I had a very very exciting BS today by Pst Jeremy! There's just actually so so much to learn about this awesome book. You might not understand but yeahh, you have to experience things yourself one loh.
Just thinking of all these, God is really merciful, ever since Day 1 and im so grateful!
I really think this AFV bs is so in season for me, and really so ever thankful that i'm this great great plan of His, that no matter what, i will never ever let go.
Was reading the same old book, ya i havent finish!! omg right... but ya..
God is not going to change anyone/anything you're dealing with until He first changes you. - Joel Osteen
I'm willing to accept any form of change, don't really like to learn things the hard way anymore.
There's always 2 ways in life, easy and hard, but unknowingly sometimes we tend to end up in this trap and go the hard way and then it hurts us so much. In the end we fought this battle when we don't even need to at the beginning.
Hard ways to learn things ends us getting hurt, crying every night, when we could easily just accept it in the first place and be happy people. But of cuz, i need the discerning skills to really know which is the easy and hard way, but oh well, all is planned alrdy. Just need to pray for the strength to really be able to accept all these changes and be a better person. (:
Birthday is coming, but idk why i have no good feeling about it. Can't imagine why i was so excited for my birthdays last time, countdowns, parties and all. Guess all these expectancy was killed by disappointments, little disappointments being built up. If you know what happened from Sec 1's birthday till now, you will know how i feel. Sometimes it just seems like my birthday is just another day. So in just any case, positive attitude. (: It will still be a happy day, i pray.
Still, 18 is a big thing right? At least for me, a age to be legal to go clubbing(not always) and drink! YAY :D
MY BIRTHDAY WISHLIST :D:D:D
(havent been bhb for a very long time, let me be on my space okay? thankkks! If you wanna get me anything! tt's if you want la!)
1) Bag / Wallet
Get something my style or i wont use. (chey demandinggg.) Bag dark colours, wallet PURPLE :D
2) Pretty cards w words! (Reminds me of Jasmin's wishlist!! hahaha)
I love words word, cuz im a person w the love language of Words of Affirmation. Pls at least wanna write msg, write 100 words and above. Hahaha joking.
3) Pretty clothes :D
NO TEE SHIRTS FROM ESPRIT ANYMORE PLS? want to buy teeshirts get those long long kind, i got long body :D or get dress. In need of clothes. heehee. or just vouchers loh, tt will be good :D
4) Be prettier!!
Even though i know it's not possible. let's skip tt.
5) Grow in the Lord and be stronger.
6) W524 to grow.
7) FS.
k la, but other than all these material things which i'm okay w not getting any cept for the not material ones, all i really want is just a happy celebration, without tears, without scoldings, just a happy day, no scoldings. Really, in just 3 days i hear the same thing so many times tt i dont really like, but i can't do anything. Seriously, all i really want this bday is just ___________. & i will be contented, happy, even touched till i cry, but i know it will never happen, not this year, but i know in upcoming years to come, it will, cuz it's just for this season, and aft the breakthru come, all things will change.
Why does it seem like my happy day's like my doom day. LOL. Just joking.
I know i have my awesome friends around, thank you all~
But yeah, everybody have a special birthday wish, & mine's just that.
I pray...
But still i trust.
P.S. DONT ANYHOW THINK WHAT'S MY WISH, NOT A BOYFRIEND OR ANYTHING MATERIAL. THANKS! LOVE :D