I really think it became part of me to stay optimistic about stuff, well poly taught me this. Even if things is argh ahh ehhh ahhhhh, i can choose to stay ;) :p :) :D weeee about it. Well.
Off point actually. I find it funny that poly people dk tt i was loud and only during camp, they were like, omg, xy can actually shout so loud. Okay thia camp i earn myself a reputation of "siao kao" crazy girl. But it did contribute to the hype level, so its good.
Wonder why im talking bout camp right, cuz i just had my debrief on camp. I know i did some stuff wrong, but hahah i will learn.
Life's like this. We do, we reflect on wrong parts, dont be dismay, we improve. This makes life more interesting dont you agree?
But 1 thing i really didnt expect myself to do this poly life.. To participate in stuff like this, from someone who only want to have a no life poly social life, to someone who decided to jpin the HR committee and pass 2 interviews successfully and in HR chapter.
Thinking back, God is really good. He gave me this chance and xy make full use of it.. For the last few months!!! Alison shared, as long as you dare to take a step of faith, God will show up! Really blessed by what she shared on city radio ytd...
More to think bout... (:
