Daughtry - September

awesome songggggg!

& I WILL FLYYYYYYY

Helloooo!!
It's the 3rd day and it's all heading well! :D

Had a very very awesome BS today with Pst Jeremy, and even though it's like 2 hours of BS, it's really really a joy to just stay with him and listen all the awesome things Jesus done for us.

I really just love how God plans me for bible study. Like before every bible study starts, like example that week i'm gonna have Faith bs, then i will like have some bad stuff happening, and just nice the bible study is just in season to strengthen me and build me up. for CL, FT1, FT2 till now, and this season i'm reading on Psalm and just nice, when i was wondering about why David is writing those psalms, Pst Jer cfm my conclusion. which is so coolz.

I'm just so so blessed whenever i hear things that are in my season, like seriously God plans everything, and thank God i'm in His flow. Just so awesome to be in His flow. :D

& one more, was just thinking about positive/negative attitudes and today we talked about the Old and New man. It's always just a choice away to be happy. It's easy to feel negative, but a choice to be happy. I choose to be a happy girl! :D

& HELLO WEILIN!
THANKS FOR THE SWEET YOU BOUGHT FOR ME!! LOVE YA!

& had a GREAT time w Kit today! Thanks for today and all the awesome yet :( pics. we need to find a day when i have no pimple. hahahah. Love ya Kit!! You're like leaving soon, so let's treasure these few weeks left k!!!!!! :D:D

& Thank you @happydose and daddy for the ride home, so entertainedddd!! :D:D

& Thank God for Him, cause in Him, i know my purpose and i know my authority!!! :D

LML

I love my life. (: 

From the slightest things to the biggest things, all plays such a significant part in my life. 

For those who dk me, i'm actually pretty observance towards things i'm concern about, which is almost everything. I'm not a stalker but just observance. & every details in my life pieces up the beauty of it. 

The clouds, the stars, the night skies, from everything in the skies, to my imagination, and down to earth and people around me. I'm grateful for every single one of them. (:

I have my weaknesses but that's not gonna hinder me to another level of growth in my life. 

The greatest prayer is not to ask God for help, but to ask God to change me. 

weeeee, 2010 is coming to an end pretty soon, and it's gonna end very very well. 

& i come to realise, perception of whether a year is good is not about any situations that happen in the year, regardless of whether it is negative or positive, but it's up to one to determine whether it is good or not. 

Could you rather count your blessings or your misfortune?

I make a choice to be happy! I'm counting my stars, my blessings. (:

1 Nov, and 2010 is gonna end well!

What happens when i take pic w skinny people...

gossiping like tt.

and tada! i look fat in everyone. TIME TO START LOSING WEIGHT AGAIN. and dont gain them back.
okay, need to leave my hair long.. my current hairstyle makes my face look fat!

& i love my spasticssss!!!
the awesome group of people who goes retarded tgttt.
LOVEEEEE!

All the pictures are taken on the 15 of oct, the photoshoot.
weeeeee~

As The Deer by:Don Moen

Another nice old hymm.

You alone are my heart's desire.
commitment. 5 days.

:D:D:D

&& to add on the wedding,

it's the happiest wedding i ever attended!
'I do with all my heart.'

It's no longer 2 words but 6 words, and the most touching speech by Kelvin.
sweet sweet and i think many many girls were super touched by the speech and cried. i know a few! haha.

God bless Cynthia and Kelvin!! :D

2 is better than 1

 

Havent been blogging, cause i have beeen super tired.
School's alright! & projects are coming in, exciting much.

I changed to an iphone recently. Really, was just thinking, what i was missing out for my birthday and i was like, just a phone, and then ya, dajie changed to an iphone 4, and passed me her half year old iphone 3G. i want BB but its okay, iphone for now. God is good!

Kel & Cyn is officially married, so happy for them!! Had the honour of attending the dinner w this group of awesome people. Plus brother jeremy and joel who went in and out of the room. Had a very awesome time talking, screaming, going high w all these awesome ppl whom i never really hang out w before. THANK YOU KELVIN & CYNTHIA. God bless this awesome couple!!

My transport ytd was was cab all the way. Cab to church, then to Centrepoint, then to Bedok and bus home. exciting, but this is the only day im gonna do this. so not rich manzxz. haha.

Pictures up soon when gouwei and val upload all! :D

Having very weird dreams recently, one about chasing bus, one about random ppl getting married and tt time about getting a iphone that i have. will all of these come to pass? and is the dreams like symbolic thingy? maybe if im Joseph, i would interpret the dreams. Well i need wisdom from God. wooo.

& ytd this dream scene was popping out when im doing that certain thingy. Seriously, it's so weird, why are my dreams so weird and symbolic. Yeah but it will be revealed in time to come. (:

Happy

Happy is Xinying, whose Lord is God

Today's a very very happy day and everything seems to go on so well!
But oh well, there's always got to be something to make it bad, but it's up to me to filter it out.

God is good! :D
I like xiaoguang's mac. Take pic like nice only... ahahah :D

THANK YOU KIT & JOELYNN

 

Abit late but....
THANK YOU KITO AND JOELYNN FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL CARD and all the notes behind!!!

& Kit!
Thanks for all your effort in this beautiful card, burning the sides, putting the art on, pasting and sticking and colouring and drawing! & choossing a nice picture! hahahaha.
I love you so so much and i'm always here for you! Dont forgetttt!!!!!!
DONT JOKE ME!!!!!! HAHAHAHA :D

Love ya too Joelynn! :D:D
ALL THE BEST FOR Os! You're gonna do so awesomely well! :D

Thank God for awesome ppl around!

onto perfection.

When we're not there yet, 

there will be bad things happening in our lives,
quarells, fights, argument,
people finding fault w us,
us finding fault w people,
raking up the past to create a big fuss,
finding imperfections in others,
objections in life,
problems we dk how to solve,
and many other things...

And it all ends up to show that,
Xinying you're not there yet and not many of us are there yet.
& when i say there, it means perfection.

& when we're not there yet, You i will seek.
Jesus help me. Seeking perfection equals to seeking Jesus.
Cause You're my stronghold, and in You i trust cause You're good.

I found another aspect to love so much more.
My family, and i thank God for so many family activities this year, esp dinner ytd.
I love my daddy, mummy, bro, dajie, william korkor, jingying,
despite of their imperfections, i love them, cause they love me despite of my imperfection.
Thank you Jesus for everyone of them.

Grace and mercy

2nd week of school and still going on.
School had been awesome so far, especially with my cute friends, manwei and bizhew! :D

I set myself committed to pray so much more for my connect group and the members! I love all my little members, Joshua, Guanzhi, Kristacia and Xinyi! All the people who followed me ever since very long ago, time to plant even much more into their lives.

Remember i read once about John the baptise, when his disciples told him, 'Hey Jesus is stealing the crowd from you and us', but John replied something like it's okay cause it's meant to be or something. He knew about being a steward of God and did not grumble even if things were taken away from him because he knew about stewardship, that he do not own all these things, but just helping to look after it. But his disciples didn't know about the principle of stewardship.

If more is added, be humble, but still take full responsibility over it's fruitfulness.
If it is taken away, dont grumble and let pride let over, but continue to stay faithful over the remainder that are left over. Be faithful in the little, before much is given.

Who are we gonna be today? John or His disciples?
I wanna be like John..

Help me Lord!

ANW,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST EILEEN NEO!!!!

Thanks for being such an awesome sister ever since the start of this year, sharing with me things and hearing me out too! Thanks for always praying for me too and trusting me and encouraging me. Love ya so so much and you're a very very awesome friend whom God is gonna use super mightily! So glad to know you in DG & this awesome zone!!!! :D:D

Praying for ya Eileeen!!!
This 18th chapter is gonna be super awesome!
I LOVE YA! :D

Decoooo

The above 2 i deco one!! :D:D
I think my decorations not that bad!!! Weeeee so yummy right?

ALL VERY HAO CHI!!! :D

Take me Deeper

Credit to Pst Phil's twitpic, so pretty!

There is a longing only You can fill
A raging temptest only You can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know You as I'm known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne

 Take me deeper
Deeper in love with You
Jesus hold me close in Your embrace
Take me deeper
Deeper than I've ever been before
I just want to love You more and more
How I long to be deeper in love

 Sunrise to sunrise
I will seek Your face
Drawn by the Spirit
To the promise of Your grace
My heart has found in You
A hope that will abide
Here in Your presence
Forever satisfied


This whole song will always remind me of 2 events:
1) During primary school, one of my favourite songs.

2) My first cgm where i recognise this song and i sang it and answered that alter call Rae asked, and she came over to lay hands on me, and i cried the very first time in His presence, and all i heard at that first time was Him saying "I will take you deeper". Wow & instead Jesus did. Peace of God flooded, touched me. and after all those tears, and aft worship, i just felt, did i just cried? okay omg i did, but why? but now i know, it's really just the peace of God.

A few days after cgm in chapel period in school, lol, the chapel band sang this song, i got reminded of cgm, but the presence there was so different, i realise, i want back the same presence again, & tt was the time, i decided to stay. Like what Kelvin said, really, the presence of God have this drawing effect.

Never will i ever ever forget this song, my favourite worship song, and till today, Father i ask, take me deeper, deeper than i ever been before, & i just want to love you more and more.


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New Resolution for school
1) Wear nicer clothes to school, BUT I STILL LOVE MY SLIPPERS :D
2) Protect my notes and write nicely! :D

I love love Bizhew & Manwei!