Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Going thru the motion


Every tears we cry builds us up.

Heee, i think i went thru a tough month last month, and now i'm managing well. i guess, but i know after praying and letting everything out, it's so woohoo.

My month just offically started and I'm starting on a good month now, August is gonna be a good month, then sept, then my favourite Oct.

Tmr's the family cookoff thingy, we pass and win, we get in semi finals. part of me wanna get in, another part doesn't. but oh well, it's my family, and i want what God wants us to get. In the end, it's not about the fame, the prize, but the experience and memories my family get together, and i will never forget this period of time, coping with so many things, project, filming, friends birthday and outings, church, and then so many stuff happened. lol.

It's not about why i wanna stress myself with so many things, i have a choice to let them go, but i choose to hold on to them, cause they are impt stuff to me. :D

Well, i guess during this time i learned how to cope with disappointments alrdy, but i know i will be tested in this area again, i haven't pass His test with A yet.

Got to wake up at 5am the latest tmr, reaching sentosa at 6.30am. So many first times this year.

So to those feeling suck-ish about your life, i feel it too. Life sucks at time, but we got to still live it for another 50 years? We're not even halfway, and we havent go thru the most terrible parts yet. Embrace life and let's get stronger tgt. We can all do it.

I love you Fionaaaaaaaaa!
Hope you see this! :D

HOLIDAY IS NEAR, but i have to complete my blaw first.
JYJY everyone. (:

Every tear is also captured in the bottle, He collects them.