My First Love
Forever You Will Be
My First Breath
You're The Life In Me
My First Joy
The World Can Never Take From Me
My Convenant With You
Jesus

Song of Solomon bs yesterday was super good, got so touched at the ending worship. Pst Kong was really really good.

Met val and headed to tamp, met up with nicole and huiling. went to church @ expo. served in choir @ expo for the first time which is cool. expo looks small when you're on the stage.

went church today, served for Mini Emerge, fellowshipped after svc, home.

I dont want to be an empty shell, i dont want to be serving without a purpose, i dont want to be someone irresponsible, i dont want to be someone i do not know, i dont want to be a total changed ass, i dont want to be conform but transform, i dont want people to think im stupid and dumb and someone not worthy to be their friend/family member, i dont want to make people feel they are not impt to me.
There is still so many others i dont want, but i want my breakthrough.

Sometimes it feels like everything is crashing down, crashing down till i can't hold it, feeling so tired, but i know my first love with God, He will hold it for me just like the last moment when the Shulamite woman was falling and Solomon caught her.

I realise finding one right person who understands everything beats telling one group of people which in the end still dont understand at all. then why am i so dumb to do that wrong one.

When the whole world comes crashing down and people still screws you, what do you do?
I will choose to seek Him.