one of these few nights...

That very night just straight after CWBS while watching online, this burden came, and God just spoke, "are you willing to sit up and pray." was so tired, but while listening to PK preach... this stirring came and i sat up, prayed. something i nv responded and did before but i was glad, i did.

Something that was worth crying out for..
& He came so strong. (okay until my daddy came in the room ad asked what's happening. LOL)

tt was the 4th day.
Today the 7th day, this burden is here again.

The extent of how serious people are makes me doubt sometimes.
Many things makes me just doubt at times, the attitude of people treating other people, even the close ones. & how people should be initiating... & many many.

Honestly people change from time to time. Attitudes, friends, things they love, their goals, their purpose, and it may get a little scary sometimes. Well, all in all... all these of mine may change, but i really pray... Even if it changes, it will align to what God wants me to be.. & this week is really just attitude training ground.

Oh & was talking to auggy again, and he showed me Janice from Jayesslee's fb page and all i can see was Janice replying to everyone from CHC's wall msg to her and she replied to every single one of us. This kind of personal touch, despite being so busy and high on top is what makes people feel so treasured and love... (OKAY JUST REALISE ITS A FAKE ONE, but.... believe tt still, this personal touch is true..)

Praying one day, tt even IF i rise up, get super busy and all. I will never forget about this personal touch to all my different friends and members. and even now as well.