Easter Sunday

Today is a good day cause more than 2000 years ago, He died and now He risen and is alive!! :D

This year's drama is really awesome!! Flying angels!!!

Currently at expo waiting for bk and the cg ppl to be back so we can eat!! Yayyyy!

Goood day! Going hospital later i guess.

IMPRESSIONS

2 years ago, on 4th April it was M.I.9, yesterday was Impression X!

Awesome man.

had lots of fun dancing screaming talking with the alumni, the fun the main band could nv experience! fun. performance was okayyz, rocks! peiling & peiyun saxophone solo was so sexy!!! i like~

i love flowers! thanks W524, Gracia, Fiona&Gracew, Glorianne, Jieying&Rayvin!

Thank you all 12 of you who came down to support us(Me Jy Char), Stanley, Jeremiah, Valerie, Jane, Chung, Gary, Kenrick, Joel, Kit, Weisiang, Asher, Jasmin! & Rayvin and Jieying for coming down after tt!! :D

& of course dearest Fiona, Gracew and Glorianne!

I miss band, maybe i should consider joining SP band hor? hahaha. joking.

I love today, cause
1) I have good hair day, of course, i blow dry it.
2) I had lunch with Gandidi.
3) I paint my nails purple b4 concert, but it's abit ruined but im fixing it.

4) Alumni was great!

5) Friends came to support.
6) I RECEIVE FLOWERSSS :D

7) :D JUST HAPPY & 7 things to be happy for!!
NUMBER OF PERFECTION! wooooo~

Pretty flower, walking down the street,
Pretty flower....

Best Gift

Yesterday i watched Prince of Egpyt, Today i watched Easter drama, and then i came home i watched Bruce Almighty.

All this stories were so boomz, story of Moses inspired me.

A man who lost everything when he knew his life is not the truth, he ran away from reality yet when God spoke to him, transformation took place, he decided to believe that an ordinary staff could part the red sea and faced his reality.

People can take your wealth away, people can take your friends away, people can even take your life away, but they can't take your faith (believe) away.

Miracles happen when you believe.

Then to Easter Drama. I see the miracles Jesus did through the drama. I love the last part most, which made me tear. When situation seem impossible for that husband and wife, miracle happened, and Jesus was the solution to it.

Jesus resurrected so that our problems could be resurrected too. (:

Then Bruce Almighty. Pls watch this movie! amazingggg.

Power of Miracles lies within yourself.

One of another line in the movie. You can start miracles within yourself! :D

& There was this part where Bruce almost died and God asked him in heaven.

God: Make a prayer from your heart not like Miss World (World peace).

Bruce: I wish for her(gf) to come back to me.. No, I wish that she could have happiness in her life, that she would find the right person who loves her..... so on.

The best gift to give your love one is to pray for him/her.

Not by what you want, but what he/she wants, what God wants. (:

I believe this season is the season of miracles.
Miracles, i need it to happen in my life.

I might not be in flow with you, but i want to be in flow with the HS. That's all it matters.

My season of my life. (: I like seasons, cause it shoes im still growing instead of being stuck.

IMPRESSIONS X tmr! I got a mini 2 note solo which is not very obvious! haha!

P.s: I like stories that inspires me.

There will be miracles

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't (always happen) when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
(A small but still resilient voice
Says (hope is very near)

This song is so meaningful that when i was playing in band just now, i missed my beat to hear the girl sing. The song of the season for me. There can be miracles when i believe.

when darkness turns to light

it ends tonight, it ends tonight.

纸是包不住火.

I was kinda sad and it's not any April Fool joke.

She's taking it easier than i can. But who knows the tears.

You cannot do anything else but just, pray for me, be led by the spirit if you dont know. Haha, put your discerning to the test. That's much appreciated. But I'm currently not emoing, cause no use to also. (:

& for now, i should throw away all the stupid thoughts that i dont need to entertain now.

For now, ministry, friends, family and God. Just focus, and focus. :D

I'm gonna count every single little thing, till i get this promise of mine in my hands. (:

Angry Thoughts

I keep getting angry thoughts, like yesterday idk why i got so peh chek all a sudden for no reason and i scream at myself. LOL. Im weird.

Something's not right, got to do something. PRAY.

Went to meet Huimei and Gouwei to discuss about UFIT stuff. So cool, thank you leaders for giving the DG to do something again! (:

GUESS WHAT, i got to be in SP tmr for meeting at 9.30am, what am i doing here seriously? :(

& HAPPY APRIL FOOL, I GOT JACKED BY GRACE WOO, to think im concerned for you and i called and she laughed and said HAPPY APRIL FOOL! HAHAH! :D

I'm rejecting something inside my brain, and not letting it taking the whole of my mind. Cause it's not suppose to you know. Then can you stop popping up and irritate me. ahhhhhhh, see i told you angry thoughts. HAHA. im weird.

Today's post is a little weird and random. Idk what's my pt of typing this chunk of things.

MAYBE BECAUSE TODAY IS SUPPOSE TO BE A JOKER DAY. HAH!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!

Let's go jack people! I jacked Boon! SO HAPPY! :D

Twitter of the Day:

"Dreams make thoughts. Thoughts make ideas. Ideas make goals, & only u can make them real." -Chris Ross /via @ilikemargarita


I guess my Spaz are the people on Earth who HATES me the most and think im the dumbest, stupidest and etc, yet they still love me. (:

YA & THEY HATE ME SO MUCH THEY DECIDED TO THROW ME INTO THE SEA OF JELLYFISHES.
& HALFWAY TO THE SEA, THEY DROPPED MY HEAD, then i realise, sand is actually not very soft. IT'S HARD!!!!! :(

oh and gan took a video, dont upload it pretty pls? :D

Easter

Jesus is the reason for this season.

This is the first time I'm so sure about something i haven't seen with my eyes, this is heart-faith not head-faith.

I Believe...

讓我為你而活
讓我為你而站立
永不放棄像你愛我
讓我為你前進
我氣息是你贖回
如今單單屬於你
活出你旨意的生命
改變世界為你轉動

This week is one of my busiest week, but yet not very busy. Confusing.
Visitation, Outings, Band pract+rehearsal, Easter, Invitations, Easter, Impressions.

& lots of smsing. Have been smsing from 11am to like 2 plus today none stop, & so on after tt, not those lovely dovely smses but serious stuff la. Thank God for free smses! i think i sent like alot of smses today.

This week, my cg will have a breakthrough in Jesus name!! :D

My skin is peeling!

Was thinking why skin peels and i found this website!
http://www.wisegeek.com/why-does-my-skin-peel-after-a-sunburn.htm

Main point bolded!! haha.

When your skin is sunburned, it's basically lightly cooked from the outside. Extended sun exposure causes severe damage to the upper layers of the skin, killing those skin cells and creating a characteristic area of redness and blistering, in the case of severe burns. Typically, in the first few days after the sunburn, the dead skin remains intact, while the body busily builds up new cells underneath; the dead skin acts as a protective layer while these cells grow, as they are very fragile when they are new.

The skin peel after a sunburn happens when the new cells underneath are ready to be exposed to the world, which happens to coincide with the time when the last of the moisture departs the damaged upper layers of the skin. The dried skin in turns starts to flake, peel, and eventually slough off to reveal brand-new cells underneath. During this phase, these cells are typically very vulnerable to sun damage, because they have not experienced the power of the sun before.


I think it's quite cool! Every time something happens and makes us burned out,we dont need to worry, cause actually something beneath we can't see is growing and eventually the dead will go, and the new will come as long as we don't hand itchy go scratch it hard and it bleeds. haha.

Dead characters (bad habits) peels, and New characters (good habits) grows.
Old things go away, NEW THINGS come forth!!

旧的不去，新的不来！

okay, let go get my skin burn a few more times.
HAHA just joking!

One life with You.

Was just talking to my dearest S just now, and found out so many things i haven't been following.

Many of times, we get so tired of what we're doing, especially when bad things hit, first thought is usually to give up. Give up la, easy, just dont care about it. Shared with S what happened to me recently and S shared with me. I hope something went in S's head cause something went in mine when i talked to S. I felt like giving up something precious recently, that i struggled really. (DEANNA NOT TT ONE, i know what you will think if you see this.)

So many things happening in my thoughts, but sometimes i don't have the ability to calm down and think clearly. I tried, and im going to try harder. Everyday i might be fighting a battle, but i know i will emerge strong. I'm not going to give up anything that is precious to me, even if it takes all of me. It's time to learn how to give and take.

& S, if you're reading, you would know who you are. I love you and i know many others too! You brought joy to my life and showed me many things that i should learn from you too. Don't give up! Cause i know everything you're going through only makes you stronger. Jia you! (:

Giving up doesn't solve the problem, cause it will keep coming back.

So i wont give up and S you wont too!

& i love my mum, she made so many sacrifices for me and my family. Where can i find a mum like her? Even though she always scolds me, but i dont mind. I want to love her more, and i should start on it. Went washing car with mum and i felt that she still loves me, and tt's good. (:

Got to love more and more.

Without love i am nothing. I am useless, with love i am something. With more love, i am more than something. I must start loving people even even more, but at the same time, humble myself to bring people up.

when skies are grey

when skies are grey, and you're feeling lousy, it feels sad.
When it's hot and sunny and you're angry, you feel terrible.
When it,s raining and you're happy, it feels arghh.

There's no perfect condition just how we would respond to it.

Blogging after sentosa but im still in vivo! Wooo. Hope u had fun spaz!

Random

What you can see about me is this much.

What I can see is about me is more than you.

What God can see about me is so so much more than me or you.

I want to enter into God's view where He see things, cause He's standing higher than i do.

Living rain, pour again over my life and days.

When my world was in darkness,

You spoke your word, night turn into day.

I don't like smart talks, but i prefer connecting spirit to spirit. (: but smart talk+spirit to spirt = you win.

Count your blessings

I decided to count my blessings today.

THANK YOU EILEEN.

You won't know this but I'm really inspired by you, times where you're consistent to send SR, you're diligent, you're so heartwarming to send smses of love and care. All this touched my heart! Thank you my friend even though we recently just got to know each other more only, but i feel that you're a person who can open the hearts of people with true sincerity and straightforwardness. & it's amazing how your straightforwardness won't hurt people, maybe it's a gift from God.

Continue to look at the promises of God today! & seek your gift! (:

Remember the rainbow!

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I'm so glad i have the honour of sharing a word in DG today & thanks Kelvin & DG for support. I wrote a sermon from 2am to 4am yesterday, and woke up at 6.15am ( 2 hours plus of sleep?) and headed to riverwalk. It was great, learned so much from Kelvin. I guess i heard rain pouring down so clearly, the last time i heard something was doves flying. Thank God for my life, thank God for friends.

CGM awesome!

& I really Thank God for people who keeps pressing on into my life, Thank you Karuna!! Thank you Kit!! & Thank you LJY!! Thank you guys! You really make me feel so loved! Thanks girls!! & Thank you JIEYING!! For always correcting!

& Thank you Spaz, I enjoy being with you all, cause im being me.(: Thanks Loves.

Whenever i learned how to count my blessings, i feel happier, cause i know, people still loves me. God loves me. I'm not alone myself.

I got this bad habit that i should change, but i can't find the solution yet.

& Anointing comes with Sacrifice.

I'm going to sacrifice something and breakthrough.

Thirst & Hunger for my next breakthrough cause God promised me.

God's promises breaks limitations!

(my sermon today! & all glory to God.)

WE'RE ARE FAMILY~

Today's a busy day!!!

Badminton, came home to do art and craft, do card, play chalks, send smses and all. woooo, quite an accomplishment! Tmr gonna be another busy day!

I really really look up to CGLs! cause every single day they are sacrificing so much just for God. Like KEL zone, leaders are doing ufit and every day they got alot of things to do. So starting from now, i shouldn't grumble if i'm thinking im doing alot, cause compared to them, im not!

Anyways, woooo. At home since 2pm! i slept at 6am today and woke up at 10am, i should sleep early today.

Oh and had a great time at badminton with Spaz today. Sorry Fiona!!!

I realise something at badminton today. Everytime someone hits a shuttle cock to you, you have to use a certain force to hit back. then if someone hits to you with greater speed and force(harder to catch), you got to respond even faster and hit even harder to return it back. & this is what we should do when bad things hit us. We got to hit it back to them harder and fast!

Svc tmr! boomz!

Stepping out

Woooo, these few days had been awesome!

Hanging out with my Spaz, my members, my leader, friends, awesome news and all.

Was talking to Eileen and she shared with me something that really blessed me!
Thanks Eileen! :D

Sometimes some of us might feel like pressured to perform a certain task and do it so well, because all the people around us are doing it so perfectly and nicely. Then sometimes you feel a bit discouraged when people says you're doing the wrong thing when actually you feel that it's okay, but for them it's imperfect. Or maybe you fear that you will do the wrong thing cause you're going against the flow and people doubt you when all the time you're always doing the right things..

Then you start to think, where did i go wrong at? Am i useless, am i stupid? If not why can't i do it well like others????? Why people doubt me? & then all these thoughts starts to discourage us.

I think we got to know that God has His own timing for everything to happen, everything happens for a reason in our life. Even when others around is doing so much better than you, people rising up faster than you, people getting complimented instead of you, people getting better results, i guess all we can do is just to continue doing the best we can. As long as you know you're doing your best, it doesn't matter what others do, as long as you know you're not letting yourself down.

Joel shared with Joshua and I this, as long as you keep stepping out from your own territory, to claim another, you get a larger territory in your life. & you step out again, you gain another larger territory. (eh joel, i got listen hor!)

As long as we're doing our best and we know it, we don't have to worry how it turns out cause each time we step out of our comfort zone, we're already conquering another territory of our life.
As long as you know you're doing it right, and God is in that plan of yours, that certain thing will come to pass for sure, in God's timetable.

Let's step into the unknown of life & Let no fear conquer our faith!

So yeah, I want to step out and claim more territories in my life.

Heehee, I don't want to be stuck in where i am now. Someone shared with me this, even when there's nothing to breakthrough in your life, seek for one! This makes you stronger to face future challenges!

You will get what you want in future!

Every step you take now, leads to your destiny! Jia you to you and me!!! no stress no stress!

Problem solving methods are cliche, but that's how we get problems solved.
PRAYYYY!!!

YELLOW BABIES

I LOVE THEM!
Everyone of them!!! :D

I look like i put braces, so shiny! hahaa.
Anyway, 7 out of 9 Spaz put braces currently or before!! awesome! BRACES FTW!
WE LOVE STRAIGHT TEETH! :D

A night of awkward silent. not literally. Guess sometimes my jokes dont work but hahaha, love my Spaz!

Humbleness

Lastest report of my stars!
3 stars/ prayers came true. Guess this star campaign works well for me. :D

Anyway, meeting was awesome yesterday. Yesterday i told God please please let me not forward any modules and i promise to do well for my Year 2. It might be kinda like answer my prayer then i will change that kind, and if you don't i don't change that kind. but no okay. I'm serious, i must do better, just like Pst Paul Kim.

He excel in both ministry and marketplace, and he's always so humble. Without any ego.
I realise people around even when we do not achieve alot alot in our lives, yet we have high ego, we're proud.

Imagine a long stairway from heaven leading down to Earth, and beside it, there's a little small box. & we're standing on that little stage we created for ourselves. That day i just saw this image, that Jesus came down that long stairs and walked in front of me standing on the little stage i created myself. & He asked, "Are you willing to come down that little stage? I came down from heaven already."

Sometimes it's because of our ego-ness, that's why we're unwilling to let people come into our lives, like not only pointing to God, but like friends who care. People are willing to put down everything just to be friends, yet because of our ego, we say that person dont deserve to be my friend or i dont like his attitude and ended up alone.

But we often forget we need people in our lives too, even though we like to be alone at times. Sometimes it's because of our ego, we have so many problems in our life, we dont accept advices. I got to let go of my ego, actually i find myself quite egoistic. Got to change.

Step down that little stage you created for yourself.

PROMISES BREAKS

LIMITATIONS!!!

I will run with you

OMG OMG OMG OMG WARNING, THIS IS THE HIGHEST POST I WOULD EVER POST.

CAUSE THANK YOU GOD.

MY STAR CAMPAIGN WORKED, SO WELL. GOD HEARD IT!!!!

Okay so this very cool. So this day i decided to write my star campaign for this person i really love, & i decided to confess it out. & THENNN, IT CAME TO PASS.

I shall not spoil the fun cause i cannot BOOMZ the news, BUT IT'S SO EXCITING, IM SO EXCITED FOR MY FRIEND!!! <3

So this convince me that my star campaign do work. I shall continue to count my stars till my wishes+promises of God come true!!! :D

Fiona! There's a wish for you inside my star campaign!! :D
Yours will come true too!!!!

To you, my loyal reader, loyal tagger, plus my bestest friend!! i LOVE YOU!:D

Surface/Substances

A road so long, so much to conquer.

I'm not dumb & innocent of what i have to face, really. even though on the surface i might be, but ya, how would you know if you're not me.

Anyway was reading Huimei's old blog, happened to went to it and read and woww, her SOT days were so interesting! & breakthrough came her way & she's so awesome now. Really make me feel like flying to SOT now, BUT, i still have poly. Can't wait for 2 years to be over, then i can go for my SOT.

I believe 2 years later, I'm gonna have a much exciting life. Even though i still don't have a aim on where to head on my future, i know God will show me a way.

His ways are higher than mine.

Got to stand on the place God sees my situation and my life.

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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		11
Acts of Service:		6
Receiving Gifts:		6
Words of Affirmation:		6
Physical Touch:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

I changedd!! :D

Masks

Cgm today was really great.

Really love worship today, as we worship, and Jieying said, just let it out, dont keep it in, people don't know but God knows, He knows. & suddenly, rain started to pour outside, as if God was crying together with us. At that moment i just felt, every time we cry, God is also there together crying with us.

Every tear we cry, is precious in His eyes.

I saw a image today, I was standing in the middle of a street, with so many people walking so fast pass me, walking and didnt cared about me, and i felt so so lost, so lost, so alone. I walked in the streets, went in all the shops, just to find something, but i forgot what was it i was looking for. & suddenly, at the end of the streets, i saw one man, standing there and He walked towards me.

As He walked, i cried, He came to me, and removed that thick layers of masks, slowly, one by one. Suddenly i just felt like why do i have so many masks on my face. At the end, i just realise, all i wanted was just to be me. Just to be me, that simple person inside me.

Many times we put on masks to make us look stronger but deep inside us, we're weak, we're prone to hurts. We hate those feelings, so we tried to make ourselves stronger. People see us strong, but deep inside we know, we're not strong, we're not that person we try to be.

Mask makes us complicated.

Remove that mask/masks and be yourself, even though it might be difficult.

I'm trying too. Let's try harder.

Maybe Jesus could help you with it.

Problem

Definition of problem

A situation, matter, or person that presents perplexity or difficulty: was having problems breathing; considered the main problem to be his boss. See Usage Note at dilemma.

Jingying just reminded me indirectly, that sometimes it's not about how others advices you, but it's how you deal with your mind/heart. (something chim from her, unexpected seriously. JOKING! :D love you jy!)

But yeah, it's so true. Problems always causes and lands us in a dilemma, like a maze, and we can't walk out of it. & no matter how, what, who when, whatever you do, you can't seem to walk out of it.

So back to what Jy had said, just now when i was playing the guitar, i guess God just reminded me, it's not about what the problem can do to you, but what you can do to the problem. You are bigger than the problem! & Sometimes problems just starts with ourselves. Not with others who caused that problem, but it's just you. & to solve it, we must deal with it ourselves.

Unless we deal with this problem, it will always keep coming back to us, we got to find the solution within us, not just wait for the problem to solve by itself.

Meanwhile, i know God will give me the strength to find this solution within me.

I knew this logos word, but now it became my rhema word.

God change me

but ya, sometimes i'm sick of competitions.