At the beginning of the year, when i wrote that down, i meant to sing truthfully what the song says, and just to sing and play the guitar nicely. I don't even know why i decided to write tt down. haha.
But along the way, God started to reveal what a true worshiper meant.
Someone who sings that even when the music and melody is stripped away, the voice, talents and everything gone, what is left is just a heart. and if your heart is right, that's it.
True worshipper doesnt mean you have to have a good ultra nice voice, cause all of all won't even pass this test. but just a heart, willing to love the one. For He search much deeper within, through the ways things appear, looking into our heart.
We sang 'Heart of Worship' today, one of my childhood songs, and Kelvin shared about true worshipper which made me thought of my resolution that makes me realise, God is so REAL as REAL approaches. How to know whether you're a true worshipper? For me, it's when i'm placed on stage, am i there to impress or to bring down the presence.. It's when i forsake all i'm doing, just to cling on to Him, to pull down and not singing the right note, blend and whatsoever, but just to rely on the HS.
Surrendering all, and all.
I want to be a true worshipper, and my resolution is coming to pass.
Even though i dont know it is, He moves and moves, till 11 months later, i came to realise, i'm a better worshipper now. But i'm still not satisfied. Move in me God.
Still very thankful for the chances to serve on stage.
Tmr's REAL alrdy, move in the Muso God, in all the sessions.(:
I'm literally living REAL now.
Did design stuff today for 4 cgs, collect thing for REAL pack, muso pract and came home doing REAL stuff.
Why am i so into REAL, not cause of the benefits and rewards i will get, but the end result of Him being shown to all. (; REAL God.