As The Deer by:Don Moen

Another nice old hymm.

You alone are my heart's desire.
commitment. 5 days.

:D:D:D

&& to add on the wedding,

it's the happiest wedding i ever attended!
'I do with all my heart.'

It's no longer 2 words but 6 words, and the most touching speech by Kelvin.
sweet sweet and i think many many girls were super touched by the speech and cried. i know a few! haha.

God bless Cynthia and Kelvin!! :D

2 is better than 1

 

Havent been blogging, cause i have beeen super tired.
School's alright! & projects are coming in, exciting much.

I changed to an iphone recently. Really, was just thinking, what i was missing out for my birthday and i was like, just a phone, and then ya, dajie changed to an iphone 4, and passed me her half year old iphone 3G. i want BB but its okay, iphone for now. God is good!

Kel & Cyn is officially married, so happy for them!! Had the honour of attending the dinner w this group of awesome people. Plus brother jeremy and joel who went in and out of the room. Had a very awesome time talking, screaming, going high w all these awesome ppl whom i never really hang out w before. THANK YOU KELVIN & CYNTHIA. God bless this awesome couple!!

My transport ytd was was cab all the way. Cab to church, then to Centrepoint, then to Bedok and bus home. exciting, but this is the only day im gonna do this. so not rich manzxz. haha.

Pictures up soon when gouwei and val upload all! :D

Having very weird dreams recently, one about chasing bus, one about random ppl getting married and tt time about getting a iphone that i have. will all of these come to pass? and is the dreams like symbolic thingy? maybe if im Joseph, i would interpret the dreams. Well i need wisdom from God. wooo.

& ytd this dream scene was popping out when im doing that certain thingy. Seriously, it's so weird, why are my dreams so weird and symbolic. Yeah but it will be revealed in time to come. (:

Happy

Happy is Xinying, whose Lord is God

Today's a very very happy day and everything seems to go on so well!
But oh well, there's always got to be something to make it bad, but it's up to me to filter it out.

God is good! :D
I like xiaoguang's mac. Take pic like nice only... ahahah :D

THANK YOU KIT & JOELYNN

 

Abit late but....
THANK YOU KITO AND JOELYNN FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL CARD and all the notes behind!!!

& Kit!
Thanks for all your effort in this beautiful card, burning the sides, putting the art on, pasting and sticking and colouring and drawing! & choossing a nice picture! hahahaha.
I love you so so much and i'm always here for you! Dont forgetttt!!!!!!
DONT JOKE ME!!!!!! HAHAHAHA :D

Love ya too Joelynn! :D:D
ALL THE BEST FOR Os! You're gonna do so awesomely well! :D

Thank God for awesome ppl around!

onto perfection.

When we're not there yet, 

there will be bad things happening in our lives,
quarells, fights, argument,
people finding fault w us,
us finding fault w people,
raking up the past to create a big fuss,
finding imperfections in others,
objections in life,
problems we dk how to solve,
and many other things...

And it all ends up to show that,
Xinying you're not there yet and not many of us are there yet.
& when i say there, it means perfection.

& when we're not there yet, You i will seek.
Jesus help me. Seeking perfection equals to seeking Jesus.
Cause You're my stronghold, and in You i trust cause You're good.

I found another aspect to love so much more.
My family, and i thank God for so many family activities this year, esp dinner ytd.
I love my daddy, mummy, bro, dajie, william korkor, jingying,
despite of their imperfections, i love them, cause they love me despite of my imperfection.
Thank you Jesus for everyone of them.

Grace and mercy

2nd week of school and still going on.
School had been awesome so far, especially with my cute friends, manwei and bizhew! :D

I set myself committed to pray so much more for my connect group and the members! I love all my little members, Joshua, Guanzhi, Kristacia and Xinyi! All the people who followed me ever since very long ago, time to plant even much more into their lives.

Remember i read once about John the baptise, when his disciples told him, 'Hey Jesus is stealing the crowd from you and us', but John replied something like it's okay cause it's meant to be or something. He knew about being a steward of God and did not grumble even if things were taken away from him because he knew about stewardship, that he do not own all these things, but just helping to look after it. But his disciples didn't know about the principle of stewardship.

If more is added, be humble, but still take full responsibility over it's fruitfulness.
If it is taken away, dont grumble and let pride let over, but continue to stay faithful over the remainder that are left over. Be faithful in the little, before much is given.

Who are we gonna be today? John or His disciples?
I wanna be like John..

Help me Lord!

ANW,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST EILEEN NEO!!!!

Thanks for being such an awesome sister ever since the start of this year, sharing with me things and hearing me out too! Thanks for always praying for me too and trusting me and encouraging me. Love ya so so much and you're a very very awesome friend whom God is gonna use super mightily! So glad to know you in DG & this awesome zone!!!! :D:D

Praying for ya Eileeen!!!
This 18th chapter is gonna be super awesome!
I LOVE YA! :D

Decoooo

The above 2 i deco one!! :D:D
I think my decorations not that bad!!! Weeeee so yummy right?

ALL VERY HAO CHI!!! :D

Take me Deeper

Credit to Pst Phil's twitpic, so pretty!

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging temptest only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne

 Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

 Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied


This whole song will always remind me of 2 events:
1) During primary school, one of my favourite songs.

2) My first cgm where i recognise this song and i sang it and answered that alter call Rae asked, and she came over to lay hands on me, and i cried the very first time in His presence, and all i heard at that first time was Him saying "I will take you deeper". Wow & instead Jesus did. Peace of God flooded, touched me. and after all those tears, and aft worship, i just felt, did i just cried? okay omg i did, but why? but now i know, it's really just the peace of God.

A few days after cgm in chapel period in school, lol, the chapel band sang this song, i got reminded of cgm, but the presence there was so different, i realise, i want back the same presence again, & tt was the time, i decided to stay. Like what Kelvin said, really, the presence of God have this drawing effect.

Never will i ever ever forget this song, my favourite worship song, and till today, Father i ask, take me deeper, deeper than i ever been before, & i just want to love you more and more.


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New Resolution for school
1) Wear nicer clothes to school, BUT I STILL LOVE MY SLIPPERS :D
2) Protect my notes and write nicely! :D

I love love Bizhew & Manwei! 

Blessed

Deuteronomy 8:7-10 (NKJV)

7 For the LORD your God is bringing you into a good land, a land of brooks of water, of fountains and springs, that flow out of valleys and hills; 8 a land of wheat and barley, of vines and fig trees and pomegranates, a land of olive oil and honey; 9 a land in which you will eat bread without scarcity, in which you will lack nothing; a land whose stones are iron and out of whose hills you can dig copper. 10 When you have eaten and are full, then you shall bless the LORD your God for the good land which He has given you.

God always desire to bring us into a promise land, in there,
1) There is no scarcity
2) There is abundance.

Thank God for this whole of my birthday, really, the first time i got blessed so so much that i feel i don't even deserve it at all.

$800 plus plus worth of blessings from my family and friends.
A new guitar, new clothes, new running shoes and awesome meals and fun tgt with love ones.

It's okay that you havent receive your blessings yet, cause it says in V6, that God IS BRINGING you. it's not in past tense but continuous tense, that He is still doing it, and you WILL enter the promise land.

So so blessed this birthday. Thank you all!!
my turn to bless Him!

Draw me away

God works in ways we cannot see.

Was hearing this thing that God was speaking to me, and then Kelvin was praying for me and He spoke the exact same words. Just so blessed that woah, God is really working. & just feel so blessed to be able to go for this Kel ZM! Thank you Leaders!

Draw me away, draw me away
Just like Obe-Edom, i want to go to where the ark of the Lord is.
& have a servanthood heart just like Obe-Edom.

May my capacity expand, and May the words of my mouth and the mediation of my heart be acceptable to Him. (:

First 2 days of school are awesome.
New grace and mercy for this new sem! Jiayou Poly students! :D

Thankful

I would blog a super long post today but really too too tired.

Thank you Spaz esp Fiona for everything just now. From the wakeboarding/kneeboarding to dinner to photoshoot, thank you that i dont even have to spend any money at all! Thanks Fiona for spending so so much on me! I really had a very awesome 18 this year!! Love you girls, always there thruout all these years whenever i'm down and everything. Appreciate every single one of you!! :D You guys are really a great bunch of ppl to hang out and chillax with & be who i am!! CLUB SOONNNNNNNNN WEEEE~
Thanks for the awesome card and bag too! :D

Thank you DG for everything! Thanks for the awesome dinner and fellowship at Char, and the fellowship & prayer tgt at Fortcanning, and talking just at Clarke Quey. Thanks for hitting my 100 words msg thingy too! You guys are very very awesome and Really very blessed that Kelvin came down too. Thank you DG and thank you Kelvin! A bunch of people whom i can share spiritual things with to encourage one another! You guys are in my destiny & thanks for all the encouragements on the card!! I LOVE YOU ALL! :D
Thank you all for dinner & wallet & card!! :D

Thank you Boonz, Joshua, Jingying Giselle, Kris and Kel and rest of W524 for coming down on Tuesday to celebrate my bday at Sentosa! I could have gone down to Vivo to find you guys but you all came down to Sentosa! Love ya guys!! :D

Thank you my Lim family! Brother for those shoes, Mum for that set of bday clothes, Jingying for the skirt & top from F21 & all the wishes! What can beat wishes from their dearest love ones on their birthday! I'm really so thankful for every single one of you placed in this awesome family of mine! We're gonna be on TV too! :D Even though im abit unglam, but what matters most impt is that you guys look super awesome! :D Love you all!!! :D

& I feel so bad i thought it was Jingying who called me and didn't know it's Jieying!! THANK YOU JIEYING & RAYVIN FOR SMSING ME BEFORE YOU GUYS GO OFF FOR HOLIDAY! I LOVE YOU TWO! MY AWESOME AWESOME LEADERS! :D

& Lastly, No amount of words could explain my thankfulness towards Him.
My 18 is definitely a very awesome year of celebrations that covered up for the past years. But who cares bout the past, when i know things always goes from glory to glory. Even if i didnt have all these celebrations, i'm already very thankful, thankful that i have grown up and He is with me.

Next year my wish/prayer will come to pass, even if it doesn't i still trust Him. Thank you Father for every every little single thing.
Thanks for loving me, 18th year and counting on...
Greater breakthrus and greater capacity, to serve Him and His kingdom. Not my will but yours be done! (:

There's still celebrations, but i'm already very glad and happy.
Thank you everyone! :D

There is none like you

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like you
I could search for all eternity long, 
And find.. 
There is none like You. 

Thankful for today. The one thing that really surprised me was that Kelvin my ZS actually came down to celebrate tgt w the DG. So blessed w a very awesome ZS!

Thank you DG, all those who came down and those who weren't free. Love you guys! & climbing up fortcanning to pray tgt and for me! Thanks for the awesome card done by Jasmin Roxanne and the awesome wallet! :D Thank you Jasmin Joel Gouwei Gary Eileen Yuda Tania Dot!! :D

Greatest gift this year is Mum spending her day with me and spending a bomb on me and then calling me to wish me. Love her lots!! I pray i will love her even more because she loves me so much!

Thankful for this awesome friend over here, without her my life won't be the same like today. Thank you Roxrox! Sister, i beseech you... cheyyyy! hahaha :D

Continue my birthday parts ltr on!
So thankful for everything, and thankful God was with me just now.
New songggggggg.

Excited to meet my Spaz later on! (:

Part 1 :D

Woke up this morning and saw this card, feeling so happy already (:
What more can i say, i love my church (:

I prayed for Sun, against what the forecast said, continuous rain for 5 days in Singapore, AND THERE'S WAS SUN! I CAN SEE THE SUN~~ at least i got a little burned :D

Like artistic!

The beloved cg members +Kel&Kris who didnt manage to meet me, who came down all the way to meet me and surprise me. Even though it took like 3 hours to wait for you guys, but thanks so much!! Love ya guys!

Bad camera i know. 2.0 only..

Thank joshie and the wasabi!

unglam. i think i dont suit green! i look funnyy

Love ya Jy!

& LASTLY, THANKS FOR THE FLOWER!! :D Sunflower makes me happy!

This is part 1.
Thankful for all my friends this very season, guess it's just the friend's season too.
It seems like alot of people are excited for me for my birthday, and i feel so touched, like on fb walls, It's tmr, 3 more days all that. and smses, ___ more day!! I feel so loved..

& my mama wants to go out w me today to get bday gift :D Like on the mouth she's like scolding me, but deep inside i know she loves me. I dont mind hearing her nags for the rest of my life.

Just so thankful on 15 Oct 1992, my mum didn't give up on me, cuz i was a naughty baby who decided to swim out of place in her womb and costed her a major cut at her womb area to get me out. Just so thankful, i am out so completely, healthy to be who i am today. Mum's right, why celebrate this day when it's her suffering day, i should celebrate it cause my Mum's a winner, to survive all the pain, and celebrate this day cause this is the day the Lord has made, and He made Xinying and called it good. (:

So thankful and thankful.
Though it's just few hours time, even thought half of my heart says it's special but another half says it's not at all.. just that it's a very important day to just be thankful, thankful that you're here, and able to make a difference in wherever you are, and thankful to ur Mums. May i always remember to be thankful on my special day.

Thank you for the advance celebrations guys, i appreciate you guys for being my friends who brighten up my days. Loveeeee!

Yunting's 18th!

Warninggg******
Picture spams!

JSYX

Love these awesome friends of mine

Like this pic. so candid and nicee!

dearest belovedddd

aft many years, im still best at being a ghost. hahahah/

Like this piccc!!

Super not prepared and not nice... But hope you enjoyed Yunting!!

Pretty carddd! Hope you like it!

I look innocent. heeheeeeeee.

& end of the day, I'm just for thankful for this group of friends, people who are like-minded, where we can joke around without boundaries. That's what i like, no rank, no status, just being friends, loving one another. May this friendship last...


& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING!!!
Whatever i wanna say is on your bd day! Hope you enjoyed and love your present & card!!!
GREATER THINGS ARE COMING :D

Love 11/10/2010!
Cause i get to do the favorite things, meeting my bro, spending time alone thinking and reading His words, walking in VIVO (favourite hangout!), hanging out w favourite people!!

& end of the day, i Thank God for Him. (:

& 3 more days, just so thankful that i can spend my Sunday with my dearest family members. (: Best present i feel, & i pray it will be a great one.

& so thankful for what Guanzhi & Weisiang tweeted, really made my day and it's a early bday present. Thanks for your sweet words guys! God loves you and Xinying loves you too!! :D