that's the reason why im so sick of love songs

helloooooo people.

firstly, i want to thank
FIONA DEANNA PEILIN GLORIANNE GRACED
for coming to the sport challenge today!
Thank you spastics that you actually woke up early for me? to go all the way to boonlay for game. Love you all so so much! thank you for your effort especially graced cause you just came back from Phuket! im sorry that im late. sorry!

anyway, we went all the way to NTU and we started to play around 10 plus.. first game vs our own cell group team. super funny la, but good game even though we lost. (: we helped them in their other games after that. i dont like tall people can.. tall people has advantage in blocking. played pictionary among us after that, super funny..

and there was one group, super violent SUPER. go all the way to win and was like super dont know what la. say we travel or what so ever when we didnt, and i tell you all of us was super scared la. but we won them in the end. (:

last game vs the bball people. i didnt know there's a rule like no jumping and shot in captains ball.. so weird. nvm. so last game, finals. we won 2nd! yay. DYLAN SHIREEN FAITH CHEEHONG YOU GUYS ROCK! of course MY SPASTICS ROCK TOO. my leg feels like rock now, cause its aching. okay no link..

gosh, today can be counted as a bad day la..
-i met those unreasonable players on court
-i got scratched and it bleed
-unlucky stuff
-some people insulted me damn that person seriously.
-my leg is aching. =/

but still happy day cause
-spastics went to boonlay for me! (:
-we helped to play and my cell group won 2nd!
-service was good.
-we played pictionary just now
-i got someone to go home with me! thanks deanna!
-all spastics wore red! (:
-i didnt break my nails (:

anyway good day! service was good! after service briefing for camp? than after that went to find them and went home. long trip home but the trip always feels short when friends are around. tiring day. thank you spastics! (:

pictures:
she solve this. sicko.. its a puzzle and its not easy to solve okay!
chew glorianne, gah
fiona me graced!
deanna me graced the braces gang! but grace took it out already.
its raining.. =/

CATS. me and deanna was playing with it just now? SO CUTEEE CAN especially the kitten.
some tkian bander came to spam my band blog. seriously stupid cause its our blog? and his sister and cousins are in our school band. LOL.
LOL, im not being mean but he is disgusting. serious. i know what he meant by that i know who he's aiming. LOL. SICK. & i doubt he will be reading and who cares if he read this.. im graduating.

BYEBYE(:

Give me something to believe in, cause i don't believe in you anymore

hello people!

poa remedial was really good today. hoho, at least i understand and know whats going on. lol.. i went there early okay!

went to pool with usual people today. (: peilin fiona deanna. cool. thank you peilin! (: there was this couple, younger than us, act lian and beng, i mean the way they dress la. went to complain to the uncle say we play very long WHEN the other tables played LONGER than US. like wth seriously and they came only for awhile only than complain.

never wait b4 iszit, we waited that time from lik 5 to 7pm and in the end didnt get to play, we didnt say anything. so nvm, we are nice, went off. the uncle even ask, nvm la, you all play la but fiona said nvm bye uncle. fiona was the bomb man, she diao the girl and the girl scared i think. lol la.

saw fiona's niece! SO CUTE LA. and the foot of the baby is like my 2 fingers. so small and cute!!! than stayed at fiona house and watch "ugly duckling and me". the show super cute la! ugly duckling become swan. haha.. ohh and i got molested by fiona,deanna,peilin's legs. dont ask how. lol... im being abuse!! ahhhhh...

went to practise ball with deanna since tmr is the sport captains competition. fun.. nvm people we will do our best tmr! no matter whats the outcome! ALL THE BEST (: thank you peilin fiona deanna and glorianne for coming! love you guys!

wanted to go service my phone today cause my phone very funny la. when i press the contacts tha whole phone will shut down. ahh. but mum dont want to drive me there. so nvm, i shall go there on sunday. yup.

stop here, church & sports challenge tmr!

pictures:
we look gay but the sweets are so cute la. haha.
i bull-eyed!


BYE(:

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drawing game stats

off to gaming again! lol!
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this is goodbye

helloooo!!!
2nd post of the day, that shows how bored i am!
NEW SKIN!!!!
cause i was seriously rotting at home, thus decided to make a new skin!
my new skin!!!

thank you gah for helping me fill the emptiness of the background!
THANK YOU!

okay, go to play the picture game again! lol, i feel so no life.
but nvm! haha. byebye! (:

UPCOMING
-(31 May) SPORTSCOMPETITION- Captains ball!
-(2 & 3 June) Science Practical
-(4 June) Going SP
-(4 June) gosh i just realise! FELIX CAN CHANGE DAY OF GOING SAKAE???
-(5 June) Sentosa! Y
-(9 - 11 June) INSPIRE CAMP!
-(15 June) FATHER'S DAY
-(16 - 19 JUNE) Analytical thinking program(waste of time.. -.-)
- Remedials

And it really makes me wonder, if i ever give a f about you.

the song we have been singing! haha!

hello people.
back from remedial.

remedial was okay, at least i remembered to bring my specs. super distracting during class time, cause of some reasons right fiona, pauline peilin! lol.

but at least i learned more than yesterday. tmr last POA remedial. yay, finally. than rest of the week nothing. yay.

been playing iminlikeyou.com game. the draw me game. super fun i tell you..
played with shuying pauline jieyang jake deanna jolene yesterday. all 2F people! cool man. i cant draw.. but still its fun guessing. wah with pauline shuying those people there like playing with some typers la. they all type super fast can.. super.. look at the things they guess. the funniest part..

haha, but fun. just finsih playing with pauline fiona jieyang. so now rest, or rot myself at home. i can go do my hw if i want, but not in mood la. homework.. a whole stack of them waiting for me la.
this is my june timetable thingy. cool right! haha, but of course grab the spongebob and patrick online one la.

short post today, i think. haha. bye (:

I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fk about you and I...
And so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah


random, i just started liking this song once again. (:

it only takes a spark to get the fire going..

yo people.

went for poa remedial in the morning. hah! i was late but nvm la. short break and we went mac to buy food. so remedial was like 9 to 12.

went to fiona hs after that. yay, her niece is born. cool... i wonder when my niece is coming. nvm, long way. my sis and bro not married yet.

went to meet gah after that. went sushi shop and than after that me and chew went to band. cool. finally saw my section again? i think i miss them, but yeah, i stepped down. i miss my sax. =/ so yeah, i went to play tenor baritone alto. but band was boring for graduates, walking around like zombie. slack but sian. had a section meeting and than yeah okay la.
I MISS YOU SAXIES! FELIX SCHUYLER DONOVAN LAPWAY AND MORE MORE.

went to deanna house after that. played guitar hero and i think im getting sucky-er at it. went down to bbt after that and ended up at chew's viod deck. called her down than we got spastic, seriously. we are fiona deanna peilin xinying (:
so yeah, talk and talk and talk. me and deanna dance macorona(sp) whatever it is spelled as. super funny la. haha.

went out last night to mac with cw, and im a good friend! dont deny okay! haha, needed a walk too, so stuck at home yesterday and i need fresh air. and now my bro holiday means cannot keep on use com. ahh..

stupid eyelid's still jumping. when will it ever stop.. more bad things than stop? nvm, bad things like to happen to me anyway. God will make a way.

UPCOMING THINGS
-sakae with band people
-shopping
-INSPIRE CAMP!
-more remedials. =/

now home. tmr remedial again. how nice, okay bye.
getting so wordy, but my post is always wordy.
BYE.
dark clouds, nice but gloomy.
the future people holding the band. sec 1s.

there's no reason to hang on.

helloooo!

went to sleepover at deanna's house yesterday with fiona and deanna. fun okay! stupid girl, 8 plus than call me go down. but nvm. (: peilin was there. played wii and i got thrashed in that ban-kai game. i suck at that game. seriously.

so yeah, send peilin home first than went to borrow CD from cd shop. cool.. borrowed Van Helsing and How to lose to a guy in 10 days.

van helsing super scary okay. vampires, wolf and more. the female vampires super slutty. sad ending but its nice! watched a little on last saturday, it was on channel 5! haha.
How to lose a guy in 10 days, THE GIRL IS SO SO BIMBOTIC. did so many things to make the guy break up with her. lol... 2nd time watching but still, its nice. haha. princess sophie! LOL.

watched till like 3 plus. came home to help aunty winnie/uncle chew at 10 plus.

WATCHED KUNG FU DUNK. no wonder people say jay zhou is cute. he's like acting cute la but he achieve it! so cute la!! another side of him. i like the way they play!! haha..

okay now online. rotting at home la. i should go karaoke at home myself. lol, sound so loner. everyone went out except me and kaka. gosh, i feel no life. lol, nvm. it raining!!

okay stop here la. byebye.
i look pro right!!! haha. joking.
the activities in the room. haha. sound wrong.

me and deanna yesterday.

my eyelid's still jumping. i think more bad things are going to happen. since last thursday to now leh. ahh.. pray that nothing bad will happen.

yup. bye (:

when you figure out, it will be just too late.

hello people!!!

O LEVEL MT TODAY WAS GOOD. (:
quite okay, not that difficult i guess. just hope i get a A1 la.. did gong han and Q4. the friend question. cool okay. i like. wrote like 3 pages for gong han and 4 for Q4.
than paper 2, cool. the 1st 2 section super difficult la, comprehension was easy. paper suppose to end at 12.50, than i thought end at 12.30, so at 12.15 i chiong my whole passage B when i still have alot of time. stupid la.

so i dont want what's with some guy whistling and making the whole sec 4 and 5 cohort stay back. and make us kena report. super what la, whistle for what!? make us stay for so long can. and that chief examiner also, make a hill out of a mock. make us stay back and listen to talks by nr ng, ms yew and chyehuat. gosh.

went home, changed and went out lunch at jack's place with DEANNAFIONAPEILIN. SO COOLLLLL. ordered and ate there. lol, abit de la.. okay. all of us was really hungry cause we didnt eat since like morning to 2.30pm. okay, lunch was good and than we went to walk around tm and cs. walk and walk and walk.

went ntuc, played with the perfumes there. LOL, anyhow spray than fiona said i smell like a toilet. thta means the perfume not nice okay! so dont buy them!!!

going ton later. yay.
going at 7, yeah so stop here.

PICTURES:

i like my plant press!! since sec 1 okay!
that FAT CAT!!! it was sleeping like this, this morning.
deanna fiona
FOOD
(:
us and the retarded us.
deanna fiona
me and chew

yeah BYE (:
going out already.

would you rather have dashed hopes or false hopes?

YES i thought of my title today! chim right!!! haha.

answer this,
Would you rather have dashed(crushed) hopes or false hopes?

dont say i dont want both okay. was talking to deanna and fiona about this just now. so cool, and i rather have my hopes crush than having false hopes.
False hopes is like wth. I hate people giving me false hopes, like telling me i can play my saxophone very well when i play like shit. You can just tell me that i play like shit so i can try to improve on my skills right.
PS: EXAMPLE ONLY.
i play my saxophone very well. haha! joking.

anyway yoyo!!
today went for cell. gosh. i think i know why my eyelid jumped. bad thing man. actually i was on time today for cell. Reached Kenbangan(whatever its spelled), and realise ahhhhh, i forgot the songsheets im suppose to bring. so went back Tampines and get them. Thank you Kaka for bringing it to prime.

so yeah, chiong to cell after that.. but still late. went chua chu kang. SINGAPORE IS NOT JUST A SMALL LITTLE DOT OKAY. its so big can. was trying to find shirley/shireen's house. didnt know the blk and anything. Thank you Jasmin for helping me and finding out the address! love you!!! (: & Thank God for leading me to find the place!

so was asking my way round and yay, i found it. and cell. sorry people. forgot the song sheets. cell group was good. after cell, FELLOWSHIP. i think im getting too high nowadays. someone turn off the "high" button in my brain or something. not good to be too high. people will think im crazy. really. shhh xinying.

so went home after that. i think im used to going home from the west already. and i stand up for the whole trip, singaporeans like to fight for mrt seats. scary... so went home, conference call and than went to bbt with fiona and deanna.

cool... we just said, want to go bbt? okay see you downstairs than at 5, there we are drinking bbt. SO COOL. talked for very long than went home. fiona i hate you! seriously. youyouyou....... HAHA. she can't read this too. HAHAHAHAHA. i feel evil, haha nvm.

PICTURES OLD ONE:
sharmaine and me during exam period.
cherie and me (: saxophonist rockkkkkk founder's day. (:
chew and her birthday card

now home. TMR CHINESE Os. gosh, and i havent study. great..
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING CHINESE OS TMR! SCORE A1 OKAY! (:

bye. (:

i'll trust in you.

hello people!
didnt went for band, but i think the news was shocking la. deanna told me.

Band Major: Siti
Drum Major: Felix [YAY YOU DONE SECTION PROUD]

more next time. i also dont know who got what what post. screw the teachers man. make choice already dont want to follow. ahhhhhhhhhhh. slap them!!

woke up 7 plus, prepare and went to church. haha! first time go JW all the way myself. so helped out at children's church with huiling. cool okay! was doing ushering. the kids so cute! cannot stop them from playing with water la.

children's church is fun! but tiring. nono, not that ministry but help out okay la. haha. consider next time. haha. finsih or rather, stopped at 2 plus and went for lunch. after that service.

was high during service but tired when pastor was preaching. i feel bad, sorry. but i understand. (: you have to go through brokenness to show an example to people or something. dont know how to phrase. so yeah, prayer meeting after service. celebrated shireen's belated birthday. happy belated birthday shireen! (:

prayer meeting was good. went BEST with jasmin joshua gouwei kim and other 2 guys from other cell. cool. we[w459 people] got super high.. running around, HUA YU COOL YAYYYY and more.. super high i tell you! banmian is nice!! haha.

went back on mrt with kim jasmin joshua. super funny thing happen. kim told us there's a guy opp gastric. she say who dare go give medicine, than i say i dare la. so in the end, i mistook the guy with no gastric opp and gave wrong person the medicine. SUPERRRR PAISEHHHHH.
picture illustration drew by jasmin.

with huiling :
SO CUTEEE RIGHT! for kid's new friend! got stationary leh, not bad seh..
me and huiling!
i built the thing, and its huiling behind!
COOL. haha.

so home around 11 plus again. yeah. chinese Os on monday, and i still dont feel anything. gosh, slap me someone. SLAPPPPP.
okay cell group tmr at chua chu kang. must wake up early. yeah. byebye (:

i'll trust in you lord.

awaken my soul~

i like the sky and the clouds
hello people!

service or meeting yesterday was good. met jasmin and others at LJS and went to riverwalk. cool, first session was cool.. prayer meeting! people must pray for junjie!! ooh b4 that, i took bus 23 to boonkeng right, the bus like going at 20km/h la. SUPER SLOW. and its on the express way somemore. lucky i wasnt late.

than waited very long to top up my card. wanted to top up only 5 bucks but i have only 10bucks note. than infront of me one aunty buy 9 new ezlink cards. than super long, going late already and miss train. than told uncle top up $5. HE GO TOP UP $10 FOR ME. wahh. super what after that la.

http://wyz-inspire.blogspot.com/
ANYONE INTERESTED IN CAMP??? there will be one in June by city harvest of course! it will be at MOE camp site. super good one la. want to come?? its cool! go to the above link to check it out, if you're interested tag me, msn me or blah blah blah. (:

jeremiah: what's wu in chinese? (surname la)
me: wu?
jeremiah: wooooo...
lol.. super funny.

stayed for 2nd session. went to buy dinner at cheers with jasmin jeremiah and gouwei. lol, all of them sugar rush la. all super high can.. gouwei must buy nokia stocks okay! haha.. than went back for 2nd session. made new friends i think. haha. when pastor ask those people above 16 to raise up hand, i saw pingde raise up. i was like, huh, i thought he's 16. lol, didnt know la. sorry.

ended everything around like 10 plus. took mrt to boonkeng with jeremiah aka justin wu than went home. LUCKY THIS TIME BUS 23 IS FAST. reach home around 11.30 plus? lucky mum didnt see la.

TODAY
went school. didnt know have mt intensive but heng not chyehuat la. couldnt concentrate cause that teacher super funny as in actions. and "hua xia lai". HAHA. i think i was distracting people. haha. sorry ah. than finally ended.

went class, got back result slip. happy that i failed only one, but i must do better. if not my Os die already la.

after school went to peilin's hs. played guitar and more. thanks chew for teaching! she got patience teach me la.. went bball with fiona deanna glorianne peilin. cool, long time never play already can.. so happy la. haha. and i think we're old already. play awhile want to die, than those sec 2s there play so long. yeah, we are old. lol.

went to safra after that. deanna and fiona played pool. didnt play. slack and see them play until like 4 5 plus. than went to mac. than haha, we were like bimbos la. okay maybe them only. super funny. went to some viod deck to slack after that.

i think some things is only funny when its spent with your friends. and others cannot understand what is it about. i love my friends! (:

now home. slacking on com. haha.

some pictures:
felicia and the big blazer.
peilin's bball! so nice la..
the ball almost went in, but didnt. hah so suay la.


yeah, i know my blog something wrong la. sometimes cannot view the post right! i know, cause i also cannot see. somethings wrong. i think i changing skin soon la, must be because of the code thats why will disappear. or maybe i post too many pictures. haha

& my left eye there keep jumping for no reasons. if im superstitious, means something bad/good will happen. stop jumping la.. jumped for 2 days already can.. =/

okay, stop here. band and church tmr. bye(: