Friday, September 3, 2010

Guard my heart

Ytd i was writing my old diary, heee, so happy. Wrote like 5 pages plus for 1 hour. Realise it's actually quite cool to write down every thoughts of yours, so you can actually gather them tgt to see which are the right ones, and which are the ones that are wrong so you can cast/reject them out.

Was reading the little, the big things i went thru, hah and funny things is that as i was reading i was crying together w it. I wonder how was the time i went thru all that, the tears must be more then this morning's. & aft reading all that, all i felt was thankfulness.

I was just thinking, to be an acquaintance is actually so easy, but to be a close friend to share deep down secret is actually so difficult, to earn that certain trust, to have the certain atmosphere to share, that certain friendship that both understands.

okay,actually i feel that im having a slight fever with weird stomach upset, and then wanna puke cannot puke. Seriously, i havent been puking since P3 or something, but i don't like it aft i puke, cause i look like a purple freak, but i love purple right? nvm. but im strong, havent been sick for a long time, break my record!

Bball tmr, 6km run on sun, svc on sat, zm on sun. God... i dont wanna fall sick now. :(