
Hello im here to blog again!
mass spam blog post only.
After school i waited for Jasmin and went to Tampines prata shop with her. i miss A1's bandung snow blend i tell you, i miss it and i remember that time when i went, Azfar here's your bandung! "bang", the whole cup explode on his head cause i use too much force.
Today was like a total bring me back to memories time.
First in the morning, Dad told me to get toast bread and coffee from the coffee shop where i was like only 4 to 10 years old, those years, when mum's friend came and mum wants to treat them coffee, i would walk alone to the coffee shop and say "uncle/aunty, kopi see", and they would say "you're here again" in chinese. the coffee would usually be put in a plastic bag and i will always play with the straw until like halfway back to the shop, the plastic bag would have a hole. lol. so whenever i buy coffee, the aunty would put 2 plastic bag incase. lol!
& tt coffee shop, wawa and I loved the carrot cake there, and we would order one $2 packet and we will share it. i miss those times when i always end school and go to shop and accompany her.
Yesterday when i went to deposit money at 12am, i walked along those road i used to play hide and seek, catching with the kids around the shop area, and suddenly i felt a sense of familarity. i remember there was one time i was managing the shop alone when i was 12 years old only and wawa went back to Indonesia. Imagine a young kid managing a photoshop with no adults around. coolz.
Then today, with Jasmin, we went to A1, talked to the uncle and aunty whom are very very friendly and remember those times after band, we would just sit outside the shop, eating our favourite tomyam and hotdog and talk for super long there, but yet, now the tables are gone and everything change. i miss those times.
then pratashop. gosh.
i miss so many things that cannot come back now.
i realise as i grow up, everything's changing so quickly. and she's gone for 3 years already ever since 14feb when i wanted to show her i got a flower, she's gone. where are you now? do you know tt i actually miss you alot? to the extent of dreaming of you coming back?
i think she's the only thing that i cannot put down for a super long time.
i miss you wawa.
so im going to grab on to things that still can be continued and continue for a long time.
long post. you dont have to read this actually, but since you're here already, okay thanks for reading! :D
i realise July will be ending soon, and August is coming in 3 days time. which means my mid sem exams is coming. im turning 17 quite soon. OMG IM ONLY 16! -.-
bye!