I was thinking if i should create a formspring so people can ask questions, but base on old history that happened to me, i decided not. Many times i wonder how people think of me, that's why i usually get quite paranoid when jingying decides to tell other people about me and what i'm doing. Like if anything have the factor 'me' inside, i will go 'omg what that person say bout me?!'
Heyyy that's why most of us who have siblings dont like our siblings to be friends with people we know. RIGHT?!?!? So our personal unglam ugly side wont be known to the social circle of ours! ADMIT IT NOW! hahahaha!
So this shows i'm still a very 'care about opinion/sensitives' person and want to know what other people says bout me. But in recent years, i came to realise actually this factor of me kinda dropped a lot even though it's still there. Can you imagine, in P6 days when people say 'hey xinying you so fat', i cried the next moment? hahaha!
Still working on the way that this opinions thingy doesn't matter so much to me, so that when i hear negative things about me, i can filter it out.
K this is just a type-on random thought.
Another random thought, God is in control of everything.
Ever since last year till now, i think im super trained up for this certain area for my life, thrash hole high ttm. But other than making this thrash hole high, i need to train up the response of this thrash hole. So that i can just stop building up this thrash hole, and change the thing making my thrash hole higher.
Turn things around, and make the imperfect perfect.
God gives grace to the imperfect. (:
PS: I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY EYEBAGS!
okay maybe sleep early sounds good? i think...
PS: I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY EYEBAGS!
okay maybe sleep early sounds good? i think...