Rlly by His grace the whole day.
Started with a "Wah you look very tired" from Hongyun today and then suddenly it hit me. Why am i tired when i am to rejoice in the house of God. At that moment i realise i need to change to the start of the day.
P&W was so awesome. Praising God everyday is not a chore but really a delight. People say when students go to SOT, they tend to be flakey. but i pray let this love not turn into something hypocritical but a love that is true, becoming more like Christ Himself.
Back to today, the whole day i didnt feel sleepy, and theology is so fun. SOT BV audition and i was like woah, 50 plus to 70 people joined the audition. Didnt practise the key in such a high tone until we went in for first round audition and it was like SO HIGH. but there was this grace that covers and helped with my weakness of high key. At that moment all i can say is God is good...
Managed to go thru 2nd round without screwing parts and melody up, and really... All by His grace.
But now, aft this, it's time for a change of prayer.
Father, i pray you guard my heart above all. An empty vessel for you to move and not my own filled vessel moving for myself.
Speaking and confessing, my breakthru is coming!
& i know it is!
