Hey people.Cgm was awesome yesterday when we sang Whom Jesus loves. Thanks guys for the note. loves~
Fellowshipped at Lot1 KFC and after tt headed with Jasmin, Gouwei, Jingying, Yeeliang to PASIR RIS for Boon's chalet. walked, Daytona (long time since i did that), slacked, ate.
Bunk in boon's chalet and we had a mini pm and aunty sarah, boon's mum was super good. thanks for everything guys. love of God really was wooo. so ya, everything was so good and i ended my late night with psalm 27, and ended with a prayer to God "God reveal to me a dream tonight".
Indeed, God is good, He gave me a dream.
My group of friends gave me a helium ballon, when i saw Happy Birthday on it, immediately i thought it was mine cause my birthday was coming. so i happily took it. until, i read the happy birthday to ......, i realise it wasnt mine. but even when i knew it wasnt mine, i continued to hold on, then even when i let go and let it fly off, i still jump and caught it back. that was how tight i hold on to the helium balloon.
but, i still managed to let go of that balloon, cause a man was coughing and looks angry, so i let go of that pretty balloon i like. but my friends then gave me another balloon which is on a stick, not helium one, and more stable that when i let go, i can bend down my knees to pick it on.
I interpreted my own dream, surely God wants me to let go of something. something, but i didnt know what was it. i thought i knew what it was, but i truly know what God meant after mum talked to me when the others came my house.
God wants me to let go, let go. let go.
Question is, am i willing to?
Willing to let go a helium balloon to get a stable balloon. am i?
11 years.
Xy, are you willing?
I'm thankful for both my Spirtual Father and My Daddy.