Your eyes makes the stars looks like it's not shining

Had a very weird dream the day before..
Not gonna say it here but yeah, i think i kinda know the meaning of it. Really love my dreams, but sometimes, too many dreams come and i forgot about the previous ones.

School's really awesome actually.. Seriously i find joy in heading to school, like everyday there's this motivation to go school early, and for now, i haven't been late for school yet. okay, when i add yet, it means i will be late, SO NOOOOO. I wont be late this sem, i wont be skipping school. I give whoever reading this the permission to slap me.

Virtual slap is okay too. haha. I love this motivation actually. Thank you Jesus!

Waiting for Eunice at school to do HRC stuff ltr... I need to do more things in school now. Chris Tai one of my lecturers for those who dk him, always tell me when i ask him "what about me"? then he will say, "You're smart, BUT LAZY." and then he will continue, You're lazy, cannot see anything. somehow he got his analysis on every of my coursemates, cept for a few like me. K, time to change this lazy habit.


Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night..
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile!
Why is everybody so serious?!
Acting so damn mysterious,
You got your shades on your eyes.
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time

Like this song! Everything i this world is not about pricing and money... There's more to be. Don't put a price on me, cause there's more to this price you priced me.

importance

We don't always have to be in the spotlight all the time, or rather, try to be in one...
Poly years taught me to lay low. and it taught me well...
Let nature takes it's course... I don't need to try so hard to get something that's so unimportant.

Philippians 3:7-8 (NLT)
I once thought these things were valuable, but now I consider them worthless because of what Christ has done. Yes, everything else is worthless when compared with the infinite value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have discarded everything else, counting it all as garbage, so that I could gain Christ

& so....
Things that used to be important to be, bye....
Things that are still important to me, i will treasure..
Things that are important to me but not seen yet, i will pursue.

& how would i know what are important.. Jesus, take the wheel...

most sincere person...

GOOD MORNING! :D

Woke up w this line today that even when I was bathing I was thinking about it... thank God actually cuz if it isn't for this loud line, I wouldnt wake up and will be late.

"If I cant even believe in the most sincere person in the wrld, I cant even save myself.."

And so ponder and then search the bible, thannk God for the app on phone.. And I found:

" For "Everyone who calls on the name of the LORD will be saved." But how can they call on him to save them unless they believe in him? And how can they believe in him if they have never heard about him? ..."

Call upon the name of the Lord and be save..
& first step, believe.. In the most sincere person on Earth.
I believe in Jesus..

Great day ahead! I believe! :D

Mountain climbing...

(dk why my pic cannot rotate but yeah...)

Sometimes it's not that you are on the wrong mountain...
It's just that you are overstaying on the mountain you already conquered.
Come down and arise to the next mountain...

Human Resource

It's HR's role to put the right people in the right seat in the right bus.

There are great days and there are bad days. There are challenging tasks and crappy ones. Through it all, I need to remain passionate about people because HR is all about people and without a passion for people, we will not be able to continue relentlessly to build a workplace where the workforce is engaged and energized.

Human Resource Online Article

I used to doubt if i am in the wrong course, but really, i have to admit and know that this is the course He wants me to be in.... The place where i have to grow in.

The place where i need to love people...
Because in the end, they are actually all like me... Just tt everyone have different kind of fear, but we all need someone to fill our emptiness..

I am at the right place, but i need to be right... the right attitude, mentality and at the end of the journey, get the best out of it...

in Your name, there is power..

On some mornings, days where you just feel like the day won't turn out well, and all you wanted was to stay on ur bed to aviod all the bad things..

Almost everyone in this world would understand the feeling of it, but somedays not so bad that you can handle it, & some days you decided to give in and be a grumpy kid feeling grumpy everywhere u go.

On these kind of days... I wanna choose LOVE.

Just like how Jesus knew the day He was going to be betrayed was turning out bad, He chose not to fight back. He chose to go w the day and died on the cross glamourously.. W a good attitude.

One more day to Jesus Resurrection on Easter Sunday. Its not just about eggs, but after tt very day, we are so sure, there is power in the name of Jesus..

XOXO XINYING

Good Friday

what caught me today:

“O My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will.”

Not mine, but Yours.
I choose love. I choose You.

Rough road, setbacks, stepping out of comfort zone..
All part of cross-bearing, He did it, and so can I.

Weird dream & Knowing...

Just the day before, I had this super weird dream... I was walking on the ground level, someone wanted me to get something from someone.

I went into the lift, saw 3 buttons (something, 2a, 2b?). The place was very quiet, and I was the only one there. Took the lift up, was so tired... I reached the top storey.. The place was so big! I look around, while looking at the empty big big room and suddenly I fell to the ground. Idk why but I heard or said, Expo is empty...

Some voice said, "Hey are you alright?"N stretched out His hands and wanted to pull me up. I couldn't see His face.. & I fainted.... Then I woke up and prepared for school.
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What a weird dream. Okay I have been having weird dreams since idk when. Really be cool if the dreams have some interpretation or meaning, and I'm able to know them..

Hanged out w Deanna, Fiona, Gracew, Graced, Reyna yesterday. Really reminds me how much I missed them. Days we grew up tgt, hanging out tgt. They were there during the days I was feeling the down period of my life. & amazing thing is, despite of me being in SP and my idk why I am so busy schedule, I still get to hang out and they still love me. 7 to 13 years of friendship, I really treasure you girls! :D & I love you gals reallyyy so much! Despite meeting only once in a while.. :(

Friends like this, hard to get.. But up to us esp me to keep it close.

Was thinking aft taking train w sissy just now, the more I get closer to her, the more I know her.. Its true for every relationships.. I want to know I got to get closer, and when I want to get closer, it only means my love for her is that much of how much I want to know of her..

The longer you are & think you know a person, you tend to overstep boundaries sometimes. But the truth is if you truly know someone, you will be very sensitive to that person's boundaries where you can step in or out. This is the kind of person who knows how to press in someone's life. Step by step, slowly but surely. Well, so much to learn..

K I'm not late today! School time to 1pm and movie w another 2 dear gals in my life! :D

XOXO XINYING

We Cry out

So we cry on Your name, El Shaddai, God of grace

Lord most High, Jesus Christ

We rely on your grace, Adonai crowned in praise,

Lord most High, Jesus Christ

Jesus, Jesus

We cry out Your name, we cry out, cry it out

Abba Father, Adonai, El Shaddai

You Lord, our God

The different names of the Lord means different characteristics, but all in all, He is only ONE God that i will worship. The One, that in His presence, i get to genosko(sp) Him. Know Him by experience.. & in His presence there is so much more... (:

You are God

Had a very long yet fruitful day yesterday..
Ended at 1pm and I decided to head to church to sleep cuz that's like the most peaceful place and I won't get chased out, BUT I ended up talking to a SOT international student.. Her hunger, her faith to trust and everything. She said she came because she wanted to know God for herself. Young in faith yet bold to step out oto Singapore.. Felt so led to do something and I did. Praying its right. (:

I am so going SOT next year, *CONFESSING*

Then fail attempt of sleeping, I went to find Jieying. Always something different when I hang out w leaders esp my leader. Always something to catch.

Headed to Lynn's place for LM, and it was moving in the spirit. & I am truly very blessed by eileen. Still so comforted by what she said, I am not alone, let xy not forget there's friends loving and praying for her. Thank you Eileen.. I am really bless! (:

Holy Spirit moves.. Freely you receive, freely you give..
Likewise, freely you give, freely you receive.
In what measure? Freely.. Free!
You start giving when you receive, you start receiving when you give.

School actually starts at 2pm today but I'm heading to sch early to do HRC stuff. Haven't broke my late thingy yet! Keep it up xy! This sem is going to be different! I am gonna be a different xy in class! Kampatei!

K long post. But no worries. This blog is undercover. No one knows I'm back cept for jasmin & I guess a few? Fear not, ytd was a fruitful day thus the long post. Normal days will be cept to a 100 words summary if not my spastics will say this blog is a bible again! LOL.

Good day ahead, Good friday and easter this week.
Thank you Jesus for dying for me, breaking all my bondages and sickness! You are good!

You are my hope

Good Morning World!
Maybe I should like update blog every morning when I go school.. Okay maybe not. Not so dilligent. It's finally 8am class after one whole sem of no 8am class, so it means I got to wake up at 6 latest to prepare and leave house at 6.30am. Almost late today.. So yeah.

I should make a timetable of what time I should wake up and paste on my wall. My goal this sem, NOT TO BE LATE and not pon class without valid reason. Let's see how I fare when I actually look back on this post. (:

BEAUTY...
Wondering what's the meaning of beautiful...
Like not just surface beauty or depths of it.
K shall go wonder bout it today. (:

我要永远敬拜祢

我要永远敬拜祢

在我生命中祢 永远都是唯一

没有人能够取代祢

我亲爱救主

有谁能够叫我与祢分离

我要不住敬拜祢

愿祢永远能 喜悦我的生命

求祢满足 我的渴慕

愿紧跟随我救主

While bbm-ing Kit, my phone dk what happen,
it typed on itself:" Come remind me... I am always here with you."
Around there. In awe now, WHY DID I DELETE IT SO FAST! ahhh.

New day...

TADAAAAAAA

I'm kinda back.
Because of a sudden urge... Somehow i just want to record down my life again.
A sudden go-away from blog will definitely make the hit drops, but i think it's good. Since i have my space here, my twitter might just go quiet, which is good i guess.

TODAY'S FIRST DAY OF YEAR 3!!!!
1 MORE YEAR TO GO FOR MY POLY LIFE.
Time flies like wooooooots ever since i came in poly and things change. Wonder what's gonna changed this year!

So welcome back bloggers to my life.
Lots of things changed even since i stop blogging for a 1 month plus, okay maybe not really.. BUT SLIPPERS NEVER CHANGE!
Let's see how long i stay here again. Teehee.

suddenly...

I just wanna say bye to this blog again.

Tada... Thanks for the memories.
I wanna be secretive for a sec... but oh well, no one cares. (:

Bye spotthespellingmistake again.
You have been good to me.

Nobody else..

For nobody else
But Jesus only You

Never want to forget this first love, the reason why i am standing here...

Was reading the new book i bought, "Elijah". One line caught me,
"Those who find comfort in the court of Ahab can never bring themselves to stand in the gap with Elijah."
Never want to find comfort in things He doesn't like, never want to stray away even when i don't feel it anymore, but i want to be like Elijah, i want to stand in the gap even when it means i'm alone.

Moving to Suntec already, and it means, a new level.
I don't want to find comfort in this place, but i want to move forward, stepping out.

As Year 3 of poly is approaching, it only means that I am growing older, and i should be thinking in a different way. No longer the younger days thoughts but new thoughts.

Growing up and out.

This is just random... but I realise..
Everyone is growing up & growing out of the fleshy nature.

The old man got to go....
Was running just now, and i realise i lost my stamina... Now i guess i got to run more to get it back... to head for my goal. Got so many things... so many many things i wanna say, but nah.

Likewise, running is like our capacity to do things... the more you dont run, the more you wont run & the more you don't do anything, the more your capacity won't grow. Thus, RUN. Even if it is tiring. EXPAND even though it is tough.

INCREASE YOUR STAMINA XY!
Looking forward to my time tmr. hohoho.

& some things got to be cleared out.
Clearing my comp again. (:

getaway day

Tmr shall be my getaway day, alone, not gonna reply any smses, calls, tweet and anything.

& tmr's the start of my official not using computer, cept for my love buffet. hahaha. 

After my HRC meeting at school, im heading out to a place where no one can find me, i pray... And do the thing that i want to do and supposedly according to my goal card, it should happen every once a month. but oh well, not too late to start. 

If i don't reply your sms, it's not that i'm dao. It's just that, i need a space to catch up. (: 

Jy asked, why do you like to go out alone? 

So many answers to this questions, but one i could be sure of. I feel more me... :D

And Lord, we want to thank You for the works You've done in our lives

Just that night, Jingying and I were like flipping our primary school songbook, and today during service, we sang one song and it's just so familar...

Thankful tt even though like i'm not a Christian when i was young, mum somehow put in into St Hilda's. & there, i met Him.

Times that i will look out of the window and just sing a random song i decided to just sing. I used to thought i'm a weird kid, but now.. i know i'm specially made, by Him.

& now as i look back, i know, it is planned. It is destined, that i am meant to be here where i am now, doing things i am doing.

Guess this season, i'm bought back to the younger days... .
& i know He wants me to continue my walk. From SHPS, even though i can move on to better schools, i moved on to SHSS w morning devotions again. & Sec 4, Dearest Jasmin bought me to church and somehow i agreed to her invitation and rejected others, and now i am here. & i know i am meant to be planted here, my family.

Amazing how i am here today, but i thank You.
Moving on to greater heights, moving in closer.
But, i dont want to just move on just like this, i want Your presence to move, before i move in. I don't want to move to places You're not at. I dont want to be the one who thinks i know it all.

I trust in You.
& I just want to flow w You just like how i did the past 13 years of my life..

And Lord we want to lift Your Name on high,
And Lord we want to thank you
for the works You’ve done in our lives.
And Lord we trust in Your unfailing love
For you alone are God eternal,
Throughout earth and heaven above.

fridge spoil

I'm up and actually i'm sleepy and wanna sleep..
But my fridge's spoiled and mum asked me to stay up for the first time in my life and look after the fridge incase it explodes cause it's vibrating very violent, EH TALKING BOUT VIBRATING, IT'S DIDNT VIBRATE FOR 20 MINS!!! HOHOHO! okay continue staying up.

The fridge have weird frequency~

Exam's over and im free but somehow i dont have the free feeling. maybe after i get my results..
Okay the fridge just vibrated violently at 3.18.... :(

Waiting and waiting.
It seems like a process. But like what Kelvin said ytd, if i have to wait, so be it. If i am to be cut, so be it... That is the word for me. If i can't wait for a small little to come, i won't be able to wait for my dream to pass. Waiting seems difficult and long, but i pray i will never lose hope. (: I will trust.

I'm still thinking.. oh ya, let me understand my thoughts soon..


Totally forgot how much i love 張韶涵 last time. My favourite favourite singerrr!
She's still so power! 娛樂百分百 lets me catch up w my old time favourites! woooo~

Happy Birthday @happydose

好朋友！ 生日快乐！
这个博客文章有一点点的晚，但是我想说，感谢你这几年来的友情！
感谢上帝我有你这个朋友！
今年会是一个非常棒的一年，你心里想要的东西会慢慢地实现！还有不管发生什么事，我一定会在这里提你撑腰！

我在拼什么~
你在拼一个更美好，更开心，更充满爱的生命！加油！ 我爱你哦！