Slept at 5am ytd cause of fyp slides and then i overslept max for class and miss 1 tutorial & lecture. Feeling so guilty already. :/ even though it was kinda sad tt we nv present today, im fine w it. can head off early anws. haha.
Feeling like a zombie? actually not tt bad, cause i had like 4 hours of sleep. the weather was so nice to just sleep in... i really want to sleep in like for 24 hours, but oh well. Projects first and i will get my 1 half month of sleep, lol i sound like a bear hibernating. (not computer ah)
Had lunch with dear Jieying just now.. So glad i could have lunch with her and catch up and just listen to her and everything. Now i am really just assured. This is really just a season, and it will pass, but my heart will never die unless i cause it to die.
Was just talking to Jieying about Job just now, and she said i describe Job as a emo person instead of a faith-filled man. but it was true that he's a very emo person. He complained and complained until he didn't even know what he was complaining about. Like you know complain about things that is so out of point until you left the first thing you ae complaining about.
eg. i lost my dog.. studies is tiring... i can't even stand properly ahh. Life sucks.
Example kinda fail but you get what i mean ;)
Job 38:2 "Why do you confuse the issue?
Why do you talk without knowing what you're talking about?
(HAH got proof, Job was complaining till he forgot what he was complaining bout)
Till one part, when Elihu, the son of barachel the Buzite, of the family of Ram spoke against the 3 "friends" of job, and i think he very the polite loh, never cut in and scold the 3 old men directly, but waited for them to finish talking. & when Elihu spoke, because of his spirit that cause Job to start seeing and hearing, God decided to reveal his omnipotence to Job. Just a guy with the right spirit, cause God to appear in a whirlwind.
Be of the right spirit!
& dont complain till you complain until you forgot the main pt till you emo like siao.
What i conclude is that complaining makes one emo no matter what, so be of the right spirit, dont complain over the slightest thing.
