standing

Complains always go thru my brains, heart and mind and whatever there is. I'm getting a little too grumpy this few days or something. Until my emotions will just automatically shut down to the extent i don't talk. weeee. what an exciting scene to see me not talk.

Bad sign, but sometimes it feels so pressed on every sides. At least for me.

Thank God for Dorothy today, she was talking about her psychology, cause she's having a paper tmr, then she started telling me about stress. No one can be stress by projects, friends, situations and so on. In the end, it's just how YOU handle everything. You're the one causing stress upon yourself.

It's all about capacity, and i have to go thru all these to expand.

But sometimes, i'm lost and i don't want to carry on, but i know i can't. I got to be strong and lean on. HS is the what i'm learning now, i hope i can absorb more in the BS.

I just wanna be who i am. Can i?

But i know i got to grow up and out of it.

Got to have Daying's attitude, smile thru everything.

Even when no one understands but He understands. JY!