One word to just describe my whole feeling now.
Mixed.
Mixed w so many things, but really just want to focus on this one thing.
Realise in some season of my life i would just defocus...
But i pray, as much as i defocus, let me never go to the wrong track. i may fail, go the wrong track, just let me head back to the right way.
& still so thankful, regardless of many times i defocus, He still gives me chance, i will treasure it.
