Listening to all the old songs i wrote...
Some were unheard, some just simply not that nice.
But oh well, i know there is always this person so ever supportive of my songs, Abba Father...
Listening back to all the songs, it definitely wasn't the best songs around, but it was from my heart but i think i wrote it too quickly and finish it in 2 days or 1. so maybe it wasnt tt true? idk..
So i have this new tune... but no lyrics.
Cause i dont just want to write a song for the sake of writing a song, but rather, a song from the depths... Not just a reflection, but a conviction. A song that has lyrics from my revelations that convicted me.
Was coming up w the tune that day, suddenly this still small voice came and said,
Write because it's your song,
Write because it's your destiny.
At that moment, i was like, woah okay. Why should i write songs about how other people's lives are, i write cause it is my song. I guess this is what the other songwriters write for...
Listening to many other songs written, there is this certain power in their songs, cause they definitely had this encounter when they wrote this song. Inspired by all the lyrics, and actually made me think, im quite lousy actually when it comes to songwriting.
But when i think about it, my audience is not people nor men, but Abba...
So it's alright. I keep writing, i will keep improving. IT'S GOOD.
Always so blessed when i hear the still small voice that reminds me and guides me.
Not just godly stuff, but when i forgot something at work, "you still have this" and i was stun... okay. TYJ!
Still small voice...
I thank God. Despite of all i went thru, i am still standing here. Somehow this year's storm is different from last year's. But every year i learn something so true, so real...
So another thing..
Recently, i learned, to love being me. to just stop being like others, and be me. i am created to be me, not to be other people. so why get so bothered by what other does, i have a specific destiny for me from Abba Father.
KKKKKK, STUDY.
Exam is another 13hours, im halfway done.
Feel quite at peace though... NO COMPLACENCY! STUDY!