Healing me whole
That's when my soul will sing.
Was just reading this book, and then finally at the portion of "Letting go of the past".
I remembered there was one time i blogged about letting go. But seriously, i realise how difficult it is to let go of certain things in our life. Things that we treasure, thing we love, things we have made plan in the future already and etc.
Making a decision to let go is a big big decision and sometimes it sucks badly.
But when i was reading that portion of the book, it just brought me back to when i was still thinking of her and when i made that choice to just remember the good memories instead of the bad. It's so amazing how God can bring memories of things that happened 3 years back to come and change my inner fears to something stronger.
But i made that choice to let go.
Maybe i think/feel/have to let go of some other areas in terms of attitude and blah blah.
But really, it's time to recommit my own decision to let go.
Let today be a turning point, just like what Dr AR Benard said.
But actually it's over for me alrdy la, just that there's just some mini thoughts about it.
but thoughts of it should also be rejected. bye thoughts! i'm rejecting you!
I'm just so excited for next year(2011), cause it's gonna be such an awesome year. A year where i'm starting my year 3, ending my year 2. starting on internship and all and new new things coming. I know where i'm heading, i made plans. Sometimes i'm not as stupid as you think i am.
Everything in His hands.
I'm gonna have good thoughts, just like His thoughts.
Thoughts of peace, not of evil, a good future and hope. Good intentions...