i never want to be apart!

DYLAN LAIIIIIII

my cutest member in w459!
i dont know if you're writing this but dylan! work hard and strive hard in all areas of you life okay? i believe you can make it big! woooots~

i love you and God loves you tooO!

P.S. Today's cgm is awesome. i just know it :D
BRAND NEW DAY :D

HAPPY SPASTICS DAY

Today marks a special day.
2 occasion but only will be talking about one :D

Today's our Spastics' monthly meet up.
I dont know what Reyna's planning, but i want to thank my Spastics first that they are coming to support and we're eating dinner together.

Thanks Spastics for being so understanding this period of time. This poly life have been like abit messy already for all of us i believe and i never spend alot of time with you guys, yeah, but i promise after i quit my job, i will really spend time with you guys.

Thanks for always being there for me :D

I really miss those times when we eat in canteen together and spend time laughing together, okay laughing at me. haha.

LET'S STICK TOGETHER LIKE MUAY CHEEEEE! :D
LOVE LOVE YOU ALL.

I think the angel mortal is freaky. LOL.

i still dont think this song is a national song. LOL.

This is Our Story - Chew Peilin, Pauline Pow, Lim XinYing

WEISIANG

MY BELOVED CONNECT GROUP MEMBER

AH BOY!
TIME FOR YOU TO GROW UP ALREADY HOR.
14 years old not very young already, God says do not despise your young so you jia you!
i have faith in you okay?

though i think during this period of time, you're not in my connect group already. awww so sad, but any problem you still can find me your ex connect group leader, cause im like your big sis wor! :D

JIA YOU YOU CAN MAKE IT, NO MATTER WHAT SITUATIONS YOU'RE GOING THROUGH, God will bring you through! wooots~

LAST EXAM TODAY YAY, PTL!
ECONS I CAN MAKE IT! :D

BIZHEW

INTRODUCING YOU MY POLY FRIEND

BIZHEW

Thanks girl for being there!
Love you lots really even though i only know you for a short period of time.
Look forward to a closer friendship with you this remaining 2.5years!

LOVE YOU GIRL! :D

GLORIANNE

HELLO GLORIANNE

I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU TOOO!
it's been ages since i met you i think.
enjoy school!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING DURING THIS WHOLE TIME I KNOW YOU!
YOU'RE AN AWESOME FRIEND. :D

seriously im running out of ideas to write.
getting sleepier(if there's such a word. opps)

Thats all for today! :D

i had my exams today tooo. Pray its alright! :D

一生永不放棄

MO concert. the day i wore slippers to VCH with a dress i just bought. LOL.

我只願能更多親近你
依偎在你同在裡
更貼近你的心意
我只願能全心依靠你
永遠不離開你

是你賜給我生命氣息
賜給我溫柔的心
讓我能全心相信
世上無人能夠取代你
一生只願為你

主我獻上自己
成為愛的器皿
來完成你旨意
一生永不放棄

主我獻上自己
求塑造我生命
指教我你命定
我全人只為你
一生只願為你

One day in your house is so so so much better than a day outside.

Recently i have been reading this book, "The Call to Serve" and it says, serving never stops, because the kingdom of God haven't been establish yet, and there actually many ways we can serve, little or big or middle or tiny or whatever, you serve means you serve.

I don't expect anyone to reward me when i serve, because our God in heaven sees it and that's enough! More revelations to share but i shall do it after my fast which is like a failure. so i have cut my fast to only can use computer 2 days a week, but still msn fast.

Serving can start anytime, even when you're very young or very old. ministry + worship comes hand in hand!

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POA paper was like woooo yesterday, mum drove me around jurong/clementi/boonlay/jurongwest area after sending sis to NTU because she was lost and i was abit late for my paper.

But ONE GOOD THING, because she didnt know how to get to NTU, i DIRECTED her to NTU.
HOW I KNOW? BECAUSE CITY HARVEST CHURCH IS NEAR NTU!
& MUM DROVE PASS CITY HARVEST CHURCH and i told her it's my church and SHE NEVER SAY ANYTHING :D
Praise the Lord!

PTL for wisdom, at least i completed my paper even when the paper was like O level's standard. :D

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一生永不放棄
Im so proud of my sissy, popo asked, cannot change your belief meh? sissy shakes head.
popo say also cannot meh? sissy continues shaking head.
popo pehchek then hit her hand. wooooo :D

LimJingYing found my Sec3 diary which is before my conversion (before i came church), i realise im a person who needed love so much, i was even planning my death day and how to spend it. im typing it out here since it's no longer the old xinying already. the rest of the diary is stupid and lame and retarded. forget it.

6-8am - go running at bedok reservoir
8-10am - have breakfast with family
10-12pm - Go macs to eat with Spastics
12-1pm - Bathe & Blog
1-5 - Band & Alumni (guess band was very impt to me last time.)
5-6pm - Go home change & talk to family & thank them for preparing the BBQ (LOL)
6-10pm - Basketball with bball people, BBQ party. See sunset. SPEECH BY ME(LOLx2)
10pm-5am - Go ton with people and watch sunrise at bedok reservoir. Hope to see a night rainbow too. (i think its because last time i was obsess with this night rainbow show)
5am - chiong home to die!

OMG SO STUPID, Sec 3 and before conversion. i was reading through the whole book and i got lazy cause handwriting sucks and too many vuglar words til i pehchek. Jingying actually read the whole book and she told me, "wah erjie, you go church really change alot", at this time i realise, Jingying changed too.

At least now she listens to me.
& at least now, i learned how to love her more :D not like last time.

& then one more thing, i wrote till the day i wanted to go church, my love for God was so strong, that when i read i was like, that's my first love. then not long after tt got one part i started to rise up and i didnt write anymore.

God i so amazing to change my life just in one short year.
The last thing (8sept 2008) i wrote in the diary before i stopped, still i believe, all these problems will be gone in Jesus name!

My handwriting not so ugly now. really!


Also, one more thing i learned from the book, Love is un-selfconciousness and self-forgetfulness. When you love someone, you forget who's around you (eg. you & your partner on mrt kissing), you forget who you are cause you love that person too much.

So i dont care how people sees me loving God so much, cause i know the thing im doing now is right :D


byebye!

PAULINE!!!!!

9th year already sia!

i remember that time during PSC night, LOL, we danced and sing together. and we look really different sia, now we so much better! hahaha.

ANYWAY WE GOT TO GO TO KBOX SOON, I WANT TO GO SING SIA!!!
yay, meet up soon for kbox okay?!

thanks for being so patience with me and guiding me through my Os last year and it was partly because of you my results are so much better than prelims!
THANKS PAULINE!

love you!

To you another Grace!

let me count, this is the 7 or 8th year i know you!

i remember those table tennis times sia, you "led me astray" that coach was so angry with you. hahaha. had fun ponning practice with you man and just go breaks like shiok only.

thanks for everything these few years and impacting me too! love you!
enjoy school cause i know you are!!

I know our friendship will be longer than this!
LOVE YOU!!! :D

Enjoy your day guys, if you're actually still reading my blog. HAHAHA.
i had my exam today. =/ FOM. pray it's alright.

Am i?

blah, break again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA.
here to do songsheet and then also blog.
went to rafflescity to celebrate fiona's birthday after svc just now.

im wondering....
so many things. like things have change, i also dont know why.
just so fast, or is it that other things havent change, it's just me, i changed.

searching for the old me.
WHERE ARE YOUUUUUU?

gave 2 bs today, 1 yesterday. like cool, giving bs is fun i tell you.
didnt served today, guess i kinda piss my helper. sorry, but right, i still dont know who's she. so funny.

guess what, exams are coming, and i havent really touched on the sub yet. AHHHHHHH KILL ME SOMEONE! holidays are coming, tts good.

my concession officially ends at 12am just now.
no more concession for 1 month plus. so sad, and i havent be working for like 3 weeks, and next month no money. HOW HOW HOW. gg xyz. nah, i wont gg with God around.

overnight pm was good, God showed me visions, God spoke.
i doubt His words, but who am i to doubt the one who spoke "let there be light", and there was light. everything He speaks will indeed come to pass. amen.

got to jia you on every aspect on my life.
till then. bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ONE

Though i'm not using internet during this period, i prepared a msg for you already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA GUOOO

when im typing this i don't know how we're celebrating your birthday but i know you will definitely enjoy your birthday.

Thanks for all the reminders given to me, i really treasure this friendship alot and i dont want it to get distance. i know i keep saying tt i will find time to go out with you guys, but i didn't. sorry fiona for like making you peh chek. but all i want to say is that i still love you guys alot alot ad i love you too.

i'm not going to let this 10th year of friendship go to waste. and i know that our friendship will go down to 10 20 30 years and forever and ever. :D

Thanks for being a 'mum' to me, scolding me and encouraging and always being there for me and everything, i dont mind you scolding me and others. all i want is us being best friends as the roads goes down! :D I will really make time for you all.

& I REALLY LOVE YOU. :D

JOKE JOKE JOKE

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pill of water.
Then after that they came down with another baby.

OMG WHAT HAPPEN??>!>!>!>!

YOU KNOW WHY?

cause they found a baby in the well. omg like zhen zhi sia.
who so crazy to throw a baby in the well?

then in the night right, the baby become Sadako/ zhen zhi. AHHHHHH. then baby's hair grow longer ang longer and climbs out of the TV. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

trying to be funny, i think the ghost festival should be coming la. ENJOY THE 7TH MONTH! :D

Today's svc is awesome i know.
SERVICE IS ALWAYS AWESOME LIKE AWESOME ONLY. WOOOOOOOO.
i know im serving too. ahahhaa.

gracewoooo

GRACEY BIMBO WOOO

5th YEAR I KNOW YOU! woooooo~

Even though we're always the "bimbo" ""dumb" "retard" & others i dont want to name in the clique, hahaha, ITS OKAY! at least i got you to suffergo through with me!

All the best in everything in your school okay and when you have a boyfriend better let us know first!!!! HAHAHA.

LOVE YOU BIMBO!

cya soon!!! :D

P.S. the posts are getting shorter cause im getting tired and running out of ideas. haaha.

TO YOU CHEWY

CHEWWY PEILIN

7th year since i know you worzxxzxz
i remember those tabletennis times la.

ANYWAY, thanks for bringing me into the school band which i really enjoyed during my sec school days and thanks for everything! WOOOO. i love bball with you too la, but i lost my stamina. omg. lol. let's get it backkkk!

SP-IANS, the crazy tampines people who have TP nearby. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
meet you in school soon!
LOVE YOU MAN!!!! :D

I know we'll still be friends in years to come! :D WOOOOO.
love love~

I love to sing

Today no dedication of post. haha.

Just want to share this song which is very very very beautiful.

I Want to Sing (it’s You)

I want to sing
Until I am lost in Your love
Till I’ve found in Your Presence
Worshipping before Your Throne

Moved by the Spirit
Entering into Your courts
How precious this moment
Lord I want You to know

Chorus:
It’s You
You Who have won my heart
Taken me into Your arms
Comforted me like a friend
Your love
Surrounded me from the start
I never want to be apart
From You ever again

"He has given me a new song to sing, of praises to our God. Now many will hear of the glorious things he did for me, and stand in awe before the Lord, and put their trust in him.” (Psalm 40:3 TLB)

Do you guys know that, when people are sad, what do they do?
Research shown that some people go to karaoke to sing, and let everything out. This shows that singing makes you happy. & do you know where singing comes from?

Maybe you might say im bullshitting or whatever, but when i was young right, during primary school,i would just face the sky and just sing a new song, just a random song. seriously, like when it's raining, i would sing out my feelings and everything and sometimes cry along? LOL i know. i thought i was mad.

i didnt know why i did that when i was young, but now i know. when im broken inside of me, God gives me a new song to sing. cause God gives the broken hearten a new song to sing, a new lyrics that change their life, a brand new rhythm to keep them going, a brand new tempo.

My Life is your Song,
To you my heart belongs.
Let all earthly crowns,
Fade in the shadow of the cross.

My Life is your Song,
Nothing in this world,
Can take me away from you,
Our love goes on and on.

i just want to sing on all of my life. :D
that's why im called XINYING. :D
& i love my name.

bye.

JOKE AGAIN.

white pink and red. haha.
Hello this is not a scheduled post. :D

just decided to break today and blog a short post on what happened today.

after presentation and mac with classmates today, i decided to go to Tampines library to get books and get my library card. So i started using the machine to get my card and music was blasting into my ears.

Then a guy came over, i took off my earpiece.
guy: Hi what's your name?
XYZ: xinying (*thinking it's a survey or something. lol)
guy: Your full name?
XYZ: Lim Xinying
guy: oh, i want to get to know you.
XYZ: orh okay, sorry i need to rush to get books.

then i walk off go 2nd floor. then he chase after me.
IRRITATING I WAS LISTENING TO MY MUSIC OKAY.
then i took out again,

guy: i want to get to know you, where you live?
XYZ: bedok.
guy: oh, where you going after this?
XYZ: i going to meet my boyfriend. (walk off)
guy: orh. (turn away)

LOL SO FUNNY RIGHT?
i rock i know! hahahahaha. I KNOW I PRETTYYYYYYY HAHAHAHAHAHA.
but no i dont have a boyfriend, hahaha.

SHUCKS I LIKE BHB LIKE TT. but no im not being BHB, but tt guy not handsome or else i will say yes la! okay, no im not despo. if not i kena couselling from Rae! HAHAHA.

right right.
OVERNIGHT PM LATER. AWESOMEEE~~~

To you REYNA

REYNA
Hello people im back again and today it's reyna!

HELLO REYNA, HOPE YOU"RE READING CAUSE I THINK I KNOW YOU ARE READING :D

anyway thanks for being my friend!

YOU KNOW RIGHT, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO MAKE MY NAILS NICE NICE ONE LEH! YOU KNOW WHY?!?!?!?!

Remember Primary 6 right, im always competing who comes school earliest and everything i would see you early in school, then me and davinia i think? would go to you and talk talk. then i saw your nails then you tell me why so nice. coolz. i tink you forget already la, but i remember it!
it's already like 6th year we know each other, time flies and i think it's so cool cause i know we never knew we would be friends like this.

I LOVE YOU REYNA. :D

i love your _____ tooo! ahahhaaha.
JOKING.

No matter but happens, i am here for you reyna, ALWAYS :D

Love, XYZ.

For you, Deanna

Hello, im back.

and today this whole post will be dedicated to Deanna Gan!
BE HONOURED, i chose you first leh! HAHAHA. joking.

Anyway, This whole period of time, will be like introducing you to my friends time dear readers if you dont know who's in my life and everything.

So FIRST DEANNA!
GANDIDI, i love love you really. Thanks for living under me. Thanks for dao-ing me the first time you saw me when we're playing rabbits under the blk during primary school time. Thanks for everything, the notes and encouragement during Os.

I know we gone through many many fights and cold wars. & you're really scary really. hahaha, but i learned to tanhan it already like how you tanhan my dumbess,"speakingwithoutthinking" and more and more. Thank you man, and i know even though this is the 5th year im friends with you, like the previous previous yearsnot counted cause you dao me, but im willing to continue this friendship forever and forever :D

I promise you that i will really manage my time well and spend time with you all! :D
I will continue cooking for you as long as you want to. Call me and i will try hard to be there.

LOVE YOU FRIEND!
nothing can replace you from my life cause you make up a part of my life dear mouse friend.

All my past forsaken

BOOO!

AHHHHHHH~
-.-

No this is not me but me but not posting at this period of time on 15AUGUST, 3pm but posting this post much earlier. WHY LEH.

this is a schudeule post to keep my blog alive.
keep the clicks in plzxzxz. :D

In the following schudeuled posts, im gonna talk about many people and with their pictures attached. stay tune to these posts day by day to see whether i got talk about you.

Anyway Jasmin was telling me about desires and intentions which impacted her alot and when she told me, i was really blown by it too la, even though maybe my face never show. thinking inside you know. hahaha.

Anyway im determined to carry this fast on computer really. im going to make this whole thing right. everything. focus on one goal.

okay tts all for today.
bye (:

P.S. I should be standing on the stage in JW church having sound check with the choir looking at Annabel and the other BVs on stage. wooo. (:

my God is greater.

school was alright today!

out of 5 days in a week, i went school for only 1 day.
woooo. like real. =/ i think i missed out quite a little of fun things.

had class outing today and ate free pizza hut meal. PTL, and then so rush down to riverwalk for pm. awesome, last pm for the week. fellowshipped with siang, dibo joshua bimbo yeeliang. woooo.

went to find rae awhile and then went home with jasmin.

i want to read books! more, buy for me christian books anyone? hahahaha. joking!

cgm later and this marks the end of me using my computer, i prepared a whole posts to entertain you guy, dont think it's very entertaining la. nvm nvm.

God is goood, im gonna quit using computer. hahahaha. right.
i need to fight for it. hahaha.

BYEBYE! :D

让你

I wanted to type this whole blog post in chinese. maybe i should type in both languages. nah.

anyway, today is the last day for me to blog.
I'm going on computer fast for idk how long, can save electricity, can save money, can save myself from all distractions to study/God/people around me.
& I CAN HAVE MORE SLEEP. :D

want to contact me call me, sms me. haha.

i somehow think i cannot do it la, but i believe i will be able to conquer this addiction to computer. so irritating only.

The song is rang wo. lol.


你爱是我苏醒 重新来过
深切渴望能活在你手中
生命跟随你跳动 梦想因你而启动
所有一切交给你 毫无保留

让我为你而活 让我为你而站立
永不放弃想你爱我 让我为你前进
我气息是你赎回 如今单单属于你
活出你旨意的生命 改变世界为你转动

转动的梦想 实现着希望
我已看见永恒的光芒
光芒在我心上
在世界绽放 让我为你照亮

I'm gonna blog more than 1 time today. since the post is gonna stay here for quite quite long. hahaha.

WOOOOO.

I GOT 82% FOR FOM CA2!

PTL.