Saturday, May 30, 2009

My First Love
Forever You Will Be
My First Breath
You're The Life In Me
My First Joy
The World Can Never Take From Me
My Convenant With You
Jesus


Song of Solomon bs yesterday was super good, got so touched at the ending worship. Pst Kong was really really good.

Met val and headed to tamp, met up with nicole and huiling. went to church @ expo. served in choir @ expo for the first time which is cool. expo looks small when you're on the stage.

went church today, served for Mini Emerge, fellowshipped after svc, home.

I dont want to be an empty shell, i dont want to be serving without a purpose, i dont want to be someone irresponsible, i dont want to be someone i do not know, i dont want to be a total changed ass, i dont want to be conform but transform, i dont want people to think im stupid and dumb and someone not worthy to be their friend/family member, i dont want to make people feel they are not impt to me.
There is still so many others i dont want, but i want my breakthrough.

Sometimes it feels like everything is crashing down, crashing down till i can't hold it, feeling so tired, but i know my first love with God, He will hold it for me just like the last moment when the Shulamite woman was falling and Solomon caught her.

I realise finding one right person who understands everything beats telling one group of people which in the end still dont understand at all. then why am i so dumb to do that wrong one.

When the whole world comes crashing down and people still screws you, what do you do?
I will choose to seek Him.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Hello hello hello.
im at dover mrt platform now waiting for valerie!

woots~ having SoS later and im serving. maybe i will be sitting on the stage. tts cool.. cant wait for late.

i dont understand why people can interpret things into so many ways. i dont understand why people can be so so fierce. i dont understand why things can turn out this way. i dont understand why Adam have to eat the apple. i dont understand why eve was tempted. i dont understand why the devil wanted to tempt Adam and Eve. i dont understand why Lucify have to betray God. i dont understand why God created Lucify.

So many many things i dont understand now, but i know one day when i go up there i will understand every single thing. i really hope this whole thing will pass soon. :D

im not emo. :D im just wondering plus i have nothing to do now. im still waiting for Val.
she's here bye ;D

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Your life, my life, individuals lives

Hello, im here to post up pictures, i think it's the flooding pictures time. wooots~
im having FOM in class now, so fun. haha









I MISS YOU SPASTICS :D


cya girls tonight :D
bye!
When it is only one way, not a two-way



Hello people.

here to blog. i think maybe this blog is dying soon, it seems so dead recently, not saying the hits dropped, but it seems like it's so quiet. you get what i mean huh?! nvm.

anyway, STARTED SCHOOL AT 11AM. how shiok is that, ma send me to outram, met bernice at mrt, simin came, waited for liqin went to class. went fc6 to eat after that with the girls+joanna and then PC zone for awhile and SPGG for arcade. fom class and went to church.

realised that i had to share a testimony for Dream it On only after school, so had to go for session in the end. hope my testimony would like inspire people or something, maybe i listen myself too many times until i sian also. so forget it man. but sharing on stage, omgzxzxz, i nervous like crazy.

chiong my debate after the session, gotta chiong and edit now too. guess im sleeping late tonight. Had MOSES HOUSE MEETING with Raymond, team leaders and Ass. team leader, im a alt, but im not an ass. get it? HAHA. WE'RE SO GONNA WIN MAN. like all the people i know inside already. zai man! tanjin ah, suzy cg ah. aiyoh, zai one, cfm chop chop.

got so frustrated at a pt of time tonight that i can feel the inner me screaming. goshhhh. had a great talk with the cgcs at BEST and omg, i love them man. thank Jasmin, Gouwei, Valerie! :D

walked to pioneer with them plus shuijin, went home, had conference call with rae.

i realise im been slacking alot alot, and i got to work harder, for many things in my life. what is my purpose? Cindy today said this year will be a breakthrough for my life, i do need them.

God help meeeeee.

Got down from bus 8 today and starting staring at the road, cause i had to cross an overhead bridge. then this thought came.

Sometimes at some point of life, we can only go one way and we cant turn back. if we try to turn back, we will crash into those people who are also going that one way (anyway i saw a car accident today too). So in order not to make that happen, we just have to move forward, you dont need to be too fast, cause you will get caught for speeding, and dont go too slow either, cause you will cause a traffic jam. go at the speed, that's right.

rest of the pics today:







ECONS CLASS PICS :D

me, liqin, rick, bernice, suxann, joanna!

Bye.

The one line that brought laughters today:

*ring ring ring ring*
gw: hello.
me: hello gouwei ah, qi lai niao niao loh. (get up to pee)
(when i was in church)

*ringringring*
jeremiah: hello
me: niao niao le ma?
jeremiah: yes, im with gw.

LOLLLLL.
if you are lazy to read my post today, read this, enough already. hahaha!

Inspiration from: Liqin.
HAHA
Sing Sing Sing

Hello friends.

IM BACK TO BLOG. with many pictures!

School was fine yesterday, went to what did i do. OH YA! after school i went to meet Jasmin bimbo and waited for time to go mrt to meet the inspire P&W people, met Gary, SK, Ang, Jarren, Gerrick, Weisheng, Raymond and Edwin and went to jamming room. i think jamming is so cool but too bad i cant play anything.

practised song and then with band and everything ended around 9.15pm and we overshot 15mins but the uncle at moberly is so nice. favour of men la, we overshot the number of people to be inside too. pinde bryna lynn claris joined us later which makes up to 15 people inside when they only allow 10 max. thank God.

went home.

Pictures yesterday:
webcam when we're beside each other.
act cool, i meant me.
ailen
bad hair day
BERNICE FTW! :D

SCHOOL TODAY AGAIN.
Had econs tutorial and then ONOW was cancelled, had 3 hours break. Went to Holland V with Suxann, Rick, Bernice, Joanna, Simin, Liqin. OMG, i got one nice jacket at the price of $10, good buy. i guess, we literally went to shop or something there, shall go back there again. :D haha.

went to eat there too and ate the long lost Heeren wanton mee which is so nice! omg. cab back to school, had lecture. school ended, went to church for Dream it On.

Even though i think Qiuping wont see this, butbutbutbutbut, im so so so sorry i ram into you during the game. i feel so bad sia... Dream it on was good, i learned the basics of singing again.

cher: you had to be serious about singing(xinying) if you want to learn.
me: YOU HAVE TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT ME OKAY!

and more, super funny.

Super high after the whole thing, let me show you what i drew.
When i was young....
I WANT WORLD PEACE. look at the hand! hahahaha.
my master piece man! :D

was so high after everything that i fell and have scratches on my leg. =/ fellowship at BEST with Ahboon, gw, jasmin weisiang stanley and then walked to pioneer. saw raymond's cg members! Augustin, Yijin, Roger and Jacob. and went home.

NOW IM HOME :D

had fun today! woots~ thanks guys! :D
today will be a better day if only my stomach didnt hurt for the whole day, not cramp. got down at cityhall just to do business and was late for class for 20mins. ultimate manzxz.

& OMG,
W459 IS IN MOSES!
THEREFORE MOSES WILL WIN.
MOREOVER, im a asistant leader, jasmin's one too, valerie's one too, RAYMOND IS OUR HOUSE I/C, RAE IS OUR A I/C, CFM CHOP WIN ALREADY.

YAY, GO MOSES~ GO MOSES~ GO MOSES~
(say it in go moses~~~~ go moses~~~~, get what i mean? HAHA)

im so excited for camp! :D having house meeting tmr. YAY, go moses~ :D

school starting at 11am tmr :D yay!
BYE.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

So comeon comeon sing out now

Hello hello hello.

Im having my 3hours break again. YAY, thank God no one book the jamming room and i got it. anyway, who books the jamming studio at 7pm to 9pm, but still we never know, thank God.

so had ITB just now. so bored so bored. 3hours and after school, im waiting for another 2 hours for jamming. yup. LISTEN UP YO.

im busy laughing at Liqin, Bernice and Rick doing the video dp pictures. lol..


Camwhored like crazy, upload pics after school :D
byebye, need to do poa!