Started on my 7 days beverage fast.
I finished 1 day and today's the 2nd. I CAN DO ITTT :D:D
My breakthru is cominggg!
Like what PK preached, if i want my outrageous miracle, i got to do have outrageous faith. So i really have faith that this week is gonna be a great week, despite of the busy schedule, my God shall provide all my needs according to His riches in His glory. & those who wait upon the Lord shall receive strength!
Was thinking about the mini "stage ministry" i have..
From Chinese church hall to Children church hall to B4 Auditorium.. I am just thankful that He thinks i am up to it. Cuz it is not easy, not easy at all. Many times people think it's just good to stand on that big(to me) stage, but sometimes, when one is just being put up there, your life get expose. When you start worshipping and praising, it is just so obvious to see whether you are doing well or not, for you yourselves and people who are more mature below stage. Maybe just like what PK had shared before, many people can go up to sing, but ultimately God must guard their hearts, cause it is not about the talents, but all about God.
Even though i really wanted a chance to stand on Suntec stage to just serve for one time, it's okay if we didnt get into the Top 2. Am just thankful enough to be able to serve at JW and head to the semi finals of Live Jam.
First thing i really don't want to be seen as, or be like or to have is to really have a prideful heart, a competitive heart to want to do and get what i want. Above all else, i just want to follow in His pathway, guiding me to my every destiny. Praying for my calling recently... even though it's not specific, but i know my main calling is to worship my King of Kings, Lord of Lords. & most importantly, to guard my heart..
Something within changed recently... & i know, because whenever i have that thought, the tension was gone and instead peace came.. & i pray, the peace of God reigns in my life.... (:
