Currently thinking about being in the light. Being in the light so that i am truthful with myself, truthful and know whatever i am doing is right or wrong. Wrong it may be in other's eyes, but i let it be in the light, it will seem less wrong then keeping it in the dark. cuz when it is in the light, greater light will shine on it and all darkness (it may have) will be gone. but if it continues to be in the dark, forever it will be in the dark.
My life principle, not to keep anything in the dark. i want to do 光明正大-ly but at the same time be really really wise.
& may i fulfill it.
& was thinking bout this,
the SPOT-LIGHT, LIGHT and DARKNESS.
2nd official paper ltr at 9am, and if this GHRM is over, i will be so glad. i think i studied for it quite well alrdy. Really pray i pass it and maybe just do well.... Cannot afford to not do well and get a D again. my GPA is crying out for salvation.
Feeling so argh now because idk, maybe i know why.
Sometimes i cant stand it when people entrust you w some stuff and then you go tell the www. not tt it's happening to me, but i get really irritated when i see people do it. May not be tt serious, but not your business, then pls dont tell the www, tell only the people tt shld know.
okay, praying i keep all these down and dont do things i dont like.
Got to really learn all these and do it right.
Let light penetrate thru my words, my everything.
I need a getaway after these papers. I need preparation for everything tts gonna happen aft this whole thing, i need to start not running away and running thru the legs of my giants, but fight them. GIANT WATCH OUT, im gonna conquer you so you will be out of my head.
Weird post. ahhh so not me in this post. Oh well.
Need somewhere to vent anyway, this is the place.