To love...

Feeling so blessed recently. 

Like suddenly things turns out clear, i know where to walk in.

But i pray, every single step i walk, really is guided by Him. 

But for now, i feel pretty happy despite being tired. :)

Just finish the video for Priya, and it's 12.45am, totally forgot the time. 

But just love lying down on the bed, listening to soulful music. thinking about stuff, enjoying the peace. (:

God's ways are always higher than mine. 

At the end of the day, xy... remember... 

Place of total abandonment

 So i will sing,
 i love You God,
 I worship You...
 You never leave me God,
 So i say, I live for you.
(Song written by Gary!)

 Coming to a place of total abandonment is not easy...
 But to know it is not by own strength for total abandonment but by His strength... That is the point of change.

Total abandonment comes to the place of rest.
Rest of God is a dwelling place, an inheritance He wants to give us, a promise He's giving... and a place where He decides and choose to dwell...

Place of Rest...
Never easy to get there, but when i get there, i rest... and trust in You and love You..

Spirit of God...

4 days of Dr Robi was so tiring yet so inspiring, so good. :)

Nowadays i just cant find the words to fit in how i feel, lost for words or maybe i just need to increase my vocabs hahaha.

sick for the 2nd week alrdy, AND I WILL BE MADE WELL.

But thruout all i am so blessed, by the people around, so humbled by my team members when all of them are older and in some ways mature than me yet they listen and care for me & loved me. Dr Robi says to be thankful and really i am so thankful for everything now.

& Thankful for friends in SOT! Doubt they will see it, but thank you for making my life in sot exciting! Thank you Ivan, Sab, Tim, Paul, JD, Shihan, Weiling, LCM, Eunice, Olivia, Kweikee & Estherr and moreee. :)

With Spring 4th coming soon, TL duties, BV practs, CG stuff, and increasing things coming in, Jesus be e center of it all... Dr Robi cfmed almost all the stuff i was thinking for the past week and i was so amazed. TYJ for being here...

On to the next season of my life, busy it may be, but there are always compartments, always priorities to make space, make time for things. Wisdom and grace in this season. :)

Jesus, be the center....

Love the skies

priorities

Was thinking...

When a lot of things come running into my life..
It's really time to make priorities. & it really takes wisdom to make wise priorities.

& above all else..
He should be first.

Treasuring..

Trust is something so so fragile, that once its broken, it can never be pieced back together. Unless a miracle happen. hahaha.

So back to serious matter, just so scary to see how people be someone yet they are not that someone and then they become something scary. *if you can even follow what im talking about*

Oh God... I just pray, i dont have to wash clothes for another 2 months plus again. i really dont have the time to do so... k maybe its not so much able washing the clothes, but more of the impact..

Trust,
i say again... and will again..
one word,
yet deep meaning,
yet so impt,
and i can go on and on and on again..
Just so so precious.

Treasure the trust people give to you once he/she opens up. Dont break it, dont hurt it, dont damage it.
Treasure it...

Just like His grace..
Treasure it, dont break it, dont do anything to hurt it.

So many things to treasure.. But dont treasure and keep the foolish things.

Rainbows

What happens when actions don't match with the words. Which one will you look at?

Olivia shared something on Thurs and it really reminded me. When i can't see it, xy... Remember..  Be at peace, be at peace. Rainbow is my promise... Whatever placed in the sky have a purpose.

The key to the next doorway of breakthru is in my hands. Time to really step out of all this confusion and move on to the higher call.

Was thinking of "liberty, freedom" during worship on Thurs and Pst Ming cfm-ed the word of liberty. In the Spirit of God, there is no confusion, no whatever, but liberty, freedom. With the Spirit..

Sometimes i wonder how i can cope with work, school, the team and all.. and i realise, i really cannot do it well enough but rlly thank God for His grace so far. To work, to chiong here and there. & when im at the end of my ability, Abba Father will take His place.

I dont google for the answer for my problem.
The only answer i should get from is You..
Jesus, take the wheel...

Draw back

If it's getting way too confusing, it will be time to draw back.

If everything in the world can be simple and direct.
If i can see with my eyes, and hear with my ears at the same level He is.

Meanwhile, it's time to learn to flow even more..
To flow in the same rhythm.

In His time,
He makes all things beautiful..
In His time...