Carefree

Spent my whole day home, but Eileen came to learn guitar!!

Thank you Eileen!!! :D

really made my day.

Sometimes i feel like shutting my life down to just myself till no one can break it, but everything im doing, by blogging/twittering/facebooking, ain't shutting my life, but making my life more expose to this weird little net. idk who's reading my blog now, cause apparently hits went up.

but it's okay. im not blogging any private things, just my thoughts. (:

Anyway, i was climbing stairs up to my room today, and for every step up, i didnt feel that i was moving higher(dont ask me why i so random, cause i was exercising up the stairs and i felt tt), but in actual fact i am moving up closer to my room.

conclusion, everything you're doing now, even though it feels like nothing, you're actually moving higher, one step by another to my goal of your life. for now, i realise, i have so many steps up to move. forgive me for being so imperfect at times.

This is what i do when im home/alone. i think more than when im with people.

anyway IM FINE! cold war has broke. im going out to pay bills incase mum scolds me. :D