would you rather have dashed hopes or false hopes?

YES i thought of my title today! chim right!!! haha.

answer this,
Would you rather have dashed(crushed) hopes or false hopes?

dont say i dont want both okay. was talking to deanna and fiona about this just now. so cool, and i rather have my hopes crush than having false hopes.
False hopes is like wth. I hate people giving me false hopes, like telling me i can play my saxophone very well when i play like shit. You can just tell me that i play like shit so i can try to improve on my skills right.
PS: EXAMPLE ONLY.
i play my saxophone very well. haha! joking.

anyway yoyo!!
today went for cell. gosh. i think i know why my eyelid jumped. bad thing man. actually i was on time today for cell. Reached Kenbangan(whatever its spelled), and realise ahhhhh, i forgot the songsheets im suppose to bring. so went back Tampines and get them. Thank you Kaka for bringing it to prime.

so yeah, chiong to cell after that.. but still late. went chua chu kang. SINGAPORE IS NOT JUST A SMALL LITTLE DOT OKAY. its so big can. was trying to find shirley/shireen's house. didnt know the blk and anything. Thank you Jasmin for helping me and finding out the address! love you!!! (: & Thank God for leading me to find the place!

so was asking my way round and yay, i found it. and cell. sorry people. forgot the song sheets. cell group was good. after cell, FELLOWSHIP. i think im getting too high nowadays. someone turn off the "high" button in my brain or something. not good to be too high. people will think im crazy. really. shhh xinying.

so went home after that. i think im used to going home from the west already. and i stand up for the whole trip, singaporeans like to fight for mrt seats. scary... so went home, conference call and than went to bbt with fiona and deanna.

cool... we just said, want to go bbt? okay see you downstairs than at 5, there we are drinking bbt. SO COOL. talked for very long than went home. fiona i hate you! seriously. youyouyou....... HAHA. she can't read this too. HAHAHAHAHA. i feel evil, haha nvm.

PICTURES OLD ONE:
sharmaine and me during exam period.
cherie and me (: saxophonist rockkkkkk founder's day. (:
chew and her birthday card

now home. TMR CHINESE Os. gosh, and i havent study. great..
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING CHINESE OS TMR! SCORE A1 OKAY! (:

bye. (: