weeeeee~

Everyday i feel there's so much to change, but.....

one step at a time, there's no need to rush,

it's like learning to fly...

okay, that song got into my head.

I'm very very happy! i had a big big achievement yesterday, like really super attentive in class for once (according to my standards). Weeee~

& then i head down to Pasir Ris after meeting Bingrong Gouwei Xinyi Ven Ruixuan Victoria. Had a super awesome time with my spaz, drinking vodka in the middle of Pasir Ris park after Mat something Fish market, oh man, the service cmi.

In HR i learned, DO FEEDBACK FORM & the HR will send them for extra training to improve their customer service. weeeee, im neutral about the service except for the cake part, fiona & the others were a little piss. haha.

okay, so i think we got high, and we screamed like super loudly when the girls shared about their lives. I'm so happy that all of us like grew up all a sudden. Guess Poly really makes us grow up, a transition of our lives. :D I love my Spaz!

I'm gonna do well this sem, im gonna do well this sem!
& Change to a better person!!!! :D

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A pure heart gives because it loves.

It's like everytime we sing, "I'll give up all i have in exchange for more of You", but when we sing, do we mean what we say? Yesterday i was on the train and i was thinking. It's not easy to really give up everything we have just to have more of Jesus.

It's like what can i get if i give up this million dollar contract just for Jesus?
People who are practical would calculate their losses and then ask God to refill their losses, not a pure heart at all.

Contention is the word of the season for me.

I will be contented. Whatever that comes, i'll take. Whether it's bad or good, cause it is what He placed into my life. Regardless of what, even if God ask for my most valuable thing, i will give though it hurts. It wasn't an easy decision for me too. Just like how Abraham agree to give Isaac away, after praying for so so long for a son, he got Isaac, but God asked for Isaac, & Abraham says whatever you want God(in my own words). It was easy for him too!

You might think, ya i am willing to give up all, but look back and think, there are definitely something in your life which is not right, your temper problem, the way you think, covetousness, strong desires & dreams not incline to His will? Are you willing to give all of this up?

Feel so into this situation of Abraham & Isaac now, but it's a secret between me & God. Heehee. Try to discern it yo.

BS later at Yewtee, i believe it's gonna be very good, cause God is with me. :D

Jesus i believe in you,
I will go, to the ends of the Earth for you.