Life as it is..

7 months of SOT's coming to an end in another 2 more weeks..
Bitter and sweet feeling for it to come to an end.. but i know the end of SOT is the beginning of something more..

Long but yet short 7 months, shows a glimpse of how life is going to be in the future. Bitter yet sweet, heartbreaks but sweet.. Dreams that died, dreams that resurrected.. Far away yet closer..

But at the end of it all, i know what i truly want.
Maturity is shown when you are given responsibility.. Sometimes i guess i need to grow up real quick, but sometimes i really dont want to grow up.. Sometimes i feel like i want to stay in my comfort zone, but sometimes i feel its not right to stay comfortable if i want to move on in life.

Where Your Presence is, i want to follow.. i want to go closer, deeper.

I want to do so much more after SOT.
SOT's just a break for me, but after this, its time to go full gear, time to do more.. Not by my own strength, own might, own talents, but by Your Spirit..

For other SOT students, these 7 months may be a time of serving, of breakthrus, of opportunities, but for me  its a time of rest, a time of restoration.

More of you God..
It's time to move on, move out of this comfort zone...

Looking forward to greater things even though i want to stay.
But where Your Cloud is, i will follow, i will move.
Go XY!