Things might just come up and pop and say 'Hey you're out of bound, and not suppose to be here" and maybe chastening comes along the way, or maybe along the road something bad i don't want happens, but it's really up to me whether i want to continue on this road and go along in this race to just complete it.
Now i really just want to complete this race of life, regardless of how long it's gonna take, how painful it's gonna take, i'm just gonna continue to take life and His plan as it is.
Also, just like what Joel says, we got to recognise our seasons, to do what we're suppose to do in that certain season to lead us to the right destiny.
Destiny, a big word, but seriously, who in the world now cares about destiny or their life purpose? I only know of people who wanna live life day by day to enjoy life and be happy. But not for me, i want to live my life to the full purpose, sometimes i might fail in certain areas, but i know i will strive on in things i truly desire, and this i will pursue.
Many many thoughts before i turn 18, the age of growing up, haha.
But really, it's time for a new Xinying i feel, someone more responsible, someone who truly show how much she really cares to those around her, kicking aside unimportant things, focusing on the important ones.
Back to the basics, basics as i embark on my 18.
The Word and prayer.
The things i do, leads me to my destiny.
Matthew 23:23-24 (The Message)
"You're hopeless, you religion scholars and Pharisees! Frauds! You keep meticulous account books, tithing on every nickel and dime you get, but on the meat of God's Law, things like fairness and compassion and commitment—the absolute basics!—you carelessly take it or leave it. Careful bookkeeping is commendable, but the basics are required. Do you have any idea how silly you look, writing a life story that's wrong from start to finish, nitpicking over commas and semicolons?
Xy, dont be hopeless.
If people can't see my word, the more i need to ACT OUT on my word.
With every step, i climb another mountain.