Even when i'm alone, i will say I'm not alone, cause there's Him around. When people decided to throw me one side and leave me alone, i will choose to think another way to make myself better.
Even when the situation seems like it's crazy and stupid and retarded and i wanna bang wall and die, i will still stand strong regardless of what happen.
The biggest war always happens inside my mind/heart/soul but never outside, cause i never ever want anyone to see my struggles, i will never ever want to be a burden to anyone.
Well at least that's what i think, and i'm aiming for that.
So that all my struggles and whatsoever won't be seem, so nobody would ever ever know. why should i be so transparent to everyone?!
So i pray, whatever shyts that happen to me, God let me be stronger. Even when people don't know or understand, or dont even bother to hear my explanations, let me be content that i have you.
I wanna be like this boy, positive thoughts!
Had a good day w Fiona and Graced for this job thingy briefing, but got to take up my saturdays, so i decided to give it up. Went to vivo to meet josh and boonz.
Life's good.
I'm still loving my life.
There's 2 sides of the story, what do you wanna believe?