What a week

my awesome leader and friend.

okay i manage to get out, and study. and i guess some went into my head, some didn't.
i got to study harder now.

2 more days to freedom, after freedom, im going to enjoy and do things that i should do. im going morning walks with mum to prove her wrong, and alot more.

what a week, and yesterday's svc was really good, awesome. i dont want to ever leave, like really. my determination, God see it.

yup. spastics meeting tmr :D cya guys!

Greater is He

Spent the longest time ever in His presence today, not very good, cause i only learn when i am facing big bad wolf. (what a term!)

Haha, Really have to thank Rae and Jieying. Thank God for awesome leaders over my life. even Kelvin my zs knows i guess. Thanks for all the prayers, i can feel a victorious breakthrough coming my way, and i already claimed it in my spirit!

Got to be wiser. i have brains pls fiona guo!!

Nothing can stop me, or rather stop God. I feel bad for doubting God, but at the moment i was doubting, i couldn't hear from God, and God decided to use His vessel, Rae called me.

I must break through of this stupid cage the stupid devil placed me in, and find the key and get out. You can't lock me in my house. my house.

Breakthrough!!!

Ended my 5 day full fast with lots of food temptations in the middle, but i managed to go thru! WOOHOO! what a week of temptations plus struggle plus problems.

all shall be gone. gone.

run away

For this 5 days,

now i know what im really asking for.

All i want is just to stay in your house.

Me and jy ain't feeling good at all, it's affecting my studies. and i have exams.

how am i suppose to study.

i want to find a place where people cant find me at all.

i want to run away.

actually

I got to blame myself for all these.

haha, no better what happens, i shall smile it through. i know whatever test i go through, if it's easy to come out, it's only a minor breakthrough. So this time, im aiming for a large large breakthrough.

I kept telling God, i will continue to wrestle with you until i get my blessing just like Jacob, what Huimei had shared, haha quite dumb to blame God when i bought it all on myself. So one thing i can only do right now, get stronger. tt's what He said right?

my 3 things for this season,

1) First love

2) To be stronger

3) Preparation

Cool, never would i know the letter i wrote yesterday at starbucks would hit spot on to what happen. Be strong and of good courage.

Love love love and grace grace grace.

Never ever ever ever ever let you go.

Come holy spirit,
Fall afresh on me,
Fill me with your power,
Satisfy my need,
Only you will make me whole,
Give me strength to make me grow,
Come holy spirit,
Fall afresh on me.

Didnt know it will become this fierce, this bad. As im praying and fasting to be stronger, he have to attack me. Hit me so strong.

I need to make a decision now, one tt will please God. Is it true i must always face this kind of decision. I dont want to let anything go, it's really time for me to emerge strong. But i tried to get an agreement, i failed.

Grace grace to the mountains, MAKE ME STRONGER.

Thank God for Rae and Jasmin.

Last few hours, why can't she understands, i really dont want to leave everything down.

Stronger, being strong is a decision. i made mine.

it's not over

Seriously, Idk why, i thought it was over when i saw that he was willing to change.

Now it only goes to show that a leopard doesn't changes it's spots. & i think it disappoints me so much that i dont know how to react. haha.

maybe it's not true, but maybe it is true. God knows.

Bad things happens when im on a breakthrough lane, reaching another checkpoint to another.

Sometimes i get tired of running to the pt that i want to run away, but i come to realise, running away from the checkpoint doesn't helps.

Nevertheless, still i believe in His promises.

All will be well, all will be well.

Even the weak shall say im strong. I'm strong.

2nd day of fasting & prayer! (:

confusing

sometimes i wonder why emotions are so confusing.
so confusing tt my brain cant take it. only can pray tt God can make me wiser!

5 days of prayer & fasting.
Breakthroughsssssssss!

I decided..

To reuse this blog.

Even though i still have a little fear of blogging, but ya, im not going to blog up stupid things again.

My blog exist to just tell people how im doing. (:

Reason why this blog again, because i want to let my friends know that the memories i have with them are still treasure to me! So here i am back at spotthespellingmistake, credit to DEANNAGAN(PS, she got this name for me)!

ANYWAY EXAMS ARE HERE.
OMG and im super slack, i need to buck up! :D

Changing my skin soon.
A new start.

Try to spot the spelling mistake again! :D

Last post of this blog.

Hello people.

This is going to be my last post on this blog,
http://spotthespellingmistake.blogspot.com/

not because i'm going to shift my blog, but i'm going to close it, or rather leave this blog just for memories. (:

Thinking about blogging, i had already blogged for coming 4 years or so and it has been a lifestyle for me for those who reads my blog faithfully, and it's not easy to quit it. Having gone through those childish blog spams, blog fights, changing of blogskins, learning how to make blogskins through blogging and more more, see how much blogging affects my life? i think it helped me in my english also.

This blog gone through high hits and low hits.
Highest hits: 300 to 400 clicks a day
Lowests hits: 50 to 60 clicks a day.
Not talking about Unqiue hits but clicks on my blog la.
total hits: 82560 to date


So this is going to be the last batch of pictures i'm going to post (:
S&S present to Edwin!
Stop and Stare
Leaders and us (:
BBQing
@ Gary's house!
fun shot
Thanks W453!
Steamboat!
cook cook
SOT grad!

MO concert

All these pictures are taken from DSLR! Credits to: Rayvin and Janice! :D

Why the sudden quit blogging thing, cause yesterday during cgm, you may not believe in God, but God just spoke clearly into my ears, "Close down your blog", and then i went "why so random and why my blog?".

then i think i know why, because my blog is something that is super dear to me that even when i was on a computer fast i still came back to blog. My word is my bond, i promise God i quit blogging and i will.

Cgm was awesome yesterday, Rae laid hands on the CGCs, and this scene just returned to the first cgm i attended and i teared.

Maybe you're reading my blog cause
1) You're my friend.
2) You're somebody who wants to know me cause i'm awesome! (joking!)
3) You're somebody who wants to laugh at how stupid i am.
4) You're somebody who thinks i'm crazily obsess with God and just want to see how i fall and backslide. (but you're wrong.)
or whatever reason, this blog is closing. blah, my hits will drop so so much after this post i cfm chop believe.

Anyway, that's all folks.
My last post.
I shall be back blogging when God allows me to which is i dont know when.
but i will be using twitter. but not so often. (:
http://twitter.com/xinyingzz
FOLLOW ME! :D

REMINDER: my birthday is coming on 15oct! hahaha.

Jesus loves you & I love you too friends.

Love,
Xinying.

He shall reign

i want new specs. care to get me one? HAHAH joking.

Hello hello hello.

today was awesome.
so i headed out, went to church and had bible study with weisiang.
then choir, wooots~ so awesome. today's P&W was different, like suddenly a breakthrough or something, but the atmosphere was really good.

Everything was good, except for my toe nail, it broke, and i never break b4! SO PAINFUL. =/thank God it didnt bleed!

word was awesome. i got to do what i said. action and words! :D
saw Alex, Moses and Erwin at church today and Alex said he came to tour around the church, lol.

went Gary's hs for surprise party for Edwin with W453 and it was fun. haha, thanks W453! W453's really very creative, and W459 got to learn. seriously.

went home and now home and tmr's cgm and i got to sleep already. hahaha.

last but not LEAST,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWIN!

our awesome cgl's awesome boyfriend!

We look to Yahweh, Yahweh.
Forever Yahweh, Yahweh.
& He shall reign forever.
Everytime God shows us a revelation of who He is in the bible, He gives Himself a name, and He is what the name is. Jevovah Jireh, our provider!
God is good!

18///

I am the clay.

Hello!

yeah im so so happy, i almost cut my shift today but i hold on, and continued and i earn my money. lol. worked at Cotton on today and i saw so many people i know.

The thing most sales people dont like i think is to see people they know see them working. i think, but not really la for me. but abit. ahhh contradicting. so ya, work was good.

excepttttt for people who likes to anyhow make messsy. me and jessica was like complaining. hahaha.

Svc tmr and i know it will be awesome~ :D
serving tmr too.

Let me be the clay

Last Sat!
with charmaine!
whatever deanna i know what you abnd fiona will say, my favourite pose.
charmaine!
people say we look alike, got meh?
my real sis. :D
i look cock eye. >.<

yeah tts all.
BYE!

subject to change.

WOOOHOOO. HELLO.
woke up today and realise i was late for so many things. Went to meet gracewoo and deannagan for movie today. Watched 'The Ugly Truth' and it was awesome. then you know the show abit abit like sexual one. then right, got one ah peh sitting beside me. :(

then deanna was like, eh why old people also come watch teenage show. lol. no offence man. but still...

nvm, i was folding stars throughout the movie. wooo~

SAW REYNA TOO. i think it's like catch up time. Sunday i saw Graced, Monday i saw Pauline, Tuesday i met Deanna, Thursday i met Deanna and Gracew and we saw REYNA. miss her manzxz! guess it's time to catch up!

Went home and slack. so relax only.
but right the more i slack the more chui i am. lol.

working tmr! 1 to 10.30pm. somehow i hope they cancel my shift. lol.

Fact and Truth is different.
I believe in truth! Fact is never final.
Fact is subject to change, Everything is subject to change.
Change is constant!

Wednesday!
i like artistic shots!
this is so funny
lol!
ring ring
olden phone
poser~ HAHA
this is funny.
kintergarden!
road
10 stacks of stars, do you believe it? like little only.
macs with sarah and jasmin!

SO COOL, actually i wrote WYZ on the envelope and Lim Xin Ying. and both is changed! yeah, forgot to post this, W459 is officially in KEL zone! yayyyy! sry im lag.

byeee

Intercession

Long way up but i will endure!

toured around clarke quey with Jasmin today. Got back results. not very good, but i will do better next time. be a good testimony.

super cool, went to the fire station museum, church, fort canning. lol.

folded stars, got another 10 stacks. at least there is yellow colour now. :D

BS was awesome.
Mission comes from Vision, Vision comes from Holy Spirit, Holy Spirit comes from Prayer.
all these leads to growth. not what i learn but linked.

i want a Mp3. but forget it, i dont have the cash.
nvm nvm, be content with what i have.

JY make spoil my laptop batt holder. =/ so angry, tt i wanted to scream and shout and whatever. but i must learn to forgive. YOU ARE FORGIVEN LJY.

21 more days. (:

Fold the stars, Just like Him.

hello i think it's crazy to update my blog at this timing. but im here.

just finish folding my stars, left one stack of stars to fold and done! back to citycare for breaking the record. wooots~

work was good, i thought my shift would be cancelled. but they cut other people's shift. so thank God.

out of 1hour break, 15 minutes so given or taken up by people doing survey. im too nice. hahaha.

I FINALLY GOT BACK MY PHONE LINE.

PTL! :D

clarkequey+BS later on.
gonna be awesome i know :D

byebye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTACIA AND AMELIA!!!! :D