Monday, September 6, 2010

A everlasting fire on the altar


Really very very blessed to be serving in this awesome zone with awesome leaders, musos, singers, DGs and members and my favourite Jieying & W524!

Today is just such an awesome day really, like ever since the run, to the meeting, to the fellowship.

Was really struggling to wake up and go for the run, but i had this "thing" that keeps prompting me to go for the run. So i did, i can say i didnt run my best, cause i was just enjoying the whole thing, stoning, thinking and all.

Was just thinking that in this run, we paid for the price in the beginning, decided to put down this certain timing to run, and during this race, it rained, we're dripping with sweat, yet it's covered by the rain and no one knows how "irritating" and "sticky" it is but deep inside our hearts we know it's terrible.

Just reminded me of this life time race i signed myself up for, paying the price to run, yet if i don't turn up for the run, i'm wasting my price that i paid in the beginning. though tears are still there but people can't see, i should be encouraged that He knows it all.

My life is just like this run in the rain, but i didn't regret not going for it. I am a good finisher!

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So aft the run, i headed to church and then started practising for the P&W w awesome muso team who put in time and effort to practise so hard, and we prayed tgt as one. Really, im so glad i'm given this chance to meet with this group of awesome people, people who are humble and willing to be used by God. Thank you Edwin & Jodie for being so awesome, Alvin Jonal Gary Schumann for being awesome brothers!

Meeting was so awesome. Esp ministry time. I was like, oh man, i wanna go down, really really really. But yeah, then i was just praying, God i pray someone will come lay hands on me pls? abit impossible cuz leaders all praying for others, but i felt this atmosphere building around and Edwin prayed for me. Thank you Edwin! really very blessed.

Blessed by the word, offering msg, worship and all. Who says when you're serving you can't feel God. I gave something special today, and kinda after the whole meeting, God kinda answered 2 of my memorial prayers. So blessed.

So had this mini talk w 2 special ppl, and then really, it hit me that woah, God did speak to me the right things, and to that special person too, the same flow. & something that hits me. I really believe the words He spoke will come to past. TYJ!

Of all else, I'm letting all.
Nothing compares to Your embrace, Light of the world forever reign.




& with every breakthrough comes a trial. But i will be strong and keep fighting on, just like the 6km run just now. The thing just now about 6km run is not that i'm tired, but i suddenly got this bad stitch(sp?) till now. Even during the race when it's painful, i will not stop moving forward or give up on the race.

I'm feeling super awesome aft the run, & omg aft the race, i walk like confirm around 3 4km in heels? Had to walk home from interchange again and all.

But woohooo, tiring day(7h of sleep in 2 days) yet my soul is glad.
I ought to be sleeping now! Just feeling too happy to sleep!

Go rest xy.
& I love you Kit! even when you made me cry! hahaha.