it's only in your head

hello!

i seriously cant wait for later mannn.

bad news again, for me la.
my foot's swollen again! but now not right foot, it's on the left. how nice right? later the next time is both feet swollen and i dont need to walk already.

other than my foot being swollen, i'm having toothache which woke up me many times just now. i thought i was dreaming but actually not. very nice, this is the way to end a year. woots~

im joking.

so yeah, woke up, went to rae's hs to get stuff but only to know that it's tmr that i should collect it. lol. but nvm, her mum and dad's super nice.

so now home, gonna prepare for chyehuat's wedding soon, gotta walk to pauline's hs to take cab with fiona peilin pauline later. very nice.

bye (:
gonna have a long long chyehuat wedding post later. yay. (:

don't write yourself off yet

Heyy man.

today's quite a slacky day but i miss this kind of day where i just slack at home, waking up late, not travelling anywhere but just staying at home. kind of a good day. haha.

so kind of spent my whole day watching X Family with ljingying. she didnt influence me but i really think dadong is cute not that aaron. but no, it's not obsession like how crazy that ljy is. i decided to stop staring at the TV and come online.

haha, yay deanna's like "online" so at least im not that bad :D
gah! Misery Business very difficult to sing, like screamo! but i dont mind listening to your brothers sing! haha! :D

it's raining again. got reminded of what pst kong said yesterday, when you hold on to a hurt, you only hurt yourself more. I think some humans like to hold on to something and hurt themselves when actually in fact there's nothing bothering them. So why think about that hurt when it doesnt exist? Let go..

woots, i think im going out dinner with sisters later since dajie says she wants to treat us. like cool. & TMR'S CHYEHUAT'S WEDDING, CAN'T WAIT MANNNNNN. :D

& i cant wait to see all my friends again :D

byeeeee

It just takes some time

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

hello (:

i like the song above, go listen! i played, sing, drummed on this song b4 on guitar hero. woots, i got like 90% for the singing part, like cool only.

suppose to meet gah in the morning but she could not make it so continued sleeping. went to boonlay alone and reached there around 1pm, than when i was thinking what i should do during this time, valerie appeared infront.

so we went to walk around JP first and than saw claris elaine at popular. met emily and than went to burger king. so went to church after that, met gouwei christina.

msg today was really good, Dont look back. 2009 is really coming soon soon, 2008 is ending. all the memories in 2008, all gone, but i believe greater things have yet to come. Remember Lot's wife, dont look back, forgive and forget.

What does 2009 have in store for me? i dont know what will happen but i know for sure, it is something great & awesome.

ever felt like you dont feel like talking?
i do, today's the day.

went BEST than church again. Thank you Denise for your present :D played with the kids, all younger than me, i think i should like join the younger kid gang since i flow more with them. lol..

went home with Charmaine since ljy wanted to go home with ahem, so me & charmaine was like playing Hangman, drawing game and surprisingly it lasted quite long and we reached Tampines like quite fast. & today's the first time i reached home quite early, like 10 plus. YES it's early for me.

Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright. the song is so me for now.

Pictures:

charmaine jingying
photographer at BEST wasnt me, so idk what captions to put.
dont feel like posting much too.

bye.

you light up my life

So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now
You've come along

You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song


Hello, omg, i suddenly got reminded of this song because of what pst kong said that day. this song, i used to really sit by my window and singing this song. primary school days, this song is really an old old song. & finally i know who's the one lighting up my life.

anyway, spent the whole day with Deannagah & at her house.

Guitar Hero-ed, TM, Guitar Heroed, Dinner, Freaky Friday, Little Man, Home at 12am.
talking about TM, Cotton-On's service totally screwed my day. That person working showed me attitude, like hello~ im the customer and she gave me attitude. -.- okay, i just realise many of my friends are working there. lol.

anyway for those who still dont know, gan's house is just right below, so go home late also nvm.

God is really a Good God, all the time. & He does things in a way you dont expect it to be. like cool only.

meeting gah at 10am tmr and than to boonlay. yay than svc.

so yeah,
go sleep. good night :D

deanna and drums

me with the guitar.

let's get drunk

VODKA NIGHT
gracewoo
all of us
reyrey!
unfair right? all their faces red already except for mine. i drank like alot like ahhh
me and wasted gracew

All i want for Christmas is my two front teeth

You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
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Hey guys.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

though its kind of late, but yeah, hope you did enjoyed your christmas parties and celebrations.

merry christmas to all!
& i want to thank these people for sending sms but i didnt reply, sms kinda burst already. so yeah, thank you and merry christmas Angel, Sanche, Shirley, Jasmin, Jeremiah, Pauline, Dylan, Jovy, Jaslin, Joseph, Joshua, Gracew, Reyna, Sharmaine, Shirly, Damian, Graced, Fiona.

How i spent my christmas and christmas eve?
17%: Service (which is super good!)
29%: Sleeping
12.5%: travelling (alone)
Most of the time: Deanna's house ( i think)

24 DEC
went to church and met the rest, queued up and than service, drama was super funny. OH AND IM SO PROUD OF WENXIN, LIXUAN, SIMIN! your decision is definately not one that you guys will regret! congrats! :D
& Jaslin, Dalphne, Shuhui! Welcome back! :D

had debrief and meeting and than rush down to Tampines for peilin's drama at her church! cool yo! saw shiyi there! PHRYNE CAME BACK! like cool~ suppose to stayover at deanna's house, but next day got svc, so stayed till 2 plus like that and went home.

we baked Cookies!

the bosses
chris
where's joshua?
val!
LiXuan!
WenXin!
the Juying!
Connect group leaders and Big Boss Rae
Boss and her Bf Edwin!
val!
isaac
me
gouwei
jasmin
all being lightbulbs
CHEWWWW
Phryne!
na nana
us :D
you're not alone
reyrey
starting to bake
cool
no that cookie iszit me, not XY.
nice right!
the fat lady!
cute lady
baking
The highlights VS
the DYED HAIR
-.-
FIONA
CUTE~
fiona!
GIRLS WITH MOUSTACHE
reyna fiona
kissy poo
heart
reyna
the baking team
It turned out like this
when it's suppose to be like this. -.-
25 DEC
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
woke up like at 7 plus, prepare to go expo, cabbed down with jy cause was a little late but everyone was late.
Drama was the same, but everyone echoed the Okay? OKay~ lol. there was flying angels!
Anyway, congrats Keith, JianHui, SoonEng! :D

headed down to jw church with dylan and family. i like their car, cool only. and than waited in church than went to lunch with dylan and family again and queued up with karuna cg. sat with W453. drama was shown on the tv in malaysia, so cool!

went to 2nd Best with W453, took bus with them to boonlay. and than went to Deanna's house after that.
Drank, Ate. no matter how much i drink, even though im like a little wasted, my face wont turn red. like -.-, as per normal, everyone's face was RED RED, except for mine.

drank till 11pm, played guitar hero, or dont know what band hero version and it's so fun. next time dont need to go karaoke, head for deanna's hs! lol, going there tmr again.
ANGELS
jasmin with the bag
weisiang
THE HILDAN BAND!
Xinyi!
Guanzhi!
merry christmas!
guanzhi wink only ah~ the isaac connect group
angel~
small angel and karuna!
karuna!
wayne
guanzhi looks bimbotic
vodka!
cups of vodka
na nana
gracewoooooo
DEANNA GAN

I HAD 4 CANDLELIGHT SERVICES THIS YEAR.
CHC - 3 times, peilin's church 1 tim

Have you ever wondered that when you're partying and having fun, but someone lonely is out there?
&
Do you always mean what you say & do what you say?

I feel many things are changing so quickly that sometimes i can hardly catch my breathe. I wanted so much to be drunk, but nah. I know all these are worth it, because He's always there, with me.

2008 is ending in just 5 days, i want to end it without regrets, can I?