Week after week giving BS to members, i always have brand new experiences about that certain subject.
First, the WoG, and secondly, Abba's Father Love...
Was gonna leave house today and Dad came down from upstairs. Asked him where he was going, and then he asked me, and of course as usual im going to work. & then he was going to sent me to interchange when he asked, 吃了没有?Just a question like that makes me feel loved.
Went to eat and then i was gonna run late . if he didnt tell me, i wouldnt even realise it. & he told the person to dapao the toasted bread and then we went off. Just this simple act of remembering... Means so much to me. .
& this week, during staff devotion, the Word was all about remembrance.. God remembers, Our Abba Father remembers.. Department meeting, Henry says, if I could give Olili what she wants, what else will Abba not give.. Then Cynthia's blog on Abba Father.
Again & again, im being reminded of the topic i taught.
More than just teaching, i get another new revelation. That's what i love about BS, both ways, being taught and teaching.
& yesterday, after "mini jam" of P&W @ Paul's place, this just hit me.
Intimacy with God cannot be measured with time and friendship with any other people. There is just this sense of fulfillment human cannot satisfy, but only Him. & i want, i pray with all my heart, i want to reach there once again. A place of total abandonment, a place of reliance on Him.
Simple acts of love... (: