i will be still

helloo.

came back from cellgroup outreach at like 6 plus?
it was in the East! yay! East Coast Park!

okay. so went for service in the morning and all of us(Jasmin, Darren, Faith, Stanley, Haikal) was late. lol. word was good. (: after that went to Bedok to buy stuff and met Ricky there.

went to East Coast and met the cell group. Pictures will show what we have done, but i dont think i will be posting them up today. cause i already flooded this whole page with graduation night pictures. i bet you're lagging right now la. i dont even know why i have the patience to post up those pictures. lol...

okay so went to pick up seashells, those small little one. so cool.. and than people left and left us the picture above. went to eat at KFC with them minus stan and haikal. so yeah. came home.

yup so now home.
tmr's school.

prelim's coming and im going to limit myself to computer. every week only can use the com for 3 times. i hope, and i pray i can. cause i must must study. and computer's a distraction. and blogging's a big temptation. so, bye computer.

From tmr onwards. i will try to not use the computer. note the word, TRY. see me online means im not trying hard enough. lol. okay, i must. bye computer. i will miss you. lol.

bye (:

i guess i need my life to change.

The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble.
Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you.
Psalms 9:9-10

i was just reading the bible this morning on the mrt and i saw these 2 verse. Thank God for showing me 2 verse and really i guess it helped me alot.

okay cgm today. left house quite early. decided to take bus 23 to boonkeng and to outram and lakeside. but i did something so so "clever". reached outram, oh yay, train came. happily took the train, listening to mp3. okay, took out my earphone, wondering why im not out of tunnel yet. "Raffles Place", thinking to myself, why the train go backwards one. so i look out, To Pasir Ris. correct what.. nvm, continue taking the train.

"Next stop, City Hall"
& i realise, im not taking to Pasir Ris, IM SUPPOSE TO HEAD FOR BOONLAY. so "clever" me quickly chiong back to Boonlay's line and took to lakeside. lucky i wasnt late.

I FEEL SO DUMB AND I THINK I HATE MYSELF.
how can i like take the train to Pasir Ris. at that moment, i really wanted to like bang wall and die. how stupid can i get, okay nvm. if i ask that to fiona and the rest, they will answer me, like of course you're stupid what. okay, i think im really dumb. im wondering whether i have brains or not. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay, saw cg people at busstop and went to valerie's house for cgm. good cgm and i guess the message is what im thinking of these few days. I have to be a good finisher and not a good starter. with God, everything is possible. amen.

went for fellowship at Tiong bahru with Rae, Valerie, Jasmin, DanielAng, Joshua, Jeremiah, Stanley, Darren. Ate there and we spilted up after that. went to study at BK with jasmin, boon, darren. i hate chem and i love maths.

walked around and after that took mrt to boonkeng again with boon and went home.

was karaoke-ing with dajie&jy just now. i need to scream. lol. but i didnt like scream scream into the mic la.

random thing.
i just want to thank all the saxophonists in SHWO. You guys grew with me and even though i joined band in only sec 2, i didnt regret joining so late, cause at least i did join the band and get to know all of you. Thank you so so much chewpeilin for making me join band! than i get to know jasmin, and than i get to know God, and than i get to know W459. long link. cool.

yup. okay, stop here.
homework time, i hope i will do it.

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NEW GUESSING GAME.
GUESS WHO'S THIS PERSON IN THIS PICTURE.
ANSWER WILL BE PUT UP TMR.
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you took all my sin and shame

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE WOOO!
enjoy your sweet 16 today yo!! love you<3
hello people!
yesterday was really really good. and i really want to thank alot alot of people.

THANK YOU GOUWEI & JASMIN FOR REALLY LISTENING.
thanks for telling me so many things also. (:

THANK YOU HAIKAL DARREN STANLEY!
for comforting too (:

THANK YOU HAIKAL FOR THE FLOWER (:

& THANK YOU THE ABOVE FOR FELLOWSHIPPING UNTIL LIKE 11. LOVE YOU ALL (: (plus jeremah who left halfway too)

THANK YOU JEREMIAH FOR BUYING ME PLASTER TOO! (:
cause i was really have bad bad blister. i hate my shoe. so painful la, plus toe havent recover and i think it made my toe worse. nvm.

felt super bless yesterday. thank you guys. (:

went for combined cell group yesterday at weisheng's house. met darren first, than jasmin when she hopped on eunos and jeremiah when he hopped on on outram park. cgm was seriously very good. word was good too.

cgm ended and we fellowshipped at weisheng's house with that pull up pole. WHY GIRLS CANNOT DO. and guys and do it so easily?! and our cell group and w414 got really strong people.(BELOW)

after that fellowshipped with Rae, Isaac, Weisheng, Jeremiah, Daniellit, Darren, Dylan, Leonard. went to eat at dont know where. lol, dylan super super cute..

after that went down to marina with rae jeremiah darren and met the rest(the above). rae went home. yup. went KFC to eat and than after that move under the bridge and played guitar and volleyball? and sang and alot. haikal got a really nice voice too. (:

walked many places and went a church and really, even though the church is like a old church, you could feel God's presence. after that we ended up at esplande roof top again. and it was there when everyone like got emo. sorry people.

BUTBUT REALLY I THANK GOD FOR ALL OF YOU!
thank you for everything (:

& reach home around 12? lol. cause today's youth day YAY (:

pictures of chalet:
chew me fiona (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACEWWW
pathway to heaven... haha
gracew (:
the spastics who went (:
me and birthday girl (:
group pictures.

yesterday:
doramon guitar
new friends! haikal and darren

FIR. LOL

okay im late. i need to meet deanna and fiona.
bye.

a heart that follows you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIAN!

hello!

just came back from sakura and ahh. im super super full.

went to cell at val's house today. JOSHUA WAS LATE. we were suppose to meet at 945am and he was late. lol, okay okay we was on the same train. so both of us was late but guys cannot be late right, so he's late and im not late. cause it's natural for girls to be late. okay, xinying's stupid theory. crap..

went to bus stop, saw jeremy from yu zhen's cell. went on bus and we saw stanley. cool. so from 2 we go up to 4 people. so yeah, cell meeting. game was fun! meow meow meow. lol...

cell group was good. took bus with jeremy and faith to lakeside after that. jer went off, and both of us waited for shirley shireen and joshua and went off together.

on the mrt! there's was one auntie, she's not very young already, but she kept giving up her seats to old people and people with kids. SHE'S SO NICE! when i see her do that, i didnt even dare to sit down even when there's seat, and i stood up for the whole trip to tampines. lol..

went to tm, wanted to get materials for mum's card. than met jy at big book shop.

went home and make card for mum! its super nice! cause we did it with our heart! its cool okay! and its my idea! (:

cool right! of course, my idea! (: better say its nice! lol.. joking.
all the initials are our whole family's name. father bro dawn william dajie me jy kaka!

did the card and than went to sakura. whole family again. with bro's gf, dajie's bf. lol. but cool. didnt take family pic. ahh. next time!! MUST! william drove mum's car and he was stuck on the steep slope. super funny, and mummy went to the resue! haha.

all of us just now was like trying to break down the food, cause we were super full and so we made it into this. (below)
looks disgusting but this pic cannot really see. haha.

so now finally home and tmr's school. great, my hw's not done. HAHA.

PICTURES FOR TODAY AND YESTERDAY (:
dad and bro playing table soccer. no childhood seriously. lol..
SUSHI. finally, no more craving for it anymore.
SAKURA
mum and her card! (:
(:
kaka and me!
mum and dad's car.
faith shireen me shirley jasmin gouwei daniel lit!W459!!! (:

one joke i heard from CIC yesterday!!
doesn't mean you're born in MacDonald, you're a hamburger!
cause ericwong the teacher was saying about parents are christian, doesnt mean you're a christian. lol..

ohh. now i know why i can't spell. daddy actually spelled DEAR as DERA. LOL!!!! on the card just now, he wrote dera, than we was like, daddy what's that?!
dad: dear la!
us: DADDY! DEAR IS D-E- A-R.
LOL!! but wait, thank God my spelling not as bad as him. HAHA.

okay, actually i got alot of funny things to blog today. but i forgot everything. if i remember i will edit. (:
BYE (:

Alive, in you we're so alive

hey (:

back from celebrating Father's day with family.

mummy says im looking older cause of my dark eye ring. anyone!! teach me how to get rid of those panda eyes. i know la, cfm got people say, sleep early la. nvm, i shall go take cucumber and do mask! haha!

went for combine cell group at weisheng's place. that gouwei pangseh me! in the morning sms, i just wake up cannot go with you. than i nvm la, but i really like dont know how to go to weisheng's house. but THANK GOD! i saw lynn claris alvin gerry at bus stop. thank God!!! if not i cfm lost la..

reach there at 2 plus and waited for W459 and W414 to come. started and shared testimony, thank you jasmin again! (: cell was good. had a mini party after cell and took pictures with shirley's camera. cool.. post them up if i get them. haha.

after cell, took bus back to clementi and than went to city hall. thank you jas and gouwei for going too! went to find family after that, gosh im was like lost in suntec can.. walk back and forth to find the fountain of wealth. but in the end, i finally found it! yay.

ate at imperial something restaurant. the bill added up to like $200+ for 9 people. much better than gouwei's family who went to no-sign board restaurant la, $900+. thanks for treating brother dajie and mummy!! (:

went home in mum's car. lol, my whole family was like there, dajie's bf, brother's gf. brother & dajie was like, why never drive 2 car out! cause both of them wanted to send their half home. than daddy super good, gave each $10 to take taxi. super nice can!!

yay, finally bro buy router and now both of us can use com at the same time! yay.
okay go for my eye mask now. after posting pics. sorry for flooding pictures on my blog and making your com lag. haha!

cellgroupmeeting!
W414 & W459
W459999999999
(:
thank you shirley for pictures (:
candid.

FAMILY (:
fishy
dawn and bro
dajie & william
ITS OKAY I GOT MY DAD AND MUM! (:
&& SISSY LIM
sis and dad
xiao long bao
more pictures later.
JINGYING YOU SPOIL MY MEMORY CARD READERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

maths remedial & analytical thinking tmr. ONE WHOLE DAY IN SCHOOL. & for the next 1 week, it will just be school school and more school. i think im going to pon some of the analytical thinking. i shall go for 2 days out of 4 days. lol.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ONCE AGAIN! (:

i set my mind on it, and i will do it with your faith.

hello people! (:

went for cell today at chua chu kang. met there people at cck and went to shirley/shireen's house.

cell group was good. really felt guilty at the end of end of cell group. sorry Rae. fellowship at shirley's house for awhile and than went to take train to town.

mrt-ed with jasmin jeremiah stanley gouwei. lol. anyone knows whats hockey in chinese? jasmin got super funny way of saying it in chinese. (ball walk here walk there using a wooden stick) say it in chinese. & jasmin nice one. hahaha. super funny. she said something loud and people stared at her. hahaha, and she hid behind jeremiah. LOL. super funny!

so yeah, went town with jasmin and stanley. i feel like a bright lightbulb la. sorry ah.. lol..

walked around. went burger king for lunch. than after that to walk walk at raffles mall and marina. gosh, i cant believe this la. i bought a top at topshop for $39.90 and now it cause only for 9 BUCKS. ahhh. rip off la..

went library to slack for dont know how long. stanley left after that and kim valerie ivan winson and one more guy, forgot name came to eat dinner? ate at subway and than went to KFC to see the rest eat after that. the aircon super cold la..

slack awhile more at marina and i saw the pokemon show! SO CUTE. never watch b4 okay! lol.. so yeah. saw felix and family there too! came home after that and than now home.

21 days of fast and prayer!
i believe through christ in me, i can do everything with his strength.(:
i can do it!

PICTURES:
esplanade and the art pieces
PIG its nice. thanks jasmin!
POKEMON.

okay stop here. BYE (:

blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. matthew 5:11