hello.got back my results. kind of not what i expected. but yeah, i deserve it. i think i should really go chiong. keep saying i must chiong, but i never. how stupid.
everything's is now on me, running the race, studying harder, everything. please xinying, work hard. lalala, im just talking to myself. ignore it..
results:
POA 61/100. super disappointed. well paper was difficult and lucky i pass, but yeah 61 is not what i aimed for. science, failed by 0.5. chemistry pulled me down, as usual. time to buck up on chem. english, i think i got to do something about it. fail this everything fail, dont even need to think about my future.
humanities, 56/100. history pulled me down. 23/50, xinying, you suck. you're suppose to score better, and you got this pathetic mark. SS, 33/50. at least this is much better than history, but still not what i aimed. i think i really should go study more of the skills.
okay, so this shows i really need to study harder and harder. means i need to just really cut down on com. keep saying this, but i dont. what a loser xinying.
went to peilin's hs to watch the "The Spiderwick Chronicles" , cooolllll. if there's really those fairies and everything in real life. cool, and they recorded the "PIG" alarm ring tone by them for me to hear every morning. thanks ah. got vulgar version one also. LOL.went home around 5 plus. oh yeah, deanna's foot! HAHAHA. but deanna get better soon, your foot will be heal! hahaha.
came home, jas & jer came over to study. yeah studied and than dinner. than tv. they left around 9 plus.
made the class teacher's day card and now here.
anyway, do the poll beside this post. cause im curious and really bored thats why i made that poll box. haha, if you're bored and you dont know what to do next, click the poll! and do honestly! (:
there got to be a million reasons why i didn't do well for prelims, but there's only one ultimate reason, i didn't study hard enough. last lap of this race, i must run it well, talk but no actions is not i want now. gotta work hard and do well for Os.
okay, off to sleep.
BYE.