wise and im so thankful He is here for us. Be glorified in the midst of all this happenings!

& I am thankful for this family too, W524 i love you!

JUST FOR LAUGH

In braces & HAHAHAHAHHAAH JINGYING
This is what we rlly call, from glory to glory...

So i was looking back on blog posts and i found this on the first time i went to join W459

"service and everything else was good. the workshipping part also! but still... mum objects us to go church. now daddy goes church and mummy dont like. but i dont know if he's still going la. but still, if i go church, my grandma, my aunt and everyone who is helping my mum will object and cfm alot of scolding. okay, i shall wait till i grow up. 20, when i have my freedom! hoho."

So much for waiting till im 20, im 20 now and im changed. :) Blessed to actually look back on things like this.

& the first church camp.. AHA EPIC!