Last 2 project remaining and the most stressful ones.
15 pages of RWPS report by Sat/Sun & Blaw by next Friday.
Almost screamed at home just now, esp when jy played noisy music, cannot concentrate at all and bizhew telling me how stressful everything is and the deadline and boomz, stress, after a very long time.
Thursday - Spastics 29th
Friday - FOP
Saturday - Filming whole day + FOP maybe?
Sunday - 21th anniversary
Weee i need to find my time to do my project seriously and not shortchange my sleeping time, and why am i even here now?!!! where is my time flying to? God i pray for more time, exceeding the 24 hours.
Thank God for worship songs that calm me down, and instead of screaming around the house, i completed my Reflective journal and 5 6 pages of report. (:
Xyyyyyyyyy, it's time to give up.
Just give up that thoughts and be a good girl.
You can do it.
When i feel helpless about situation, the only reaction should be prayer, instead of worrying much. Everyday, i wanna change all my bad points slowly and slowly, cause sometimes i feel so imperfect that there's nothing good. Am i having the perfectionist disease? nah, xy will never have it. hah.
Broken & Contrite Spirit,
Having the lamb nature,
Attracts the HS.
JYJY.