Seems like a long time since i blogged.
Had been so busy w school projects and all. Just project meetings alone is tiring, but i thank God, for people who understands, who observes and speaks up. Had been just a little too over negative these past weeks, but i really thank God, im finally doing something.
But, all i want is to really just run past this 1 month... One whole month aint gonna be easy with all the presentations, all the exams and test. BUT i know, with His grace, it will be manageable..
Had been regretting why i actually got in this course and travel all the way to SP this whole week, guess it wasn't helping much for my emotions and thoughts. In fact, making me so tired, so unmotivated. BUT regardless what, i know the reason for me to get into this course is really to train myself up. It is always the toughest circumstances that builds people up. Good attitude good attitude.
This whole 3 years had been really a hard-pressed 3 years. When something tend to crop up, all sides tend to bounce up with problems ALTOGETHER. Everything.. If you say wah easy la, where got tough, i think one day you got to walk in my shoes. But well... I didnt know i had to go thru all these, but i did.
Everyone's test and trials and trainings are set differently, and they build up different characters.
I guess i got to mold myself even more..
Xy, 1 more month..
1 more month and it will be all over. & you will just be left w 6 weeks of 2 modules, and 3 months of internship. & I PRAY, good pay... or i could forfeit the pay just to have nicer colleagues. or can i have both God? i really want to go SOT next year and the pay will really help me alot..
oh well... One more month.
Xy have good expectancy that it will be good! jiayou!
oh & one more thingy thing.
People don't take me seriously when i speak i guess. It's not like im not trying hard to speak properly or whatsoever. Guess i really got this "dont take me seriously" face. idk... Oh well.
No matter what, i want to be a person who speaks "grace" into people's life. Someone who dont speak sarcastically but really with love. Regardless whether it is in SMS or whatsoever. Speak w love... Think before i speak. Because He speaks lovingly, so i shall do it too!
